#will delete maybe

[zombiecowboy65]

[mortal-mun-dee]

Me: Can I not have paranoid thoughts for once?

Brain: No. You deserve every thought of people hating you, your friends and loved ones either leaving or dying. They don't want something defective like you.

You're.

The.

Worst.

Me:

[boycock-boycunt-boyslut]

my head hurts so much lol

[wholesomecowboy]

Y'all ever lay in bed at 5am thinking about how you're never good enough and will never achieve anything and it's like you can feel your body rotting all around you and wonder what's the use in anything because haha mood

[200mgcaffeine]

Shipppppxjkajaaiailkppppp

Also LET ME SAY Mr. “After I’m done with my teleportation circle I’m just going to sketch a Jester angel in the snow because I’m bored” Widogast and Miss “I’m going to mimic Caleb’s arcane sigils while I scry” Lavorre are.....they’re killing me,,

That plus Fjord dropping snow showers and Caleb insisting that no, that glove is Fjord’s forever? I mean, please, can I please have the OT3 of my dreams, Pleeeeeeeeaaaaseeee?

[maskedjoker]

You know I'm in a foul mood and I'm actually personally angry that the fandom didn't find adam attractive till mana(current, reds Manas face, past mana, etc) was revealed. I am so incredibly fucking livid after all the torment and humiliation I got for this. Being accused I had a fucking fetish and that liking him was like liking a fucking nazi. Having people say he wasn't attractive enough to be shipped with anyone, was to old, wasn't in shape, etc. Just being humiliated and abusived both online and irl. By even friends and family. I resent it and i will never let it go. I will never be ok with this. I know some people who like mana liked him specifically prior, or share my love for the earl pre this travesty, or at the very least had neutral non offensive opinions towards the earl, but for every single one of you evil fuckers that has suddenly changed your tune, who tag pics of the earl as only mana, who sat there and made my life a living nightmare, I hope you burn. I hope you suffer. I hope you know mana would never touch such a hateful and cruel person like yourself. I need you to know how foul he would think you are.

[disheartehned]

A12S

Might be a long shot here, but anyone know of a group or some people who run or could run that fight? Be it learning it or just getting a carry. My raid group ( when I raided ) stopped at A11S and didn’t do 12 because Stormblood was coming and we were behind the curve. I really want the tank stuff from that tier of raiding but I’d settle for just the chest for now. If you know of a group or have one who runs it let me know.

[satanvorare]

I find it so fucking funny how I loved someone with so many fucking flaws and forgave him again and again for all of his shortcomings even though he was never sorry.

And yet here I am, months later, still couldn’t fucking forgive myself for this one mistake: loving him who couldn’t give a single fuck about me, someone I obviously should’t have fallen for.

Why can’t I forgive myself. Am I waiting for him, someone, anyone, to forgive me in my stead?

What the fuck self. Get your motherfucking shit together.