#why please

[xxshadowcasterxx]

WHY NOT WHY WON'T YOU LISTEN TO THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES?!?!!?

[maevespunchbop]

I refreshed the Spider-Man Noir AO3 page twice today...eye twitch...the number went down twice....

[the-eyes-of-andyserkis]

Alright brain, what's up my dude? Why you gotta be like this?

I want to write but I feel like I've barely touched chapter 4 in weeks and I thought this was going the be the easiest chapter because I had the most already written, but it feels like pulling teeth to get the words out (why can't I just Matrix this thing out of my brain? that technology should exist by now, right??). Everything I wrote in the past was only ever a one-shot, so this chapter to chapter thing is a new beast.

And it feels like there wasn't as much feedback on chapter 3 which, I legitimately haven't been worried about one way or the other up to this point, but suddenly this morning brain is like, "But what if...you did care." Maybe because it was the first really smutty chapter and I just wanted it to be good and I don't know if it was but listen friend, we are in our 40s and I do not appreciate feeling this way can you chill, please?

At least I know at this point in life that feelings wax and wane and I'll eventually move through it and continue writing eventually, but if this was LiveJournal I might be feeling *blank* or *emo*? (Didn't that used to be an option?) Oh man, if I still used LJ I would absolutely make a custom Andy mood theme.

Anyway my tummy hurts so I'm going to have some dandelion root tea and try to chill tf out maybe. ❤️

[philzaclipss]

and, like that, phil is dead on the 30 days SMP

[write-the-stars]

I have five classes this semester and all of them meet on Tuesday what have I done

[pilot-doodles]

I refer to my sister as “sibling” a lot like why tf do I do this? when you scream “sibling” to a 27 year old woman from across the parking lot you get some looks.

[cornspiracy]

that's some polite spaghetti