@zachkwon
The thing about Sunhwa was that she was really bad at controlling her emotions. If she had been any good, she wouldnāt have ruined her relationship with one of her best friends. One and only person she trusted would keep her safe, and she had gone and developed feelings for him. She had not only ruined herself, but him also. He had trusted her and she had abandoned her, out of fear.
Standing in front of his apartment door, Sunhwa felt nothing but fear. Fear that drove her away had brought her back to this man. The man who deserved the world, yet she knew she couldnāt give him anything but remorse. Her hand fell to her side once again, as she failed to knock on the door. Her fear undermined her courage to talk to Zach, but she couldnāt just up and leave. Not again.
A sigh escaped from her lips as she was reminded of the first day she had come there. Reminded of their first kiss. Reminded of everything happy and sad. She knew everything had changed. She, too, had changed. Her bones were visible now, her plump figure now way thinner. Her smile disappeared, never to be seen. Her friends missed her, since she never left her home. Since she worked from home, her job was on her side too. She had turned cold, colder, and the only source of heat was through that door. She sighed once more, lifting her hand in an attempt to knock but her hand freezing in the air again.












