Nov 11, 2025
one of my hobbies is convincing myself i don't Really have OCD cause it's Not That Bad and then being at work with this gut feeling that I caused someone's seizure and remembering that this is in fact OCD and it is actually that bad.
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one of my hobbies is convincing myself i don't Really have OCD cause it's Not That Bad and then being at work with this gut feeling that I caused someone's seizure and remembering that this is in fact OCD and it is actually that bad.
It was only a few lines, but I got some work done of TOTGA before leaving for my haircut!
Wooo Im not as pathetic!
Last summer I was lowkey internally, a little bit literally, dying, and when I went to the gym I could only jog halfway around the track before feeling like throwing up. Now I can jog two times around it without stopping and still be sorta kinda okay. That makes me four times less pathetic! Woo
BRUNSWICK MANOR IS MAKING PROGREEEEESSSSS!
SoaD Progress Report
It took me a while to get back into it, but I’m working through the substance edits post-beta-reading now! Tackling Ch. 51 first and working my way down the line till either I pass out or run out of fic.
Also I WILL have Chapter 41 posted to FFn this weekend, I promise. I had to move around some scenes and that really threw me off my game. I have half the polish edit written out on a paper draft of the chapter, and the other half shouldn’t take too long. It’ll probably be publish-ready by the end of Saturday.
The Other Side (GSD) CH 38
Another chapter down! Turns out transit time did equal writing time! And there was much delaying that allowed me to finish this. :) So...kind of a good thing in a roundabout way.
I won't be able to do much writing in the next few days until I go back home. But when I do get back home I'm making a point of getting a chapter of The Other Side and maybe one of Shades of Bizarre posted. School starts the week after and who knows what'll happen then...
To say the least, I have amassed a further stockpile of chapters to dish out over the semester.
For the first time in six weeks I can put both feet on the ground.
Today is a good day.
The Twelve Days of Late-Night Grad Projects
Revised, again:
On the twelfth day of late-night grad projects, my procrastination gave to me…
12 sets of field notes to summarize,
11 moments of tangential procrastination
102 pages of my teaching portfolio, [yes, that’s squared]
9 moments of questioning the validity of my research,
8 sections of a pre-thesis research paper,
7 days until I’m officially done with this semester,
6 points to incorporate into my research from academic texts,
5(-IIIIIVE) SETS OF DATA TO ANALYYYYYYZE!
4 defenses of artifacts that show I’m not an awful teacher,
3 summaries of my pedagogical field experiences,
2 caffeinated beverages,
and 1 set of completed semester assignments!