just because I don't fall for people that easily or have those many good freindships does'nt mean I'm not able to love, it does'nt mean I'm a lesbian, it does'nt mean I'm a-sexual and I'm not heartless either.
I fall for so many things so easily and so often , like music , one and the same song over and over again, for rainy days, quotes, memories, dreams, the simpliest moments, my bed. I just don't share everything with everyone, and yes I'm able to fall for people too, but I guess that is the rarest love I give. I don't like many people, I don't trust many people, I don't open up to many of you. But this is a sign of prudence and not of heartlessness.
But if I fall for someone it's the most painful thing I can experience , so I keep beeing careful, don't bother me with trying to figure out how I am ! Really, I don't even understand myself