✧ angst, drabble, lots of crying, major charecter death, yeji is in denial, mafia!au, guns, shooting — wife!yeji x fem!reader ⋆ wc! 0.75k °° ooh this is heavy angst right here soz reader cuz u kinda.. die in this lol ily it's nothing serious also the daughter's age isn't mentioned but she's probably very little like maybe just turned 1 years old a few months ago yk enjoy :) likes n reblogs are appreciated <3
Cupid's Game — 11
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AND THEN IT ALL JUST STOPPED. the world faded into the background, the gunshots were long forgotten as an ear piercing scream reached her ears.
yeji's jaw dropped when she saw you lose your balance. she went into overdrive, her mind not working rationally. she ran as fast as she could, just in time to save you from dropping to the floor.
she sat on her knees with you in her arms, tears lining her eyes. "baby, fuck, shit, wait, i'll save you, i swear." the bright red liquid stained everything in its contact.
"call the ambulance, fucking do something!" she yelled, her teammates captured the person who fired the bullet, two of them dragging the shooter to their van, while the others hurried trying to call the ambulance.
yeji removed the leather jacket you were wearing to see your white shirt you wore underneath submerged in crimson. "fucking hell, you lost so much blood, princess, please don't leave me, i'm nothing without you, please."
a weak smile pulled at your lips as you slowly reached your hand out to cup her cheek gently, pulling her closer, "promise me you'll always take care of our daughter."
"no, don't-don't say that. you're not going to leave us both, you're everything we have, don't do this to us, y/n, please don't." she sobbed, leaning into your hand.
the love of her life was on the brink of death and she couldn't do anything. she was powerless. this was the second time in yeji's life where she felt this way.
the first time when she saw her parents be assassinated right infront of her and now, as she saw her wife, her girl so close to giving up.
it hurt so bad. the physical pain was nothing compared to the mental pain you felt. you were going to leave your partner in crime and sweet little daughter to fend for themselves, just like how your mom left your dad and you.
except she cheated and left, whereas you were being forcefully taken away from the two you love most. this wasn't fair, you wanted to live. you wanted to experience the adrenaline rush of killing and spending time baking for your little family of three.
you wished to live but some wishes are left as wishes and never come true. it was your fate. you were fated to leave this world in your lover's arms while you slowly lost all memories and your life.
"the ambulance is on their way." one of yeji's teammates spoke. "i'm sorry." you choked out with a lifeless chuckle. seeing yeji like this only hurt your slowly draining heart more.
"please don't cry, jiji. i don't like see-seeing you cry, es-especially 'cause of me." she only cried harder, she couldn't possibly survive without you by her side, it was incredulous, terrible to even think of how she'd live.
"looks like i'll have to go," "no, no, no, you don't no, don't leave me, don't, don't." She couldn't stop protesting. she knew her pleas wouldn't change anything, yet it felt like it would do something and it only hurt more when it didn't.
"i'm sorry for leaving, tell our babygirl mommy loves her, i'll always-always love you both even when i won't be here to say it and you wo-won't be able to hear it. thank you for lovin-loving me, yeji."
your soul slowly left your body with your blood. her teammates saw you leave peacefully with a smile on your face, silently crying themselves. you were a part of their team too.
"no, this can't be true, no, no, you're-you're not, not, leaving me, no, no, y/n? y/n answer me, y/n no!" yeji saw you lay there lifeless in a puddle of your own blood.
you left her, you were forced to leave her and your daughter alone. just when she finally moved on and was happy, god chose to take her only light away.
you were the light that always lead the way in her dark world, your daughter was with her as you three lived and survived every difficult situation with you leading the way.
what was she going to do now? who will lead the way? who will love her unconditionally like you loved her?
you left the world that night, but yeji's soul followed yours behind, it seemed. she lost herself. she lost her everything. she lost what she treasured most.
she made the biggest mistake by dragging you to come with her on a mission she could've done with her teammates.
“God- can you please get your head off of my thighs?” You mumble, poking Yeji’s cheek as she rolls her eyes but makes no attempt to reply. Her head was pounding and your nagging was only making it worse but she liked resting her head on your thighs so she dealt with it.
After a brief moment of silence, you huff gently attempting to push her head off of your lap only for a whine to emit from the females mouth as she slaps your hand away.
“No, I like laying here because it’s comfortable.” she states before closing her eyes and gently rubbing her templates. Her head was pounding and even slight noise and movement triggered even more pain. “Now, be quiet so I can rest.” she says with a small smile as she shifts her head in your lap. A groan escapes her lips as you allowed her to rest upon your thighs.
Your attention had quickly shifted from Yeji onto the video playing on your phone but you couldn’t help but notice eyes staring up at you. Your eyebrows furrow as you look down at the female laying on your lap.
“Yes?” you ask while squinting at her slightly which causes her to smile a little bit. You couldn’t lie, her gaze was making you flustered and you started to wonder if she was judging you.
“Nothing, I just think you’re really pretty.” she speaks softly before closing her eyes once again and humming contently, “and your thighs are pretty nice too.”
You were finally sat down in bed after a long day of studying and doing homework. Finals were around the corner and your brain felt like it could explode at any second! So, you decided today that you were going to take just a little while to relax and calm your emotions, in hopes of preventing a meltdown.
'Just a little bit....' You thought to yourself as you immediately felt your eyes droop while your body curled up on your side without your say so. It was only a little bit....
Or so you thought.
You woke up "a little bit later" which in reality was after a 6 hour catnap. And you woke up to your ringtone blasting your favorite song from your girlfriend's group. "H-hello?" You tentatively answered, not at all realizing it was a video call until Yeji was giggling on her end.
"Silly baby, you're on video! I don't want to see your ear!" She laughed, which made you face the phone with only one eye cracked open.
Her laughter died down and her face softened at the tired expression you had. "Oh baby, were you studying hard again? I told you to take breaks! That's it, you're getting water. I want to see you up and moving to the kitchen.....but in a few minutes after you wake up!" She yelled, trying to make you more alert.
You just whined and rolled over, trying to hide under your pillow. "It is 10pm! Let me sleeeeeep!" You groaned back.
She just giggled at your tired whining and blew you a kiss instead. "Then maybe I should try sneaking out to your place to take care of you hmmm?"
[5.34pm] You were just finished your basketball’s practice when the rain start to fall. You are waiting for the rain to stop because you didn’t bring umbrella or raincoat to walk back home. Some of your teammates already went home by cars, bicycle or even running in the rain. You don’t want to have fever the next morning so to play safe, you stay at the court waiting the rain to stop. As you scrolling your phone, you heard someone approaching you.”Don’t you want to go home” you look up to see a smiling Yeji standing besides you while holding a umbrella. You thought Yeji already went home because her soccer’s practice was cancelled. But seeing her besides you makes you happy. You stand up and walk together with Yeji under the same umbrella to go back home
"Hey, check this out." A familiar voice called out to you from the other side of the room.
Curiously, you glanced over at Yeji, holding a fake sword in her grip. You guys were playing a game before.....before you might have accidentally dropped the board, and gave up wanting to set everything back up. "Where'd you get that?" You wondered while setting the board down, happy for the small break in cleaning.
She just grinned and moved her body side to side, holding onto the sword. "Might've taken it from set?" She giggled back, sticking her tongue out at you when you stared at her in shock.
"Yeji!"
She blinked innocently and whined. "I'm gonna give it back!"
You shook your head at her a sighed out a huff, looking up at the ceiling. "You're such a dork." You grumbled.
She grinned and kissed your cheek. "I'm your dork though. And I love you too." She chuckled.
