#you cannot win

[tickleharmony]

This video shows a small but real piece of evidence from my consent violation at NEST 2022.

Ispoke up then. I tried to stop it then. I was new, I had no platform, and I wasn’t believed.

What you’re seeing here isn’t an isolated moment. It’s part of a consistent pattern that has followed me and others for years.

Silence protected the wrong people. Evidence doesn’t lie.

I’m not asking to be believed anymore. I’m showing you.

Enough covering. Enough intimidation. Enough protecting harm.

[pigley4]

so this took forever, i spent most of it doing the background and as you can see i got pretty sick of that and gave up. not super happy with it but it took up so much of my time that i’m posting almost out of spite. also this is one of my fav krieger moments that really solidified him as the best character in my eyes so yeah, here ya go 🙃

[swift-the-streets-i-used-to-own]

If you support Johnny, people want you to block them and go die in a hole. If you support Amber, people also want you to block them and go die in a hole. I’m just going to sit here quietly with my packet of crisps.

[constellations-and-energy]

trying to figure out new safe foods as someone w unpredictable ibs and sensory problems bc you’re suddenly repulsed/annihilated by all 4 foods you’ve been cycling through for the last 3 months and nothing tastes or feels good so you just have to wait for the next 4 appealing foods to show up but you can only find them by trying a bunch of food that will inevitably hurt or disgust you in the meantime

[wakeupthewublins]

“STOP DOING THAT!”

“I am not aware I am doing that. I’ll try, but I am literally unaware until I have done it”

“WELL YOU’RE AWARE NOW! SO STOP”

I’d understand if this was abt toxic behaviors and shit but like. for context this is abt my inability to control my body’s strength. Aka physically sitting in chairs too hard, pulling or pushing things too hard. Etc. things I try everyday to not do, but end up doing because I Cannot Tell My Own Strength.

then I work on being gentler and get yelled at for not closing doors fully

[curiosity-killed]

there’s this v weird tentacle of purity culture that starts kinda from the basis of “you can only like Good Characters who are morally beyond reproach and Good People” but then morphs as people like characters who are....not morally irreproachable (bc lbr who is? also Boring) and then need to somehow justify that to themselves so they make the character fit into that mold (by just aggressively cutting off chunks of their history and personality) which is....fine, like you do you with your interpretations and shit

but weird when they start imposing that perception on other ppl and acting as if you’re coming from this agreed-upon core of this character instead of acknowledging that this is their personal perception/version of the character when in reality, there is murder in the batter!! it’s been there all along! you just chose to pick it out like raisins and say that it was never there but that was your choice and the murder is still there

[prompt-master]

Prom stole my Long Furby's pronouns and now ¿¿ is sad. I can't even write this ask properly. I try to write my Furby's pronouns but it just keeps getting censored 😔

👁are those question mark pronouns I see👁

[theghostisametaphor]

...stop offering me good queer rep. i want the bad queer rep, the very Worst.