hiii it me..can i get angsty smut of josh if you're comfortable please...also loved your last fic so cute xoxo
Prompt: Y/n going out with one of her childhood friends and it instantly getting photographed and sent to josh- though he knew she wouldn’t cheat on him- though, he hadn’t told his friends you and him were even together, he was already having a bad day and this just pissed him off more- ending in sloppy forgivings.
Warnings: swearing, SMUT, dirty talk, angsty.
I wait on the side of the busy streets of London after meeting up with Keegan, a friend from my secondary school I haven’t seen in years.
I had a small smile on my face as I wait for my Taxi, I’d already let josh know I was on my way back but I hadn’t got a response.
I see my uber and climb in, I arrange my schedule as I get ready to tell josh about my day.
As I get home I pull my converses off and clear my throat.
“Josh?”
I call as I walk into the living room.
He isn’t in their so I assume he was in his office or our room.
“Josh! I’m back!”
I shout as I go to wash my hands.
“Where were you?” He says as I jump slightly and turn to him.
“I was out with a friend from my secondary school.”
I look at his face and I can tell he’s pissed off, he has a small frown etched into his features and his stance is more firm.
“Yeah- right, Y/n-“ he exhales.
“Don’t do this- you’re clearly pissed off at something don’t try to use me to get more annoyed.” I say and he rolls his eyes.
“I don’t do that- I didn’t ask who you was with- though it was my next question, where were you?” He says again and I narrow my eyes.
“Central London, a coffee shop.” My voice is firm as I look up at him.
“Who were you with?” He asks as his eyes narrow into mine.
“Keegan Cooper- a friend of mine when I was younger.” I challenge him.
“So- just a friend?” He questions and I loose my guard for a second.
“Josh are you taking the piss- you think-“
He cuts me off “I don’t think anything y/n, I just asked you a question.”
“Yes, he’s just a friend.”
He hums and turns around, going to his office.
I scoff and go to our room.
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“Y/n! Come here please..” I hear josh and I go downstairs, I was still in my black pencil skirt and grey jumper.
“What? Do you want another argument?” I hold back an eye roll and he sighs.
“No- come here.” He replies with a soft sigh and I narrow my eyes.
“I’m close enough.”
“Please?” I exhale and he taps his thigh, I sit down on his lap hesitantly and he kisses my cheek.
I sit to face him, my legs on either side of his thighs.
I tuck myself closer to him and he groans lightly, I kiss his bearded cheek.
His calloused hands find my hips and he breathes in the scent of my hair.
I get his motives and move my hips lightly on his, his breathes getting deeper as his fingers dig into the flesh in my thighs.
I breath as he pulls back and looks into my eyes for permission I kiss his lips briefly and nod.
He pulls down his tracksuit bottoms and leaves himself in his boxers, his cold hands traveling up my jumper giving me goosebumps, I shiver as no words are exchanged between us, his hands go to my jumper and I lift my arms up as he pulls it off, my hips still moving lightly, his mouth going to my breast bone.
Soft whimpers leave my mouth as I speed up my pace, feeling his hard-on getting more intense.
He grunts lowly as his lips travel further down, his right sliding up and down my waist.
I could tell from his movements he was still pissed off so this was going to be rough.
Meh pulls his mouth off of me and brings me onto my back underneath him, my skirt rolled at my hips, my black panties already damp.
He mumbled something under his breath as his lips went to my jaw, his hands on his waistband.
“You ready?” He said with almost a dark tone to his normally energetic voice.
I meet his eyes and nod.
He pulls his boxers down, his cock springing free as I bite my lip, my cheeks flushing.
He pulls down my panties, leaving my bottom half bare except my socks.
He grips my hips, sure to leave marks for tomorrow as he eases himself inside of me, my ankles meeting at his tail bone.
He gives my little to no time to adjust before he starts thrusting, low grunts leaving him as his mouth goes to my breasts which were still covered by my bra, he pulls it down with his mouth and sucks my breasts as my head goes back, his hips snapping into me.
He grumbles and speaks: “this is- all me- yeah? ‘s all mine… ain’t it n/n?” He says in between pants.
I nod as I squeeze my eyes shut.
“Y-ye- fuck josh-! Yeah.. all yours..”
He grins as his hips somehow snap into mine harder.
“Yeah- t-that’s what I fucking thought.. just me..” he groans out as he brings his calloused hands to my waist as he keeps on thrusting.
I breath out moans of pleasure, my eyes pricking with tears at his sheer size.
“My body- yeah- yeah..” he mumbles to himself as I feel myself clench around him, his grunts getting deeper and his thrusts harder.
My moans getting more high pitched as I grip the back of his neck, my arms around him.
“Josh- I- I’m close-“ I grown out as he opens his eyes.
“You can go more than one- can’t ya? Cum on my cock.. yeah..” he groans as he slows down a bit.
I tremble as I hit my first climax- and definitely not last- of the night.
“Good girl…” he breaths, and I swear to god, I could cum again from that alone.
Through out the night, we switched positions and I rode him, kissed him and sucked his neck.
After all the sex, he pulled out of me, some fun dripping of his semi-erection- a mix of both of ours.
He pulls his boxers back up as I sit on his thighs, exhausted.
He pulls my panties back up for me and picks me up, taking us into the master bedroom.
He tells me not to fall asleep as he runs a nice hot bubble Bath.
We had had sex before and after care was something he did, but it had never really crossed my mind how much effort he put into it, how much effort he put into us.
He comes back in as his sleeves are pulled up and his hands are wet.
He gives me a smile and leans down to pick me up again.
I smile at him.
“Josh-“
He cuts me off.
“No, you don’t need to.”
He instructs me to undress which I oblige, feeling a little more self conscious.
He undressed himself as we climb into the bath together, my back to his chest as he massaged my scalp with shampoo and silence.
“You okay?” He asks, a gentle touch of concern in his voice.
Although he was rough, it was very fucking pleasurable.
“Yeah, I’m okay- are you?” He hummed in response.
“You sure I didn-“ I cut him off.
“I’m sure.”
He smiles as the bathroom sets into comfortable silence.
As we get out the bath he kisses my lips the second I’m in my pretty little thing pyjamas and pulls on a vest and some bottoms.
As he climbs in bed with me he looks into my eyes and I look back, before they wonder and see the mark I left on his neck that he was more than aware about.
“I’ve got a recording in the morning so I might not be here when you wake up, Kay?” He asks as I nuzzle into his chest.
I nod as his arms wrap around me, and I think at that moment I realised this is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with.
The following morning, josh had forgot to mention or even bother hiding the hickey on his neck.
The problem was, y/n was another content creator in his circle, she made comedy skits with other YouTubers and had a podcast with Becky bambino.
He was recording ”sidemen who wants to be a millionaire 2” and took off his hoodie where his neck was very clearly on show, though he didn’t think about it nor attract much attention.
“I’d like to phone a friend, please.” Ethan says as he looks At Harry.
“Okay! And is this friend in the studio or call them?” Harry asks as he crosses his arms.
“I’d like to ask Zerkaa please-“ everyone looked at josh and Tobis jaw actually dropped.
“What?” He said as their faces mirrored shock.
“Josh, you’ve been busy!” Harry laughs as josh frowns.
“What do you me- oh.” His face instantly turns a bright shade of red.
“Well-“ he utters as he covers his face.
“Who josh?! Do we know them?” Tobi asks as JJ laughs loudly.
