#youdeserveeverythinginthisworld

[brokenxash]

This is my destiny.

Don’t smile on me.

Light on me,

because I can’t go to you.

There’s no name to call.

You know that I can’t,

show you me.

Give you me.

I can’t show you my weakness,

so I’m putting on a mask to go see you.

But I still want you.

A flower that resembles you,

blossomed in this garden of loneliness.

I wanted to give it to you,

as I take off this stupid mask.

But I know,

this can’t go on forever.

I must hide,

because I'm ugly.

The Truth Untold by BTS

[brokenxash]

Let Go

let go

of the feeling

of wanting you back.

watch the way

he's living better

without you.

smile, at how

amazing he's become.

cry,

and believe

that you

will never find

someone like him

ever again.

doesn't it hurt?

when you act like

you don't know him.

doesn't it make you cry?

when he acts like

he doesn't know you.

i know it does,

and i know

how

much

it

hurts

to

not

be

able

to

see

him

like

you

used

to

and

hold

him

in

your

arms

but don't be sad.

i'm here for you, darling

and everything

will

be

alright

[brokenxash]

probably not.

like the leaves that fall during summer,

like the green trees growing beautifully during winter,

like the flowers blooming during autumn,

and like a gloomy sky on a beautiful day,

in this galaxy,

there was no such thing as you and i.

under this beautiful sky, we are nothing more than strangers.

but why do i catch you staring?

why do our eyes meet often?

in this moment,

i've realized how much it would hurt

to see you with someone else.

in this moment,

i've realized how happy i would be if i see your smile.

you're doing well,

and so am i now.

"i love you so much"

do you remember the time i told you these words?

probably not.

"i'll always love you as a friend, a guy and as a person"

do you remember?

probably not.

have you ever considered liking someone like me?

probably not.

[brokenxash]

the world is a cruel place.

for girls with boy-short hair,

for girls who dress like "boys",

for girls who are a little more than slim,

for girls who are short,

for girls who love girls,

for girls who get abused,

for girls who get shamed,

for guys who love guys,

for guys who are constantly accused,

for those with a disability,

for those who are dark-skinned,

for those who suffer from depression,

for those who have scars,

for those who don't have parents,

for those who are poor,

and for you and I.

[brokenxash]

i loved, and i loved, and i lost you

from a song (hurts like hell - fleurie)

[brokenxash]

a pain i will never get used to.

seeing you and realizing that i will never be able to talk to you ever again.

a person i never knew i would be

i loved you so bad,

i guess it wasn't enough for you.

[brokenxash]

to my middle school classmate who decided to end his life last night, while all of us were sleeping soundly, you didn't deserve to die. you didn't deserve whatever you were going through. i wish i could've helped you, so i'm sorry. i have never talked to you, but i hope you are not hurting anymore. your family will always be in our prayers.

you didn't deserve to go so soon and i'm sorry that you had to go through that.