(T.WITTER) STARTER CALL • @withflour
The night - her first night of freedom - is going so well, until she steps out of the cab to find Joel waiting in front of her building. She bristles when he questions where she’s been, but that’s nothing compared to how she feels when he tells her that he’s ‘thinking of giving it another go’ like he’s the only person who gets a say in it.
She watches the way his expression changes when she says no, the way his eyes harden when she doesn’t just cave in, and then she stands there staring at his back as he stalks away from her with the too-familiar feeling of tired anger bubbling in her chest. She wishes she’d gone to Harlem with Tommy and the others instead; if she’d come home later then surely he wouldn’t have still been waiting? As it is, she heads upstairs in a daze and ends up having to recount the conversation to her father, which only makes her feel worse.
She doesn’t really sleep. She’s up before either of her parents, throws on the first clothes she finds - which is as big an indication of how she’s feeling as anything else, really - and heads for the first place she can think of that isn’t this building which houses too many years’ worth of memories.
She offers up a tired but genuine smile when she enters the diner - first customer of the day, by the looks of things - and walks to perch on a stool at the counter near to where Jenna is putting pies onto display stands.
“I’m tempted to offer to help, but I already know you won’t let me.”