Started a new job a couple weeks ago so now with the 2 jobs I have it works out that I will be getting paid every week. Things are starting to look less bleak for me!

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Started a new job a couple weeks ago so now with the 2 jobs I have it works out that I will be getting paid every week. Things are starting to look less bleak for me!
I did it!! I'm so bad at speaking in front of an audience but there were so many amazing women who helped support me I was able to get through it, even if I didn't have a chance to look at my notes 🙈 I was trying to stay quiet to not wake the girls sleeping upstairs. Never would I have guessed I'd do something like this, in high school and University I would actually be physically sick and feel all flushed with buntings ears and cheeks too at just the thought of a verbal presentation but tonight I got through it without wishing it would be over and thanks to my touch liquid foundation you couldn't tell just how flushed I was ... but I didn't look like a Mombie either just a mum 😂😂 I definitely need some more practice speaking live so hopefully I'll have a little more time to prepare and maybe even do one tomorrow? 🤷🏻♀️ can't get better if you don't practice!
I don't want to go to work tomorrow
If I could afford to take a day off I totally would. Tonight misty grabbed my face and asked if I was going to work. I told her "not tonight baby, I don't have to work until tomorrow."
Her whole face lit up and she yelled "you stay home with me? Yaaaaaaay!"
I really enjoy my job but I miss her when I'm gone 😭 i work evenings so I can at least spend most of the day with her. I feel terrible though that I spent my two days off sleeping because I'm sick instead of taking her to do something fun like I normally do.
dance!
So, I met Holly & Nia from Dance Moms today on my first day at work.
They were my favorite pair on the show, so I'm pretty jazzed.
They were so sweet and genuinely nice.
just took a very low paying job... just to get back out there.
i have several different interviews for some management positions, but i might as well make some money while i wait to hear back.
i’m even doing skype interviews...i feel ridiculous bc I've never heard of doing such a thing and apparently it’s very normal? lol whatever
hire meeeee
apparently i suck at being a maid
I start work tomorrow at eight am.
Keep me in your thoughts :/
31w4d
Technically in half an hour it’ll be 5 days but who cares.
I’ve been working NOC shift at my CNA job for the past week and let me tell you, it’s not nice on the Braxton Hicks contractions (BHC). Next friday I get too see my little girl again, mainly because she’s too stubborn to sit for the ultrasound tech but we love her anyways. She’s going to be big, they don’t have a projected weight but at an ultrasound I had two weeks ago she was 3 lbs.
Still pretty excited to meet her.
I guess that’s all for tonight, time to down some caffeine and hope I stay awake.