It's been a month since I last set foot on Tumblr, or even on social media in general. I know I don't have to justify my absence, but for the few people who really care about me, I feel I owe you an update:
I won't hide the fact that December and January were very difficult for me. It had already started in early December with all those issues, which ultimately backfired on me. Then the situation with my grandfather quickly followed, plunging me even further into a downward spiral. My morale and health gradually deteriorated until I was no longer emotionally capable of managing social media and drawing. So I decided to withdraw for good and devote what little energy I had to something that was vital to me.
Today, many things have changed. Hence my potential return to Tumblr. Why do I say ‘potential’?
To be honest, I feel like I've become an outcast for some time now, even though I've done my best to always be there. I'm a little disappointed with the mentality that has prevailed lately. I'm disappointed by certain behaviours. I don't necessarily feel comfortable saying what I think without having to suffer the consequences of my words. So I'm questioning my place among you on Tumblr… I'm questioning myself… I even feel bad for not having finished all the drawings (commissions and Art Trade), even though I have the best reasons in the world to say that I no longer had the heart to draw.
There's a lot going on in my head, but anyway, I still have drawings to show and things to finish. I'm finishing the last commissions before finishing the Art Trades I owe to certain people (and I sincerely apologise for that).
I will do my best to catch up, I promise.
Thank you again for those who sent to me some messages to bring me some light in this darkness. <3
Have a good sunday
