Xhosa root experience on super blue blood moon and imbolc
I feel asleep in the sun's warmth and I dreamed very complex dreams until I reached a point that overshadowed all the rest of the dream. I was laying in bed, where I was in real life and I knew there was a guiding presence in the room. I never felt the need to look at it because I didn't feel threatened. Then I was drawn up into the air. I had a crystal around my neck that was pulling me up. It was leading me to the light on the curling in the center of the room. I knew that in order to achieve what was being offered I had to sacrifice my desire to mentally grasp what was going on around me in the dream. The more I let go, the closer to the light I became and energy took over all my senses. But then if I had a thought I would drift away. Gradually I learned how to let go of all thought and the energy became so much that it pushed me back. I didn't hit anything or fall, I was gently set back onto the bed. There I had great sleep for an hour but it felt like a whole night of sleep. When I woke up I felt energized. Then I had horrible cramps and negativity flooded my mind. Then I took a painful shit and felt like I purged all the negativity I was holding onto. After that felt amazing and I cleaned my apartment and listened to ma muse and rising Appalachia. It was interesting to have a xhosa dream in the middle of the day. Also, that presence I felt in the dream was in the same spot in the room that I found my cat when I woke up.