When you don't have signs from your deity
I noticed that a lot of people are struggling with receiving no signs from their deities. On top of that, here it feels like everybody has them...
TW: I mention therapy, food related practices and ed, so be aware
So, here's my post from a person, who receive no signs! Yet I'm fully capable of working with Gods and Angels. Not receiving signs doesn't make you broken or doesn't even mean deities don't reach to you.
In my exact experience, my deities know that even if they give signs I'm blind as a newborn kitten to all of them. Due to that, there's other ways to understand that you received messages back. For me, it's an inner felling.
My deities approach me directly, I can feel it with my whole body. Their presence, their emotions, are they coming/connecting to me with peace or torture. Here some tips to help you develop this skill (if I may call it like this):
-Meditation. The most common of all. The best one for you in this situation is grounding, any that direct your energy or simply the one to calm your spirit. Yet meditation doesn't suit everyone, so you can start small or even skip this part. Especially than your worship is not about direct communication.
-Journaling. I learned this trick during my therapy, but it was really useful with feeling and energy awareness. Take your time daily or once in few days to go through your feeling you had today. Right down the events, your feelings and how your feelings effected your body and mind. Don't forget to check on what you're feeling in the moment as well.
-Appetite control. This one helped me the most. Appetite control is when every once in a while you check on your body's level of hunger. You ask yourself "Am I hungry? Why am I hungry? Am I full? What exactly do I want?" It's hard at first, especially when you have ed like me, but you'll learn with time and it will make you more aware with your entire body and not only your appetite.
Outside of this practice, you can use taro card, pendulum or whatever you use when you need answers and directly ask if there's any deity trying to reach out or answering your prays.
There're few more practice but they are too dangerous and if you're struggling with defense, energy-awareness and any other skills you need to learn as a beginner, please don't do this practice.
Sometimes signs can be very confusing and complicated. Same deities will feel with different intense through your work. But you'll learn this all with time.
I hope I was helpful! Stay safe
