. . . AND WHO CARES IF I’M PRETTY? I FEEL LIKE I’M PHOEBE!
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authors note planning on doing one of these for all the boys. these will be my view of what their girls would look/act like and what i will base my smau fics off of. you’re not inclined to view them the same way x
imagine you're jack's pretty little girlfriend who's pretty mysterious about her past. He doesn't mind, knows it's hard to open up sometimes, all he knows is that she ran away to escape your father. He notices the way you flinch at the darkness, how you always seem alert even when he thinks there's no reason to be, like you're sensing something he can't, but he doesnt push
you manage to keep things from him, it's easy to lie about that world... Until you're visiting him in the er and your brothers and father come in after a car accident...
summary: what your relationship with will looks like
warnings/contents: fluff, friends to lovers (lost touch), i think this one is cute 😚
author's note: had a good time with this one and hope you all like it
- with will i feel like it would be lost friends turned lovers or meeting him in san jose
- the first one is calling to me
- you and will met in kindergarten
- you were both so anxious and the teacher thought why not pair you two together? (like that’s a good idea)
- you didn’t talk until the second day, and then you couldn’t stop talking
- you were paired together in everything because you always wanted to be and wouldn’t talk to anyone else in your class
- your mom’s got each others numbers and eventually play dates were set
- while you weren’t obsessed with hockey like will was, you’d still listen to him rant and watch games together on the tv
- continued when you got older and he got into u7 and older
- you’d go to his games and sit with him while he practiced on the pond near his house
- he tried to teach you but you didn’t have good coordination (yet) so you just sat and sometimes clung onto his stick as he pulled you around
- days were spent on and around the ice, talking and watch will skate while nights consisted of shared dinners, chattering teeth, and hot chocolate
- you had sleepovers but you slept separately with will getting the couch and you getting his bed (he insisted)
- most of your childhood memories included him
- but when you were 13, your parents moved to another state
- you had never felt sadness like that
- you spent the last days of your summer together all the time, and your parents let you get away with a lot
- the last thing he ever gave you was a u15 jersey of his
- you still have it 💗
- you were too young to have social media then in your parents opinion so you never followed each other and eventually lost contact
- though you always remembered will smith
- i mean, how could you not?
- in senior year you applied to san jose university because they had the program you wanted
- a couple days after your mom (she is still facebook friends with colleen)mentioned that will had been drafted by the san jose sharks (coincidence huh)
- you were really proud
- this was the scrawny little kid you had watched spend hours on the ice and dream of going into the nhl
- you were excited (and hoping) to see him but acting like you weren’t because some part of you thought that that would make the chances bigger of meeting him
- you moved to san jose in august, your family staying a week to help move you into the apartment and see the city
- and you didn’t see will until november 🙁
- you wished to even go to a game sooner but your program had you so busy you could barely spend time with friends
- but in november you finally had a day off and your friends dragged you to a san jose game (said it was a rite of passage)
- you didn’t expect will to see you, and he didn’t, but you finally saw him again at the bar you went to later
- the team had won and went out to get drinks to celebrate
- you also went to celebrate but also get drunk
- you didn’t notice the team had come in because you were tipsy and at the bar focused on getting the drink for your table
- you were scrolling on your phone when you heard a voice you swore was familiar
- you turn, and low and behold the blonde is beside you
- you were shocked and focused on what changed about him that you didn’t realize he had turned and saw you
- he called your name and you smiled, “long time no see, huh hot shot”
- he blushed and chuckled quietly
- you two turned to conversation and you delivered the drinks to your table before finding him again
- spent the rest of the night catching up and drunkly reminiscing on childhood memories
- like the one time you fell on the ice and knocked will down with you (that was the last time you went on the pond)
- or the time you both snuck ice cream during a sleepover and were laughing so hard you had to muffle the sounds with your hands to not wake colleen
- you ended up waking grace but she just grabbed a spoon
- your first kiss being each other when you were younger (you both blushed when talking about that one)
- you grabbed each others numbers before you left and promised to text soon
- will texted first and invited you to a game
- he offered to get you tickets in the family room but you declined, getting tickets behind the bench
- you said next time you’d take up his offer
- he was going to get you a jersey, but you showed up wearing his u15 one he gave you 💗
- gave you a puck and promised to sign it
- he could hear you the whole game, chewing when he scored a girl and when you were chirping him when he was in the penalty box
- mack found out who you were when he saw will looking at you
- turned around and waved with a big goofy smile on his face
- teased will the whole game and made him let mack meet you
- toff tagged along when meeting you after the game (you and will had planned to hang out)
- “i see you’re the one who kept him in line as a kid” toff had joked when he saw you
- “i did my best”
- mack was shy when he actually met you but nice, asked will a bunch of questions later when will got back
- you both went to your apartment and ordered takeout
- talked and then watched home alone (will would always put it on even when it wasn’t christmas)
- walked him to the door and he almost kissed you when he left but didn’t
- regretted it when he got to his car but not for too long cause you had chased him downstairs and kissed him in the parking lot, asking him to stay
- he did 😙
- he had the day off the next day, but he would’ve stayed even if he didn’t 💗
- you can guess what happened next
- morning was spent basking in the time you had before you had to confront what happened and what was next
- talked over coffee and decided to see where this would go
- when will found out you were taking the bus to school when you couldn’t walk, he’d give you a ride 💗
- nights were spent driving around (secretly) eating fast food and listening to music
- you even went night swimming in your underwear
- sometimes mack would tag along when you went out for dinner
- sleepovers were normally at your apartment so you could stay up and watch movies without mack complaining about you two being loud
- he invited you to any games he could
- and you eventually made it to the family box
- you had hung out with grace and colleen when they came down to san jose for a game
- ditched will and had a night just the girls 👩❤️💋👩
- you two travelled back to lexington together for christmas break
- will officially asked you to be his girlfriend when he took you to the frozen pond you went to as kids during christmas break
- said yes (of course) and spent christmas with each other and your families
- you basked in the little bubble of privacy you had before you went back to sj
- your account was public and you had posted a hard launch, but no one knew of you until you went back
- had to private it for a little while
- but you’re a bad bitch 💋 and knew what you were getting into so it doesn’t affect you
- eventually you moved in together after a couple of months 👩❤️💋👨
- your cat comes with(obviously)
- she’s a rescue cat that hates men but she eventually warms up to will 🐈⬛
- off days are spent together baking or just staying in in general
- dinner dates every week and dinner dates with mack every week 🍝
- will is a huge cuddler
- always has a hand on you
- you get close to cat and the other wags
- (end up on the podcast)
- most mornings you go to the coffee shop near your apartment and people watch before you have to go to school
- travelling for some games (when you can)
- you love your relationship and still feel like teenagers in love (you missed this phase and now you’re living it 💗)
low rise anything. silver girlie. biggest boyfriend hater. tim burton character. matching lace set underneath (and poking out). divorced dad music. trench coat buttoned to the TOP. signature scent of Lost Cherry Eau De Parfum. cooler than her boyfriend. smokes only on new years. long dark or 2000s italian mob wife nails. thrift goddess. funky pattern tights. chaotic notes app. boyfriend’s personality. eyebrow & nipple piercings. super nice. big sunglasses. best lip combo you have ever seen. messy yet chic. walks him like a dog. complete opposites. spoils herself. black cat. customized lighter collection. huge horror fan. black-haired madonna, bite my garter off with your teeth
yes and no! will is back on my writing list but my requests are closed. if the person who submitted would like to send one in, i can allow that but after that they are closed. I have a bunch of old requests to catch up on. ive been extremely sick so im hoping im better soon and can get some done.
sometimes a guy was just built to be teased and pushed around and roughed up because he's annoying and he loves the attention and he has big eyes like a puppy that make you want to shake him around like a ragdoll (this is about will smith hockey)
