#widower arc

[bromcommie]

What's up with all the orders? You're starting to sound like Dad. That a bad thing?

s13 widower arc ft. john winchester's journal (and ever-looming goddamned presence)

[drulalovescas]

Thinking about how after losing Cas, during the widower arc, Dean was acting the exact same way John did after losing Mary --

it's as if...as if... Cas was to Dean what Mary was to John

[king-lena]

everything about this scene EVERYTHING!!!! the light on his face when cas calls him… the palpable anticipation as dean drives to go bring cas home… the neon blue romeo and juliet cross… the way it zooms in on cas when he turns around and he looks at dean with tears in his eyes… the way it zooms in on dean as he stares back at cas in utter shock and disbelief… bc that’s his cas!!!! that’s his cas and he’s alive!!!! and the music oh my god the music!!!! oh how it really is never too late to start all over again!!!!

[deadpoetcore]

dean escapist winchester

[kinky-cas]

one of the really fun things about the s13 widower arc is how once cas comes back, dean really does snap out of his literally suicidal depression. and then during the rest of the season, as they lose jack and face a bunch of setbacks and get further from saving mary, sam starts to fall into despair and hopelessness and defeatism. but dean never does, even as he gets desperate and scared and angry at himself he never falls back into that hopelessness. because something is different after 13.06 that makes life worth living. which could mean nothing

[iloveyoudeanwinchester]

I was inspired to choose violence by this post

[reallyunluckyrunaway]

Dean 13x01 v. 13x06:

[destielgaysex]

does dean even know his love for cas is what caused jack to wake cas up in the empty? dean not being able to let cas go. dean "What about Cas? ... you [sam] may be able to forget about that [cas being dead], but I cant!" dean's grief, his love, raised cas from the grave. does he even know