#yjtc

[llonkrebboj]

There's something about poj for me where nearly single scene just looks so overpolished and staged, to the point where it has been utterly distracting from the pig slaughter scene onward! Some conversations and scenes also have me going 🧐🤔 screenwriter and director, I'm not sure this is as charming as you seem to think it is.

[fwoopersongs]

Rules: we’re snooping through your playlist. Put your entire music library on shuffle and list the first 10 songs and then choose 10 victims.   tagged by @youtiaoshutiao

(i’m the WORST kind of mountain tortoise and ∴ have no idea how to use all these newfangled music apps... been saving any and all songs that catch my ear as MP3 files in phones since... 2007? so have no doubt! this is really taken from my entire music library)

1. 貝加爾湖畔 -  李健 Li Jian 2. Kaidoku Funou - Jinn 3. You Don't Know Jack (About Magic) - Oliver Boyd and the Remembralls 4. Wir sind alle wie eins - Unhellig 5. Fallen - EGOIST 6. May It Be - Enya 7. SNOW KISS - Nirgilis 8. 缘因我 -  金瀚 Jin Han 9. 共同度过 - 张国荣 Leslie Cheung 10. 真情真美 - 孙楠, 许茹芸 Sun Nan, Xu Ru Yi

Tagging anyone who is interested! And also @quacktasm @rainandginkgo @h-sulu @robotnoise​ @yuuago​ @hamstertaiga​ @alikokinav​ 

[llonkrebboj]

Figured out why i've been off kilter and sad since 2023, but i don't know how to fix it, and don't know if i should?

(This is also a ridiculous reason)

DRIVING LESSONS, having to sit with a stranger for two hours every weekend) and then the awful 5 x retake of the driving test PLUS all the revision lessons in between - those ate up my mental energy for hobbies, and I dropped the habit of constantly having a casual little project to work on all day, every day. Now I've GOT the license, but the energy hasn't come back???? And I still have to practice driving with an actual car that is not the learning centre's to keep the skill????

So unfair :(((((((((( feels like a scam DDDDDDD:

Idk. It's a new skill. But was it worth it in terms the joy that's gone in exchange.

This is also indirectly affecting me at work too???? The limp noodle feeling has spread everywhere.

[llonkrebboj]

It's my 14 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[llonkrebboj]

TIL about low frustration tolerance and 😬😬😬

[llonkrebboj]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

I write like how some people draw stick men. Not as an art to be honed, but as the means to an end - and that end is sometimes to finish telling a story that wants to be told, sometimes to create a gift so I can get one in return. Even so, sometimes it is 4 am, I haven't slept, the muscles of my right shoulder ache so much that they tingle with numbness... and the Bad Question rises.

This article is so !!!!!!! 🥺 HARD REC for all you creators out there 🥹🥹🥹

Worth a read whether you write as a need, a want or a DNW.

[llonkrebboj]

I sometimes wonder if it's easy to tell which works I wrote through desperate sprints (15 minutes at a time at 3 am in the morning 😆🙈 or at lunchtime at work), which ones I wrote on the bus morning and evening - half asleep, and which ones I wrote by hand and re-wrote as they were typed out again.

...it's so clear to me when re-reading! (心虚 >.< 😅)

[llonkrebboj]

you may see me back on tumblr now xD yes it is because i've run out of (sick mc) cnovels to read, am procrastinating *hard* from irl work (what else is new), and also!!!!! trying to edge back into tling hobbies (thus *procrastinatiin intensifies*)