null tenna x stalker fan reader……. reader’s desperate n pathetic and null’s kicking himself for being into it ……creepy pervert (stan) x creepy pervert (celeb) ………………. can anyone hear me 🌀
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God, it wouldn't even be a problem if Null wasn't so starved for genuine positive feedback. He could ignore the weird letters and creepy pictures, or dismiss them as hate mail, and move on with more important things. But evidently that's not the case. You're fussing over him, sending him a long, personalised letter almost every day, and he should be mad about it but he can't be. Fuck knows how you're getting past security and seeing some of the shit you talk about, but the effort and attention to detail makes him feel so good. Like he's important, and like he's the centre of someone's world, precisely what he wants the most.
If you didn't want Null to jerk off to your letters, you really should have specified. At least, that's what he thinks the first time he reaches down to palm himself while reading your newest fanmail. He gets everything taken straight to his dressing room now, so fewer people can see the steady stream of letters with identical handwriting coming in each day. He cares less about people knowing you exist, and more about nobody else touching what you send. They're very clearly meant for him, thank you very much. Your raving, adoring words that border on obsession, the way you keep getting bolder with your advances, even wondering about meeting him one on one.
Null keeps all the mail in a little folder, and that folder almost always stays with him. Even his employees have noticed, but nobody has the guts to ask him about it or have a peek while his back is turned. Hell knows what their boss is doing, but the folder seems to keep him in a more stable mood so nobody asks too many questions.
Fun addition though: imagine you send him nudes in one of the letters, and tell him you'll be in the audience on X show... just in case he wants to find you. But all he's got to go off of is the nudes. Or a tape recording of your moans while you jerk off, with his name mixed in there a whole lot.
