~The sound of that name had Zathog flinching away in quivering fear. Eyes going wide, he shivered but forced himself to tell the story. He was told, after all, that talking about it was a good way to work through such trauma.~
Zathog: He... He is known as Rhaegar the Cruel, or Rhaegar the Ruthless. He fits his name, hurting or even killing those who stand against him. He is like a madman, screaming and shouting one moment, then almost seeming sorry the next. It’s only got worse over time, the switching between raging, angry, striking me down and hurting me, to apologizing. There was something wrong in his gaze, something... that shook me to my very core. His face was the first I saw when I awakened, and he is the reason I am in exile here in Midworld with Nalin. He is cruel in every sense of the word, and out of the entire sect, I was the one who was hurt the most. I know he knows where I came from... At least, he spoke as if he did. But I just... I can’t go back there, and I can’t send anybody to go there either. They would go to their death. I wouldn’t wish his cruelty on anybody.
~His voice is shaky as he speaks of Rhaegar - both from how sick he felt, and how much the memories made him tremble in fear... and the tears that threatened.~
Zathog: In short, he was terribly controlling and abusive. Both mentally, and physically. Whenever I started to become sick, I would be punished and locked away in this little chamber thing he built. I would feel better for a time, but it was so confining that I was terrified of going in there, but at least... when I was in there he wasn’t currently hurting me. I honestly don’t understand why he exiled me, he seemed to want me to stay for some... purpose he kept going on and on about? But at the same time he wanted to force me to leave.
One thing I remember is him screaming in this manic way to save myself and run as far from this place as I could. I still don’t understand.
((The art is a bit different this time as I am trying out Sai 2! It’s really nice but I am still learning the new tools. SO I used different tools than my usual!
The image is a flashback, but also shows what Rhaegar looks like))