pairing: ryujin x fem!reader
summary: …ryujin wanted all this to stop, as she could clearly tell that you’re hurt; you didn’t stopped.
contents(warnings): angst, suggestive, cheating, bad ending, cursing/swearing
genres: angst, suggestive
you crossed your arms and leaned against a wall, looking at the door. it was half past midnight and your girlfriend still didn’t returned.
ryujin should’ve been home three hours ago.
the door’s knob turned, revealing ryujin behind it. a slight smile appeared on her face but yours didn’t showed any emotion, making ryujin’s smile drop.
“i- hi, baby,” ryujin started to take off her clothes, looking at you, “why are you still awake at this time? i thought you were already asleep.” she continued but it was obvious that she was nervous.
you continued to eye her. “just wanted to know how my girlfriend spent her time fucking other girl.” ryujin froze at your words, feeling sick. she did not wanted you to find it out, not like this. “how do i know? darling, you’re bad at hiding things from me.” you whispered in her ear, your hot breath sending shiver through ryujin’s spine.
“i- it- it didn’t mean anything, i… i just-“
“sure it didn’t. you don’t mind if i will call up my friend and just sleep with her?” suddenly, ryujin felt like her heart was tore apart and felt jealous but she knew that she can’t feel that way.
“y/n— i…” you cut her off, as your lips slamming against hers.
ryujin doesn’t kiss back at first, too scared to do anything. she tries to pull away but your hand on her neck keeps her in place, “it’s okay, just pretend that i’m her.” you whisper before your hand palmed her breast.
ryujin wants to stop. ryujin wanted all this to stop, as she could see hurt in your eyes, she can’t take more of this. she’s sick and tired of witnessing you like this but you don’t stop. “is it easier to do when you imagine her instead of me?” your breath hot on her skin, as you scratch the area where you see a hickey.
ryujin lets out a whimper, your words cut deeper than knives. she shakes her head, silently telling you ‘no’. it feels like someone stabbed her in the back again, as she couldn’t read expression in your eyes anymore.
you pinned her against a wall, kissing her neck but not like you did it before, not anymore. ryujin keeps her eyes closed, she wants to believe that she could possibly be only yours again if she has to do this.
your hands slipped under her shirt, “do you ever imagined me while fucking her?” ryujin’s throat is too tight to answer, and she hopes her face can say this all for her. “i think i just asked you a question? yes or no, answer me.” you demanded, your grip onto ryujin’s waist tightened.
“y-y/n…” she whispered, in the verge of tears. she could burst in tears at any moment and you didn’t showed any emotions. she doesn’t know what hurts more; the way you’re treating her, or the way she made you feel to make you treat her like that.
“nuh-huh, that’s not her name.” you say before you slammed against hers again, and right when ryujin finds courage to reciprocate the kiss, you pull away quickly.
it feels like someone stabbed her in the back again when she sees you wipe your lips after the kiss. ryujin watches you taking your phone with you, as she suddenly tries to prevent you from getting out from the house. “y/n, no, wait!” she tries to stop you, pulling your hand to her, feeling hot tears falling from her eyes.
“call me when you’ll think you fucked with her enough. but for now,” you slightly pushed ryujin away from you,” “i don’t want to see you, don’t you ever do this to me again.” you said before you slammed the door.
ryujin finally lets herself cry, begging you on her knees to come back and talk with her but you couldn’t hear her pleadings anyway.








