2 months into my counseling and I am making huge progress. I can finally process my rape, sexual assault, mental, physical, spiritual, financial abuses and more. I have had people break into my home with my abusers and pull out weapons on me. I have been raped over 4 times. I didn't even know I was raped until this year. I numbed that feeling and put it away in my mind. Rape isn't always the way they make it out to be in the movies. Non-consensual sex = rape. However you handled it. Doesn't mean you weren't violated. I can finally heal and make sense of all of this betrayal, pain, suffering, violation, evil that has been done to me. And what I am finding about myself. Who I want to be, who I wanted to be. She is coming forward. This woman, Sarah Elizabeth Michelle. Is not taking anymore evil. For herself, and for everyone around her. I am planting my mind, heart, soul and feet. Into this mother earth, into Christ's love, into the supernatural power of Christ. I am sicken and disgusted by how the rulers to this world have let all this evil slide. While they watch it all happen. Sitting on all their money and wealth. Having the mental, physical and spiritual tools, to fix it. You are all responsible and all the judgement falls on every single one of you. There is one race. The human race. Racism comes from Satan. God has one race, HIS CREATION. THE HUMAN RACE. You politicians, have Christian Apologists who tell you, what you are doing wrong. You literally ask these Christian leaders how to fix your country, while you listen to everything they say. And because you don't like what you hear, that you have to change, you have to share your wealth. You give the Christian leaders the middle finger? When you do that, you are giving your whole country the middle finger. So here is my middle finger to you. All you rulers of the world. I am coming for each and everyone of you, with God's power. If you want to be Satan's puppet. Then get out of my way. I am Christ's vessel. I am tired of seeing my people suffer. Time to bring His council forward. I call every single person into this council. No matter your sexual orientation, gender, culture, religion. All are welcome. https://www.instagram.com/p/CTFf7eEsn1j/?utm_medium=tumblr
