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[dnalover]

gonna be getting HELLA drunk this evening!! #hype

won't be looking forward to the whole hangover afterwards but doxie will be there for me :)

[dnalover]

WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF!!!

obligatory intro post because i can't help myself!! my name is steven but i don't mind being referred to by beenie my alias. i'm 18+ and therefore so is this blog so i highly recommend minors steer clear since i won't refrain from being a little faggot freakazoid on here (even if i myself aren't normally the guy to say it, i get nervous under pressure)

i'm he/him, transmasc, and extremely gay for my beloved genderfluid husband deoxys <333 this is my primary blog for gushing over my gorgeous alien baby so ummm, pokephilia and teratophilia galore :)c plus just freak pokémon shit in general

our ship name and primary tag i'll use for prattling about me and doxie (deoxys) is nucleicacidshipping!! i'm a huge science nerd so i do enjoy digging at the whole dna name heheeehee — i primarily consider myself a very strict non-selective shipper but i don't mind talking to others about mutual appreciation for doxie although :) i'll be welcoming both SFW and NSFW content here idrc

i personally headcanon deoxys as inherently genderless but uses any and all pronouns, specifically depending on different forms!! so i'll primarily be using he/she/they/it and so on.. if you want specifics, default forme prefers they/them, attack prefers he/him, defense she/her, and speed forme uses anything, including neos :)

since this is a strictly selfship sideblog i don't want much mention of my main here, and vice versa (since it's mostly surrounding my other hyperfix atm plus i m embarrassed abt all this lowk). i also go by the whole standard dni list (radqueers, pedo/zoophiles, TERFs and transphobes, etc. you know who you are). however i may block freely just off of vibes or if people make me too uncomfortable, i'm still very new here and i'm not all too familiar with the goings-on in the pokephile community

any fucking way PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE feel free to interact w/ me!! asks, DMs, it doesn't matter—i just really wanna talk about deoxys and other stuff and i LOOOVE to gush

also, i'm autistic and mentally ill. huge shocker

tag guide:

#yapyapyapyapyap - general thoughts that don't relate to relevant blog shit. just anything fun that comes to mind

#DOXIE!! - anything related to deoxys that isn't made by me

#nucleicacidshipping - the tag for me x deoxys! both sfw and nsfw but mostly sfw

#feeling extraterrestrial - explicitly freaky thoughts abt doxie, usually paired by the selfship tag

[lacerat1on-grav1ty]

i like talking

[blue-wolfe]

sort of in relation to your artfight post, but how many OCs would you say you have outside of CHNT? could we maybe hear about/see some art of them?? (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)

Are people interested in that...?!

I have a few! In terms of "active" OCs, they're ones I currently concept out on the backburner for future stories. There's two primary stories rotating for me right now!

This story doesn't have a name yet, but this is Myna and Mary Lou Alouette:

They are royal sisters!

This is a reduced description of the character dynamics: In a fantasy regency setting, the younger sister, Myna, is the designated princess taxed with birthing an heir. The elder Mary Lou is relieved by having joined the fantasy nunnery.

Myna miscarries the first child with her betrothal and learns in secret that she is infertile. Mary Lou is the one to tell her. This designates her a "molly"--a very offensive and derogatory social status--and she runs away to join a forsaken knight on his journey to prove his honor.

This knight, Florenci, scorned son of a fallen tyrant, is mortified by her stowing away with him. If they found her with him, they would have him executed. He cannot send her home alone, so he forces her into men's clothing in order to hide her. She is humiliated and shamed by this ritual, but slowly realizes the relief and freedom she feels in this performance is a new and terrifying dream. She thought she needed to be a good wife, mother, and heiress; something which she could never live up to. But here, an even more grim reality rushes to meet her: she never wanted that at all.

The language to express wanting to be a man doesn't exist, and is unheard of, but her and Florenci both come to understand what she's feeling the best they can.

(The subtext here is that she is an intersex, transgender man, suppressed and stripped of social ability to speak or act on such, and is instead forcibly betrothed and expected to birth against her will.)

At the same time, Florenci is being manipulated by his loyalist mother, still keen on the political, divine right of his fallen father. He is one of three forsaken siblings, which are encouraged to act as undercover loyalists for their father. She encourages him to take this chance and fraternize with Myna, get close to her, to ultimately kill her and the king (her father)... Myna is everything Florenci cannot be, privileged with family, power, and honor. Seen as a scorn for who he was born to, and with the opportunity to turn the tides on his relentless ostracism, Florenci must make a choice.

And Myna, tragically, never truly lives this identity she discovers. Upon her return, she miscarries the child she would have had with Florenci. And she is met with her irate betrothed. She believes that, perhaps her and Florenci could run away. She was shown a whole world beyond her whiskers, and it's something she could take, that she has the power to take, should she choose to.

But the night she prepares to make the proposal to Florenci, Mary Lou confesses to her a pregnancy with Florenci's fallen brother, Wolfram. Mary Lou slept with Wolfram as a supposed rebellion against the rigidity of her religious organization, when in reality she did just as expected of her. This was in denial of her true feelings for the third forsaken child; a woman in the coven named Primrose.

Mary Lou begs Myna to take the children. And suddenly, she is given the life she'd always hoped for, only through a twisted mirror.

Because they are Wolfram's, she could lie that they are Florenci's. Now she could be a mother, a wife, and a harlot, sure, but Florenci would be spared of further scorn. Then he too can live a life he's dreamed...

(her betrothed, Harper, doesn't take this well btw lol)

The story is meant to be a multi-part series exploring different generations of familial strife and also Beast Fighting. ☝️

That was longer than intended but that's OC ramble 1! To explain the second concept would then make this post terribly long!

[jakesimfromstatefarm]

HAII entering ur inbox for a Rant session brcause what the hell is my stupid baka life fr 😛 ok count one: there’s this cute guy in my bus alright, and i’d go talk to him but he sits at the back w the “cool people” they all mostly pmo like some kids get to sit there bc of their siblings being cool AND TJEN THEY GET ALLLLL DEFENSIVE WHEN ME AND MY FRIENDS WANNA SIT

anyw so today, somehow my friends sat on a two-seater at the back and i sat on one ahead of them, and this guy was in the last seat right. between their two heads i could see him and i was like trying so hard not to stare …..

ITS NOT LIKE HES REALLY THAT CUTE BUT UGJFJGJFJFHGHH i’ve spent most of the year without a crush and i want it to be like that but DUDE my friends all have crushes and shit and one even has a bf so i feel kinda left out 😭😭😭

kms he’s my age too so that’s good for me …. But i’m shy as fuck to talk to him + he’s never really tried to talk to me but i feel like he’d be a good friend somehow ? idk man

and i’ve experienced having a crush on a guy like him early this year, and it was kinda bad smh BUT I COULD GIVE HIM A CHANCE should i talk to him orrrrrr

the thing is i get rly insecure compared to other girls, eben though my friends keep telling me im gorgeous .

+ sighs my friends are kinda loud and ( I’m so sorry ) but a little embarrassing IM SORRY BUT they’re so loud and if i said i actually liked him they’d probs tell the entire world with how loud they’d play it back to me UGH i asked the one that lives in my area if he’s cute or are my standards js shit and she said he IS cute and she gets it so that makes me worry if she might like him ….. ? i don’t wanna put him before her so obv if she likes him i wouldn’t go for it myself without her permission 😞

HOLY YAP + i’m so confused sejd help give me tips i beg

MIKIIIIIII hi bb im so sorry this is so extremely late,,,im finally catching up on all my messages & everythinggg ughausdiahwk

OK IM READY FOR THE RANT SESSION HERE WE GO

omg this reminds me so much of when i was in school bc same all the cool kids would always sit in the back and play music and whatever and it always intimidated me HAHA

and no i completely get it like having a crush is FUNNNNNNNN even tho its literally the most emotional turmoil EVER and so stressful but in a FUN! WAY!!!!! we love to emotional roller coasters like we're just girls fr we need the drama sometimes LMAOO

YESSSSSS I THINK u should definitely try to give it a chance and talk to him!!!! u never know what could happen hehe even if u guys just become friends! i feel like it's so so so scary to reach out first (trust me, im the biggest introvert EVER so i get it) but it could 100000% be worth it..once in highschool i remember i literally thought this friend group was so cool and i kinda had like a friend..crush??? idk if that's a thing buti just wanted to be their friend LMAO SO I DID IT AND JUST WENT FOR IT and talked to one of the girls one day randomly (literally a once in a lifetime moment for me. never again bc once again . introvert .) aND THEN i was suddenly invited to all the group hangouts and whatever and i was part of them and i was like holy shit i manifested that shit fr and i felt so powerful HAHAHAHHA long story shortttttt u are in control of ur life and u have all the power girly i trust u,,,and u got this. much easier than said but TRUST URSELFFFF

the biggest thing that will stop urself is literally YOURSELFFF which i think is everyone's biggest enemy too. we all have the same thoughts & insecurities and sometimes it's hard to remind yourself that it's only you that's seeing it that way and no one else :/ and granted idt i've seen a photo of you yet (i literally suckat staying active on my tumblri instagram i made LOL) but I MSURE YOU ARE GORGEOUS AND EVENMORE UR THE SWEETEST AND UR PERSONALITY IS GORGEOUS!!!!!!

anyway whozers omg so sorry this turned into like a whole therapy yap sesh HAHAHA LET ME KNOW HOW IT GOESSSSSS i wanna hear moreeeee but otherwise i hope life is going well <33333

[sillijovi-dump-central]

ok i have been drawing a lot. i have 9 asks left but i need to take a break., ill do another one after dinner and after i shower probably! :D

[radical-corpse]

im sobbing one of my favorite radfem accounts (killallxys) got termed?? what happened im scared

[dilftanger]

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