Look at Greed, checking his crush out. 😏
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Look at Greed, checking his crush out. 😏
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I hate how this is gonna sound but I feel like my parents are trying to play the "you don't know you're crazy if you're crazy" game and I feel like I'm being treated like a hypochondriac, especially since I've brought up the idea of bpd before and as we all know, self dx'ing when no one else will help you is wrong and you should never ever do it because only people with medical degrees know your mind better than you I just wanna be able to control my emotions for one fucking day, I just wanna know what it feels like to be okay with being alive for extended periods of time, i'm having an existential crisis every day and feel like I'm slowly starting to lose my grip on reality. I'm so sick of feeling like I'm intrinsically worthless and that if I'm not being paid attention to when I want it everyone's mad at me and I've probably been replaced. I'm so sick of dumping all of this shit on my friends and i'm sure they're sick of it too, like "oh shit they're gonna complain again aren't they". I'm so sick of my parents trying to be like "oh you do that thing? well I do that thing too and I understand" because those comparisons aren't even close to what I'm going through And now i'm not even sure what's wrong with me anymore. Did i have an actual personality disorder or did I just mold myself to the symptoms when I saw them? Am I actually being emotionally manipulated by my parents or do I just perceive things in a really skewed way, which I guess could also point to a personality disorder but who fucking cares at this point. I'm just so tired of wanting to kill myself or try to self harm, i just want to stop feeling exhausted all the time and stop feeling so fucking jaded with being alive I'm so sick of taking pills that don't do shit, half of them are b vitamins anyways, the prozac isn't doing anything because it's an antidepressant and I've kinda established that I don't have depression, but i'm not allowed to put forth my own thoughts on my own mind because what do i know? i'm just some fucked up teen that doesn't know shit about medicine. I'm just so tired and I want help but there's no one to help me
alqualonding -> idrils :D
How do you go back to obsessing over something after seeing some fucked up fan art of some characters and wanting to distance yourself from negative people
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