This one goes out to all the men I have ever fallen in love with
I am sorry. I was never really in love with YOU. Never. I had only fallen in love with a poor version of YOU, created by my ego-driven mind. I was only able to see you with my eyes. And those eyes of mine were blind. They were blinded by veils that I had woven throughout my life from all the emotional baggage of my past experiences. On top of that my mind built an ideal version of you, a perfect man of my own illusions, and when you didn’t meet these expectations I was disappointed, I was blaming you.
I wish I had the wisdom back then to let go of my short-sighted, limited mind and be brave enough to become vulnerable by your side. Opening my heart and receiving in unconditionally your divine essence that radiates purely from your soul.
I have cheated you all along the way. I have cheated you with my distorted version of YOU, and I was unable to love your perfectly imperfect soul as it is. I am sorry I couldn’t see you for who you really were. I know I fucked it up big time. Please forgive me for I was not aware of what I was doing. I love YOU, each and every one of you guys, and now I really mean it, from the bottom of my heart.
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