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Little gifts
And Detlaff! To go with the Regis I posted last time. I love him and his (not so) little moth. He and Regis were both so detailed that the took forever to do, but I'm so happy with them both
Silly headcanon: Dettlaff sometimes grows his claws out of boredom, and then paints and decorates them
Глупенький хедканон: Детлафф иногда от скуки выпускает когти, а потом их красит и украшает
Blood and Vengeance - Part 2
A/N: why is this like.... the most well written thing I’ve written?? Doesn’t matter, Dettlaff deserves it.
Pairing: Dettlaff x Reader
Words: 3,587
Warnings: Minor burns, Anger
Part 1 | Part 2| Part 3 | Part 4| Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 (Final)
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Your stomach fluttered with butterflies as you made your way past the iron gate once more, Its creaking groans welcoming you as you passed onto the estate grounds. Two gardeners were clearing detritus from the garden beds and chatting here and there. They both watched as you slipped past the gate and waved a greeting to you, pulling a small smile and wave from yourself in return.
You stepped up to the main doors, hand outstretched to knock when Regis swung open the door before you could even touch it, nearly scaring you to death. “Ah, hello again, miss Y/n. My apologies for startling you- I heard the gate creak as you came in. Come; let me lead you down to your room so you can settle.” he offered with a kind smile and took a bag from your hands to help.
“Thank you, I appreciate the… help…” You said, your words drifting off as you took in the figure standing at the top of the grand staircases. Quieter than death and still as a statue, you would never have noticed him if you hadn’t happened to glance that way
Your breath ran from your lungs as you took him in. He was truly unlike any man you had ever seen; the fairness of his skin was contrasted by his dark coat and even darker hair. Strands of silver streaked back from his temples, making him look all the more distinguished. His eyes, though far away, shone clearly to you; each iris holding their own storm of emotion that seemed to swirl and thunder perpetually. His expression was solemn and distant, even cold as he watched Regis lead you inside.
“Ah Yes, that would be Dettlaff.” Regis glanced up at him with a knowing look as he waved for you to follow him away down the side stairwell. “You should have time to introduce yourselves shortly, just- please, don’t feel turned away by his expression.” Regis tried to assure you, but you didn’t feel turned away. No, in fact, you found yourself wanting to see those stormy eyes again, even if they came with an icy expression.
Your footsteps tapped down the stairwell behind Regis and into a rather nice basement. The cold air of the season seemed to settle here in the depths, but your worries were brushed away as you took in the rest of the surroundings. The bed was just big enough for one person, laid over with a thick blanket to fight against the chill. You had your own little fireplace, a stash of firewood, and even a bookshelf with some dusty leftover reads.
“Wow… Thank you, Sir. It’s more than I could have asked for,” You set your bag on the bed and smiled a touch.
“Oh, Goodness no… Please just call me Regis. Emiel if you’re really feeling irate with me, though I shall do my best to steer clear of that.” He let out a short laugh that shook his shoulders a bit.
“I’ll leave you to it then…” He continued and turned to leave- when he paused for a moment to look back at you. “I do hope you’ll stick with us… but if you have any troubles, please let me know.” His plaintive tone hung in the air for another heartbeat before he nodded slowly and continued up the stairs.
While you appreciate the sentiment- and you’re pretty sure Regis might be the kindest man on the planet- right now his parting words and tone of voice made the butterflies in your stomach grow twice as large.
“Okay, it’s alright, just get through the day without dropping anything and it’ll be a success,” you assured yourself and began getting ready for your work day. You slipped on an old dress you didn't mind getting dirty and smoothed it out beneath your hands.
You quieted your steps as you ascended the stairs, though you weren't completely sure why. Maybe you were just hoping that Dettlaff would still be there, watching you with those intense eyes.
Your fists clenched around your skirt in anticipation as you got to the top of the stairwell and carefully peered out towards the grand staircase… but he was nowhere to be seen. A sigh escaped your lips, relieved for some reason that you wouldn’t have to face him quite yet.
You shook your head to get your senses in order again and started down the hall to get to work. In an excuse to better learn the layout of the house, you decided to start by wiping the grime off the windows and airing out the rooms. You did your best not to be nosy as you ventured into each room, finding curious knickknacks here and there. One space that sat on the ground floor beside Regis’s room was filled to the brim with laboratory equipment, herbs, and… little shrunken, shriveled-up men?
“Oh. Mandrake root,” you said to yourself, pulling your hands back from the fatal plant. “That seems…. Safe.”
You tucked the window rag into your pocket for the time being and took another glance over the list Regis had given you.
‘Dettlaff will need time to warm up, bringing him a cup of tea or other drink is a rather good and safe way to engage him little by little.’
Tea, huh? You can do that. You folded the list once again and tucked it safely away before you made your way over to the kitchen. Your heart nearly jumped out of your chest when you came across another person rattling around in there as they sifted through the utensil drawer.
“OH! Hello, I- sorry, I-I wasn’t really expecting to find anyone else in the house…” you stumbled over your words, chest clutched in surprise as the stout firey-haired woman pulled her nose from the drawer to look up at you.
“Oh! You must be the new housekeeper I heard about. I’m Amelia, the sole chef of this manor.” she said proudly and with a wide smile.
“Yes, that's me, I’m Y/n. It’s nice to meet you, Amelia.” Your shoulders relaxed as you saw her lighthearted expression, “You’re the only cook here? Well, I guess with only two people living here…” you justified aloud.
“Plus you and me, dear. The garden crew comes in for lunch once in a while, but otherwise, they seem to prefer the great outdoors to the marvels of inside.” she shrugged, unbothered, and continued searching around the drawer until she finally pulled out a utensil that you couldn’t even begin to guess what it would be used for. “There’s the little bugger… Now, what can I do you for?” she took a minute to turn to you, offering you her full attention while she was in between tasks.
You laughed a bit at her vivid expressions, but nodded, getting straight to the point, “I was going to bring some tea up to Dettlaff… would you mind showing me where the tea and kettle are kept?”
“Oh…” she pursed her lips in thought as a shadow passed over her expression, but still she nodded slowly. “Of course, dear. Follow me…” she waved you over and began giving you a quick tour of the kitchen, pointing out everything you’d need to know from tea, kettles, and berries, to the liquor, knives, and cheeses. “So, have you had the opportunity to meet this Dettlaff character yet?” Amelia asked you, a mixture of curiosity and concern, her expression unafraid to show it.
You shook your head, “Not really. I saw him on the stairs when I came in, but he seems…” you paused as you searched for the words, but Amelia seemed to have about 12 lined up and ready for exactly that moment.
“Distant? Depressing? Intense? Perhaps a bit cold? Angry even?” she rattled off as she handed you a tray and began handing you the things you’d need. “Don’t let it dissuade you, dear. I don’t think he’s spoken a word to any of the workers since we arrived, Regis seems to be the only one he’ll talk to.”
You nodded and piled your tray with a cup, sugar cubes, milk, and a teapot as she led you around the kitchen. “Thank you so much for your help, Amelia… and if you ever need help prepping please just feel free to ask. It’ll give me an opportunity to chat if nothing else”. You said with a smile as you poured the hot water into the teapot.
“Oh, I’ll be holding you to that..!” she called in her kind and jovial voice as you ducked out of the room, carefully balancing everything on the silver tray.
Making your way up to the second floor you ducked into each room, looking for the gloomy man. You struggled to find him immediately, though you did come across various rooms of interest as you searched; a craft room with broken toys littered about, another that seemed to be Dettlaff’s bedroom and even a study that looked surprisingly unused.
Those blue-gray eyes seemed to elude you today.
A short huff escaped your lips as you tried one last door.
The library before you was expansive; shelves covered several walls floor to ceiling, holding books, curiosities, and other important trinkets. The corner was populated by several armchairs and one Dettlaff tucked way in the reading nook near the window.
Open curtains let in the gentle afternoon light and made the dust in the library dance lazily around him. The same light poured itself over his shoulders and backlit him in a way that gave your skin a pleasant shiver. He had a book open on his lap as he sat comfortably in the large blue chair, bringing out the cerulean in his stormy eyes.
You quickly tamped down the heartbeat in your throat and stepped inside, trying not to stare too much at the way his silver strands shimmered in the light. He had small piles of books at his feet- you couldn’t tell for what subject they were, but It seemed he was intent to park himself here for quite some time.
He glanced up at you as you entered the room, his mouth remaining a flat line as his eyes followed your encroaching silhouette.
“Um, good afternoon…. It’s nice to finally meet- Oh!” you yelped as you tripped on a snag in the rug, quickly catching yourself so you wouldn’t topple over, but unfortunately the jostling was enough to spill both the full tea cup and the milk directly onto his lap and book.
“Oh, shit- I mean, Fuck. Dettlaff, I’m so sorry-”
You vowed on your life that his face had changed as you looked up again; the creases of anger in his expression seemed to pull his nose flatter as his eyes grew light, almost to a pale gray as you watched. You swore you even saw his canines extend, growing sharper, as his already long nails seemed to grow a few inches in a matter of seconds.
A frightened yelp leapt from your throat, as you stumbled backward and fell with an unceremonious thump. All would have been fine- nothing but embarrassment- if the teapot had not toppled over, sending scalding hot water to pour over your arms and chest.
Yet another shout erupted from your throat as tears sprang to your eyes. Yet, you couldn’t even feel the full force of it as adrenaline reeled you away from the man before you and his twisted features.
Spoons and saucers lay scattered on the floor as you raced away downstairs, the tray left abandoned there where you dropped. The hot damp cloth of your dress clung to your skin as you sprinted down the stairwell and into your room, slamming the door closed behind you.
Your chest heaved as you tried desperately to draw even breaths, but your focus was broken once again as the adrenaline had finally worn off and the painful heat living in your skin grew unbearable. “Fuck, fuck…” you muttered to yourself as your frantic hands peeled the dress away from your skin. You fanned your inflamed skin as you ran toward your bathroom sink and began splashing yourself with cold water until you found it bearable to live in again.
A sigh escaped your lips as you leaned against the sink, staring into your reflection in the basin. ‘You couldn't have really seen a face change like that’ you thought as seeds of doubt began to grow. ‘No, people's faces just don’t do that. It must've been a trick of the light’. But even then you couldn't ignore what you thought you had seen. His cold expression twisted into something of active anger and his features turned into something that was almost unrecognizable.
Almost.
Though many things had changed the depths of his eyes did not. They turned from their rolling thunder of emotion to something more like that of a hurricane as he registered the mess you had accidentally poured on him.
You looked up at your face in the mirror as you finally felt your racing heart return to normal and your breaths grow even as they came and went.
“Shit”, you swore as you glanced at your chest in the reflection. Your skin was burned bright red where the hot water had scalded you.
“It’s my first day and I’ve already fucked up and spilled on myself AND the mysterious stranger that owns the house.” you groaned out and just sat yourself down on the ground to give yourself a little time to recover.
“Fuck”
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“Dettlaff, Why did I just hear our new housekeeper shouting and running down to the basement?” Regis questioned as he appeared in a puff of smoke at the library's entrance. “Oh, dear…” he sighed as sidestepped the forgotten tray and moved to his friend. Dettlaff’s face was still pulled tight with its aggressive bat-like features when his old friend came upon him.
Without another word, Regis handed him his handkerchief and crossed his arms.
“She spilled this shit all over me and my books,” He grumbled and took the offered handkerchief to clean himself up.
Regis nodded quietly and began piling the fallen items onto the tray. “Did she do this on purpose? Enough to incur your temper?” Regis’s voice was calm and level as he engaged Dettlaff.
His pale eyes looked down to his lap as he wiped himself off, refusing to give the answer due voice. Slowly his eyes darkened again to their normal state and his features smoothed out once more.
“I told you I didn’t want any housekeeper- that cook was more than enough…” He grumbled out and looked down at the soiled pages of his book, the page’s ink smeared beyond recognition.
“And I believe I told you that a little human interaction would be good for you.” Regis came and took the handkerchief back when he was done, folding it in on itself. Regis held his hand out to stop him as his friend stood to leave, “I know it’s not an ideal first interaction, but I have no doubt that it wasn’t intentional”. A frown pulled at the higher vampire's features, as he dropped his hand. “I know you have done more for me than I could ever hope to repay, but I do ask you to at least consider. I think she could be good for you, Dettlaff, and I suggest you give her another chance”, The older vampire finished and fully stepped away.
Dettlaff was silent once more as he stalked off, but Regis knew that he had gotten through at least for the moment- now he could only hope that it would last.
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After your skin had cooled off and your mind had finally calmed down you got yourself back to work. You figured the least you could do was clean up the mess you’d made. So you pulled on a looser dress of yours, one you would never think of wearing for work because of its short sleeves and looser lines, however, right now you could not handle anything brushing against your burned skin.
You snagged a bucket of cleaning supplies on your way up the stairs and ascended quietly, tip-toeing to the library to clean up- hopefully before anyone else had noticed. The tray had already been taken downstairs with the rest of the utensils, all that remained for you now was a damp spot on the carpet.
Hiking up your skirt- you kneeled down and began getting to work cleaning up the wet sugary mess.
Unbeknownst to you, ever-so-silent steps snuck up behind you, watching for a few moments with blue-grey eyes as you took the initiative to rectify your simple mistake.
A husky voice came from behind you, startling you in part by its suddenness, yet its low rumblings also seemed to set your mind at ease. “You’re the housekeeper…?” the phrase was awkward and was followed by a clearing of the throat that sounded like someone who would rather be anywhere else.
Lifting your head, you turned to the voice and were shocked to find Dettlaff there, standing with a smooth expression as if nothing at all had happened. “Oh…! Uh, Dettlaff. Look, I’m terribly sorry about earlier…” you apologized, sitting back on your heels and dropping your rag back in the bucket.
You were going to continue but your words became breathless movements as he kneeled down before you, those eyes of his dancing over your red skint as his hand reached out.
“You got hurt…” He said quietly, so soft that you weren't sure you had heard him. He seemed distracted as he ran the back of his fingers against your heated skin, their cool touch a welcome but brief respite.
Your heart pounded in your ears and your skin grew heated for a whole other reason. Such a forward action made your body still and your next breath catch in your throat. “Oh, I… I’ll be more than alright…. It should go away in a few days…” you managed to say through the heavy beats of your racing heart as his fingers caressed their way down your arm.
Dettlaff was lost in his thoughts and barely took in your words. While he did get angry- admittedly unduly, looking back- he had never intended to cause you bodily harm. Perhaps Regis was correct in some way or another- though he’d never say it out loud. Only the furious beating of your heart was enough to pull him from his thoughts, “Ah, My apologies, Miss…”
“Y/n”, you filled in for him as he pulled his hand back from you and breath filled your lungs once more.
“Y/n…” he seemed to test out the name in his mouth as he repeated it back, nodding a bit as he stood once again. “Let me take that away for you. That spot already looks better than the condition it came in…” he justified as he took the cleaning bucket for you and began bringing it downstairs to put away without another word.
“Oh, uh- thank you..!” you called out after him as you watched him slip out of the room.
Your head tilted in thought as you tried to understand the last few minutes you just lived through. Interacting with Dettlaff was like interacting with a puzzle; he was rather straightforward in his actions, that much you had learned, but he had also been incredibly silent so far. That mixed with his reserved expression had made him hard to read- though you're sure you just needed time if nothing else.
The rest of the day was thankfully uneventful and you were able to get everything done that you were hoping to. Your thoughts were of nothing but climbing under that thick blanket as you padded your way down the stairwell and into the basement. The basement was chilled by the seasonal cold seeping in, but was quickly turned into a comfortable heat as you got your small fireplace going.
You stripped down to your underclothes, intent on getting some well-deserved sleep after such a long day. However, as you reached down to pull the blanket back you noticed a little jar on your nightstand along with a note. “What’s this..?” you asked to the empty air as you picked up the note.
‘My apologies once again, Miss Y/n.’ It read, ‘You made no intention to harm me, and yet I have brought harm to you. I hope this rectifies the situation to some degree and you are no longer bothered by your burns. - Dettlaff.’
A stupidly large smile spread across your face, one that you couldn’t control no matter how hard you tried. His note was written with a quick and elegant hand, exactly what you would have expected from him. Though you wonder if Regis helped him with his note, your heart still warmed at the sincere words.
You folded the note carefully and set it back on your side table before taking the small jar and opening it to see what was inside. Inside you found what you could only assume to be burn cream; it smelled faintly of jasmine as you spread it over your skin and left a cooling sensation that caused you to openly sigh in relief.
The chill of your sheets mixed with the alleviation you got from Dettlaff’s gift was all you could attribute to the way your mind instantly drifted off to sleep that night. No dreams, no jostling- just rest.
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Blood and Vengeance - Part 7
A/N: We are BACK BABY. Its been 3 weeks since I’ve seen the sun or a day that wasn’t raining but its finally sunny again and that means you all get a chapter!!!
Pairing: Dettlaff x Reader
Words: 1745
Warnings: sickness, symptoms of sickness, leading to NSFW (but everything is still SFW), very quickly edited lol
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4| Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 (final)
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The days were slow to start.
Your body creaked and ached like an old temple as it attempted to heal, much of your energy being funneled directly into not dying as your wound began to superficially close.
Yet you were never without support.
Dettlaff refused to let you out of his sight after that fateful evening, insisting that he be right there beside you in case anything were to happen. He asked repeatedly that you sleep in his room with him so he could keep you warm at night and that he should be right beside you as you went through your day. His cool, anxious touch was always on your skin, claiming it was all to keep an eye on your temperature and symptoms, but you knew it was just him being overprotective.
And though you absolutely loved the comfort his rumbling voice and smooth touch gave you, you were starting to get annoyed. You had to just about shove him out of the bathroom for your bath days earlier and give him a long list of assurances to let you spend the afternoon alone with Amelia.
However, you couldn’t be too mad; you knew he didn't mean to become so overbearing, but after such a close call- your life hanging on by only thin threads- you can’t say you wouldn’t have done the same. And though he still stays close often, you finally got him to work his way down to just being in the room with you and, if you were well enough, on the same floor.
“My Moth?” Dettlaff said, getting your attention as he poked his head into your shared bedroom, “Your bath is ready… and we’ve just got more bandages in from town so let’s check your wound too,” His doting tone permeated through the air, wrapping your aching body in a verbal embrace.
You nodded, a light smile on your lips as you pulled the blankets back from your body, your sweat-damp nightgown clinging to your skin and chilling you to the bone as the air hit you. “T-thank you, Dettlaff…” you replied as you pulled yourself out of bed, slow, but determined to push through the constant veil of fatigue you’ve been battling the last few days. At first, it was barely noticeable- figuring it was just your body dedicating itself to healing- but lately, it's just been getting harder and harder to push through, with you reverting back to bed multiple times a day to recover from your weariness.
“Darling, your skin is flushed and you can barely get yourself up… Let me help you,” His voice was soft as he appeared next to you nearly instantaneously, wrapping a determined arm around your waist to support you as you rose to your feet.
“I’m okay, I can do it…” you protested, betraying your words immediately as you leaned heavily on his shoulder. His soft lips brushed against the heated skin of your forehead, nearly wincing at the boiling heat that lay just below the surface.
“You're burning up, Moth…” Concern laced his voice like tightly woven fabric as his embrace held you closer.
“Really..? I’m freezing…” you shuddered, holding your wounded side as you hobbled along beside the higher vampire. “Mmph, my side aches, Dett…” you complained.
Dettlaff said nothing at first as his brain began racing through the worst outcomes, stumbling over whatever menial solutions he could come up with as your weakened body lean heavily against him. “We’ll look you over, okay? And we’ll find something.. I promise.” He vowed, “I promise…”
You were thankful for his finger's cool touch as they undressed you, innocent intentions lingering and evaporating the longer their caress stayed. Long nails scratched faintly along your supple skin as his steady hands ran up your under your gown.
If only your ears had been as sensitive as his, you would have heard the slightest tremble in his breath. He had seen you undressed before, a happenstance of everyone rushing to address your wound that night, but his hands had yet to touch your skin like this before.
Even through the haze of your fatigue ripples of electricity crackled under your lover's touch, showering sparks from your heart down into your core below.
Until your bandage slipped away and his hands stilled in their place.
“Mmm, why’d you stop?” you mumbled from your half-lidded position, leaning against the warm tub.
“I… your wound…” Dettlaff was at a loss for words for the first time in decades, he knew humans were fragile creatures, subject to be hurt this way and that, but the marks, the twisting wound, it was more than he had seen in a long time.
Your side was both tightly twisted and puffed red with fetid infection. He could barely see the lines of your stitches, hidden away behind the weeping wound before him. Angry red streaks extended from your angry side, reaching its red arms greedily across your torso.
Without words he pulled you towards the mirror for you to see for yourself, both unwanting to look at it any longer and unable to look away.
“Oh, my days…. How did it get so infected…? We were so careful.” you gasped in disbelief, gently touching it and recoiling at the tenderness and heat. “Fuck… what do we do..?”
Dettlaff shook his head for a quiet moment before continuing to help you undress, “... let’s get you in the bath first… we’ll clean it out as best we can.” he directed, but you could tell there was more to it that he wasn’t saying. More that he wasn’t willing to bring to light.
You nodded, holding his hand tightly as you stepped into the bath and eased back against the tub. The water, though only Luke-warm felt like a hot spring as it swirled around your movement. A cold washcloth eased its way onto your forehead by Dettlaff’s touch and pulled a contented sigh from your lips.
Dettlaff was a wash with relieved when your eyes slid closed, no longer would he have to contort his face to hide his obvious worry. The arms of infection reaching out from your wound told him enough about its severity. You were wearing away before him and it was only going to get worse the longer you all waited. He cringed, almost snarling at the thought- but he knew he’d be lucky to see you to the end of the month at this rate.
“Dettlaff… I can sense you brooding…” you said with your eyes still closed, a tiny, but playful smile toying on your lips as you tried to lighten the room. You couldn’t stop the small chuckle that escaped your lips as you peeked one eye open, happy to see the faint hint of amusement cross his features.
“I know it’s worrying, my love… but there’s nothing that can be done about it in the next 5 minutes, so will you please just keep me company..?” you beseeched, looking up at him with pleading eyes that you knew he’d never dream of refusing.
‘But I can fix this in 5 minutes. I could. If only you knew if only I could-’
“Dettlaff,” you said with a flattened tone, gently thwapping his arm to pull him away from his spiraling thoughts.
“My apologies, Moth…. My mind was somewhere else…” His low voice rumbled quietly.
“I know…” your hand extended out, capturing his smooth jaw and pulling his storm-cloud eyes in your direction, “it always wanders when you’re upset,” you said, knowingly. You two may not have been together for years and years, but as Dettlaff began to drop his guard with you his inner workings became much more clear.
“Tell me about the latest book you’re reading, hm? And will you help me wash through my hair?” you asked tenderly, handing him the small bar of hair wash.
Your smile was so simple and easy that it made his heart weak. He had known love before, in a general sense at least, but the stirrings in his heart were something ancient and primal. A love that was so natural and pure that he was sure it transcended lifetimes.
‘How on this earth did I ever manage to keep you?’ he thought to himself as his own expression began to mirror yours. “Okay…. This one is called ‘Pains of Glass’ and it starts in a Wraith-filled manor…” he began, loving hands doting over you as he regaled his book’s tale to you.
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As the intense midday sun waned across the sky and the warmth of the day hit its peak Dettlaff paced the halls of the second floor. A single pointed nail tapped against his temple, perturbing his thoughts like taps on an aquarium wall. His steps paused as he passed the large window facing the front gardens and the iron gate, a heavy lock now swinging from its rusted doors.
You and Amelia were sitting in the garden- the light illuminating your hair and skin in an otherworldly glow that made Dettlaff’s heart fluttered with an unfamiliar lightness. You were laughing at some joke of Amelia’s that he was sure he wouldn’t understand, but the way you threw your head back in unadulterated laughter, your bliss and happiness radiating out from you like a blinding aura.
Something else ached in his heart as he watched the cinematic scene from above. Such airy featheriness emanated from you voice, such love from your faintest touch, and such admiration from your brief gaze.
He knew he didn’t deserve it- any of it- and yet greedily he still kept you to himself. Greedily he convinced himself that maybe he was worthy, maybe he had made up for past transgressions when he met you. But hiding his true self from you, always keeping it just under the surface… that was not the act of an innocent man.
But now the corners were beginning to close in.
And the options have all but faded away.
Save for one.
One idea he could still try.
“Dettlaff?” Regis questioned his statue-still friend, the higher vampire’s brow drawn together in deep thought as he watched distantly out the window. “Dettlaff?” he repeated.
“Regis-” He interrupted, the conviction in his tone rattling in the silence of the hall. A short sigh escaped the dark man as he turned to look at his dear friend, a sort of sadness pooling in the depths of his irises.
“-I know what I have to do.”
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Blood and Vengeance - Part 8
A/N: heyo, bit of a dialogue heavy chapter and not as much romance, but I hope you’ll like it!
Pairing: Dettlaff x Reader
Words: 2906
Warnings: sickness, symptoms of sickness
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4| Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 (Final)
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“- I know what I have to do.”
Regis’s Expression was calm and resigned as he searched his dear friend’s face. Dettlaff’s expression was solemn and cool and… surprisingly controlled as Regis scanned for all the familiar tics in the dark man's face.
A heavy moment of quiet surrounded the two higher vampires, unsaid words and understandings looming in the still air. After another silent beat, Regis nodded and crossed his arms in a show of determination, “Alright. What can I do?”
The faintest smile distorted Dettlaff's serious expression, his cold heart warming at the faith Regis held in him. “She needs to know what we are…” He admitted quietly.
Regis blinked as his head reeled back a bit in surprise, “Dettlaff, are you sure…? Not that I think she’d take it badly, but-” His lips tightened as he glanced away from the conversation, spotting your ignorantly innocent form amongst the flowers, “- but this has the potential to go very wrong…. Even the nicest of folks have turned their torches and swords our way once they knew.” A shadow passed over the higher vampire’s usually optimistic expressions, a memory of darker times coming to the surface for a brief breath.
“I’m sure,” the stormy man said, feet moving on their own to take him back to the large window. Amelia pointed up toward him, causing you to turn, your face bright with simple excitement as you waved at your ever-watchful protector. Another wave of warmth gripped his heart and pulled his lips into a more significant smile. “I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life.”
“Besides, time is of the essence…” Dettlaff continued, “Her wound has become infected, and it's spreading fast. It’s already starting to reach toward her heart,” concern laced his tone as he waved back at you, feigning mirth as you watched his face, “and as much as I trust your medicines I don’t know if it can be made and work fast enough to be fully reversed. She’s fading so fast, Regis…”
Regis could hear his friend’s heart breaking with each word, only finally admitting the situation out loud, “I see….” He sighed, “We must have missed some pieces of that old knife when we cleaned out the wound…”, long clean nails tapped his chin as he considered all the options. “I mean, I could try to modify one of the Witcher potion recipes for human use but it would still be a big risk, or we could try to clean it out again and apply a stronger antibiotic…” he mused.
“ Or….” Dettlaff said, his silence saying more than his words could.
“Absolutely not” Regis replied on instinct, every part of his brain violently against it, “we can’t do that Dettlaff, I can’t condone it”. His silent footsteps paced anxiously over the carpet and he was sure if he walked any faster he would surely see smoke.
“Regis…” Dettlaff frowned, crossing his arms as he settled into this strange reversal of roles. “Regis, there’s not another-”
“There are always other options, Dettlaff!” Regis snapped uncharacteristically, surprise covering his expression as he realized his angrily hunched demeanor and growing claws. “I’m- I’m sorry… I don’t know what came over me….” A strong hand gripped his shoulder, squeezing a gentle comfort as he looked up at his stormy-eyed friend once more.
“I want to give her the option, Regis. If my blood can save her, if it can make her whole again, then I want her to know about it.” Though Dettlaff didn’t dare mention his other motivations; the thought that maybe- possibly- his blood could extend your lifespan as well. Human lives were so often just a blip in the timeline of his ‘immortality’ and if he could do anything- anything- to make it just make it a few decades longer then he would do it in a heartbeat.
But he didn’t have to say it, Regis already knew; human or not every creature was greedy in the face of love. A deep sigh escaped his chest as his hand ran down his face, “We have no idea what it’ll do to her… I’ve heard of other higher vampires trying to… essentially turn their loved ones and it’s- “ he paused, “Its risky. All of them went through horrible pain and anguish- most dying in agony while others seemed to eventually even out, though they still did not turn completely.”
“And I don’t want her to turn… it's her humanity that made me fall first” he quickly replied, “her clumsily kind nature and that ridiculous dopey smile of hers when she sees something she loves…” he trailed off, his mind rolling down an endless list he didn’t possibly have time to name.
Regis’s expression tightened as he listened, reluctant, but understanding to his friend’s explanation and plea “I -… let’s talk to her tonight… and I’ll do some research in the meantime.” the older man’s voice was tired, and resigned, but still held a sense of duty about it as he began to walk away.
Dettlaff pulled him to a halt for just a moment as he passed, “Regis, My brother,” the vampire spoke, “I don’t want you to do this because you think there is some debt between us… If you’re adamant…”
A small smile tugged momentarily at Regis’s lips before quickly fading again,” I assure you it is not…. While I will forever feel a debt over the kindness and dedication you showed in rebuilding me from naught but melted flesh, I do this because I can see how important she is to you. And though I can not understand the depths of which you hold your love for her I can say I have come to care for her too as one of our own.”
Dettlafff’s shoulders eased, releasing the tension they didn’t realize they were holding and sinking into softness as his hand pulled away. “... Thank you, Regis…”
“Of course. Anything for my brother.”
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“Just a few more steps, my dear…” Dettlaff urged quietly, though you were obviously only halfway up the grand staircase. His had hovered over the small of your back, anxiously waiting to provide you support as his other hand held your own, proving as much needed leverage.
Your exhausted body begrudgingly pulled your foot up yet another step as you whined out a complaint, “Dettlaff, I’m too tired for this… why do we have to go up to the library…?” You huffed and puffed, taking a moment’s respite on the current step.
“Regis and I had something we wanted to talk to you about… show you…”
“Well, that doesn’t sound concerning at all, does it..?” you quipped between breaths. “Dett… Love, I don’t know if I can do this, would you-”. Swift, strong hands scooped you up without further utterance, holding you securely against his chest as you yelped in surprise.
“You needn’t even ask…” his low words rumbled pleasant vibrations against the skin of your temple, raising goosebumps along your arms in response. His legs took easy strides as he carried you up the remaining stairs, holding you as if you weighed no more than a stack of books. Your head rested as a comfortable weight against his, your skin boiling hot to the touch, but a welcome sign of life all the same.
Regis had already set up by the time you arrived. He stood before the high arching windows, flipping quickly through a large tome before replacing it on the mound of books at his side. “Ah, Y/n. Welcome,” he said with that ever-pleasant smile, putting your nerves a little more at ease, “I trust your time in the garden was as pleasant as it looked?”
A small smile spread from your face to his as Dettlaff rested you on the large blue armchairs, “The bumble bees were out and lazily passing from flower to flower. And it was nice to feel the sun again… but I have a feeling you didn’t call me in here to talk about bees and sunshine.” your eyebrow raised as you looked up at him.
“Right… Well, you see the reason we asked you in is -”
“I’m here! Hold on, I’m here!” Came the rushed voice of your dear friend Amelia as she rushed in- her short legs moving a mile a minute. Her figure was partially obscured by a silver tray piled high with fruit-filled pastries and everything you could possibly need for tea.
“Sorry, I bake when I get nervous….” she explained as she set the tray in front of you, immediately stepping to the side to give the two men the floor once more.
An uncontrollable chuckle bubbled in your throat at her delightful mannerisms as you shook your head, “No worries, Amelia. But, what would you have to be nervous about?”
“I- Uh…” Her round face flushed pink as she realized her slip-up, the rosy color extending to the very tips of her ears. Petrified eyes looked over to Regis and Dettlaff in a desperate attempt to be rescued.
Regis- everyone’s social knight in shining armor- stepped forward at this and held a hand out to ease her, “Miss Y/n, we have not been completely honest with you…”
A flash of anxiety ran through your eyes as your gaze dashed to your beloved, who- for the first time- had his eyes intentionally cast down away from you. “What do you mean…?” your voice was steady, but you could fear the shakiness would creep in soon.
“My Dear, please understand that I did not mean to- I mean- yes, I did, but…” a quiet growl of annoyance escaped his throat as he started over, “ I did not want to keep this from you, but for the time it was the best and safest option..”
Regis nodded, “Y/n, what do you know of monsters..?”
“Monsters?” your brow creased curiously, “Um, well… some hurt and hunt people and others are more like us and just trying to get by. And long ago people made Witchers to defend us from them…”
A pleasant smile came from Regis as he nodded, “You’re more well-versed than many… and what about vampires?”
“I- why the hell are we talking about this? What does this have to do with anything?” Your patience was beginning to wear thin as the men continued to beat around the bush.
“Please, moth… Answer the question. I promise we’ll get to the point soon.” Dettlaff quietly pleaded, still refusing to meet your eyes.
You huffed a bit in annoyance, the pain in your side mounting with the tiredness behind your eyes- but you would oblige. “Um… I don’t know. They need blood to survive, get hurt in sunlight, and turn into bats. And a stake through the heart and some holy water are supposed to kill them, I guess. Now what's the point?”
“You’re very close,” Regis said, “those facts apply to most vampires, yes. However, higher vampires are different. They look just like any other human and blood is more of a…” Regis’s nose scrunched uncomfortably as he continued. “... a drug, than a necessity. They have other forms and can change between them if they want, but-”
“Regis, you’re lecturing…” Dettlaff interrupted,
“But it’s important that she understand the background of it-” Regis began to argue, quickly getting interrupted by Dettlaff who decided there was no time left to drag it on.
A growl escaped from the stormy-eyed man as his features shifted and scrunched into something far more bat-like; his nails extended like foot-long claws from his hands and his previously dark eyes became a petrifying white. Sharp predatory fangs protruded from his lips as his teeth bared before you.
A short scream escaped you before your hands could cover your mouth, shock, and fear escaping uncontrollably. “I-I’m sorry I didn’t mean-”
But your voice escaped you as Regis’s face now changed as well, their features were similar overall, though the details differed. Regis’s ears pointed upwards far more than Dettlaff and his front two teeth extended as an extra pair of fangs for a total of four menacing dagger-like teeth.
You fought against your nerves as your hands began to shake over your lips, not from a fear that you would be hurt- you knew them far better than that- but a more instinctual fear that any prey feels in the gaze of its predator. “And… and you..?” you gazed at Amelia now.
“Me? Oh, goodness no! I’m as human as it gets… I’m just here for moral support…” she smiled a tiny bit, keeping her gaze away from the monstrous features of the two men in the room, “ they showed me after the bandit incident. But I’m… ah, I’m still getting used to it myself…” she admitted in embarrassment as she kept her gaze away.
The two men’s composure immediately softened once their new features settled, worry crossing their expressions at your reaction.
“My Moth…” Dettlaff’s voice was still the same as he took slow steps toward you, kneeling down before your feet, “ I am still the same man you know… I may have hid my vampiric nature, but I have been honest in everything else.” his hand reached out for yours, slow and tender movements to ensure he didn’t scare you off. Careful of his claws he took your hand in his and pressed your palm against his cool cheek.
“I’m still the same man you fell in love with…” His eyes closed as he subtly nuzzled into your cautious touch, “and I would never dream of hurting you- I still have full control and-”
“I know” you said, “I know you’d never hurt me,” your thumb ran over the creases of his flattened nose, following them down to his mouth of glistening fangs. “I knew I saw something on my first day, and that day with the bandits… but I didn’t let myself believe it,” you tapped the tip of his fang curiously, wincing and recoiling as you pricked your finger. “Ah- sharp…” you quickly brought your finger to your lips to lick away the drop of blood as Dettlaff laughed softly at you. “It’ll take some time for me to understand everything and get used to seeing you be- ah, ‘batty’ for lack of a better word. But at the end of the day, I’m still honored to be loved by you…” your warm and sincere smile glistened in the dimming afternoon light.
Dettlaff’s features smoothed back to normal as he let out a sigh of relief and mumbled into your palm “I love you, my Moth… I love you, I love you…” quick, loving kisses peppered your palm as his hands enclosed yours.
Amelia sighed dreamily from behind you, her hands held over her heart as if she was watching the most tremendous wedding of her life.
“And as happy as I am that you’ve shared this with me, I thought you said this had to do with making me better…?”
“It does” a now normal-looking Regis answered, “see, each higher vampire has its own special abilities… I tend to put creatures at ease and get along with humans better than most…” He explained.
“And I…” Dettlaff added, “Can heal myself of almost anything…”
Quietly you looked between the two of them, nodding slowly as you took in the new information, though you were still a little confused at the direct connection. “Okay, so…. You can heal me? I could have been better this whole time?”
“Its not that simple. See Dettlaff’s blood can make whoever has some regenerate- I myself have experienced it first hand- but I’m already a higher vampire. We have no idea how it would affect you as a human. I’ve been researching for hours and it seems like it’s more of a ‘perfect match’ situation. You’ll go through pain either way, but if you two match it’ll even out and you’’ll be fine… but if you don’t…”
“I’ll die.” you sighed, “ and what are the other options…?”
“Well, I could try to make a range of potions and salves, but there is also no guarantee that they would work in time for such a late stage infection.”
Silence laid heavy amongst the four of you as all thoughts raced around the room, bated breaths became roaring winds and Amelia’s nervous fidgeting thundered like stampeding feet.
“I…” Everyone looked up to hear the verdict.
“I want Dettlaff to heal me.” you said firmly, “If I run the risk of dying no matter what then I have nothing to lose in choosing this. And I believe we’ll be more than a perfect match.” you said, trying desperately to convince yourself with words you only half believed. You would like to have more faith in it, but you can only believe so much in something that has the same likelihood as the flip of a coin.
Dettlaff’s eyes radiated the truest love known to this world as you spoke; faith, trust, and determination running abound in his gaze as he looked up at you. You would not die in this endeavor, and he would destroy every godly power that dared to think differently.
Regis nodded, quiet and accepting as he began to gather his books, “If that is what you wish, I will be happy to help. We’ll begin tonight in a couple of hours; I would gather your strength and find a comfortable place where you’d like to… recover.”
Or die.
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