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[zaphs-lost-cat]

The emptiness of not knowing you stalks me.

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[zaphs-lost-cat]

Promise me,

Even if you find you cannot love me,

Promise me you will be gentle with my pitiful heart.

[zaphs-lost-cat]

I cannot cruelly blame the woman I was,

Even as I despise the scars she left me.

[zaphs-lost-cat]

Discernible only because of what is not,

Your shadow follows me so closely,

The stillness where your breath should be makes my skin crawl.

[zaphs-lost-cat]

Oh darling, do you know what you have done?

You have left me to forever look in the mirror, trying to pick out which parts of me you might like best,

Hollow as I imagine how I might offer them up to you.

[zaphs-lost-cat]

I hope the emptiness of where I should be aches like a missing limb.

[zaphs-lost-cat]

Oh darling, I will tell you I love you in more syllables than three. I will soak you to the bone with the beautiful words that wait on my tongue.

If only you would find me.