Weakness || Drabble
There was a cavern in her heart dug inch by inch with every word he had spoken. It felt raw, it felt like she were bleeding, and for all her stubbornness of remaining with him, Lykke could not look at James. He was nearby, just as tortured, just as angry, just as afraid as he had been before but they had traded no more words and he would not share what caused such cruelty to spring out of him.
It was all she could do to stay, all she could do not to shift and run for the nearest forest. She wanted to snarl, she wanted to tear into something with her teeth until she felt better, she wanted to howl as loudly as she could, but she was afraid to leave. She was afraid to never see him again, and the sheer humanity of that thought made her shudder and hug her legs tight to her chest as she kept her back to the fire. He was taming her, and now that he had all but succeeded, he wanted to cast her aside just as Loki had.
Her skin crawled, like ants just beneath the surface. She wanted to scratch them out, she wanted to feel anything but this gaping, yawning ache in her chest. It felt too much like betrayal and she didn’t understand. It made her feel weak, and she hated herself--almost hated him for feeling it. For the first time since she could remember, she had begun to wish for things, and now, sitting in the dark with a fire warming her back, Lykke found herself wishing that this was all a great misunderstanding.
@winterredeeming











