golden girl

[taissaferren]

fuck pain.

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[taissaferren]

Are you trying to piss me off more or make me happy?

[taissaferren]

[taissaferren]

Can you cook, are you okay to cook?

[-connorevans-deactivated2014031]

Chicken and scalloped potatoes. I am capable.

[taissaferren]

Okay, I just don't want you to hurt yourself even more.

[taissaferren]

[taissaferren]

Ew.

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Don’t judge me.

[taissaferren]

Too late for that, way too late for that.

[taissaferren]

MUFFINS.

Was so excited, thought they were chocolate chip, took a huge bite. Turns out they're BANANA chocolate chip. I hate bananas. Wahh.

[taissaferren]

[taissaferren]

[farrah-mcdaniel]

Yeah..

[taissaferren]

Get a red eye home?

[farrah-mcdaniel]

You’re marrying Bradley Cooper?! What about the guy who tried to kidnap you? Haha, I’m sure that Connor and I will get married and he will willing move beside you. You’re always fighting.

Ha, ha. Yes, I’ll be marrying Bradley Cooper and or Ryan Gosling and or Leonardo Dicaprio so.. You probably will, and he’ll have to because plans have already been made. He starts it, just saying. 

[taissaferren]

Okay, make sure to tell him that we're getting married and we're moving to France. He starts it? I'll tell him to stop fighting.

[farrah-mcdaniel]

So uh… how is France?

Fantastic, as usual. But I miss Arcadia.. lol jk I really don’t. In fact I kinda want to move here.. one day though. When I’m old and have nothing better to do. 

[taissaferren]

Oh I bet, I wish I was there too… when I’m old, haha

[farrah-mcdaniel]

Hahaha, totally doing it. I’ll move there with my hubby Bradley Cooper and you with Connor, and we’ll be neighbors. Yes?

[taissaferren]

You're marrying Bradley Cooper?! What about the guy who tried to kidnap you? Haha, I'm sure that Connor and I will get married and he will willing move beside you. You're always fighting.

[farrah-mcdaniel]

So uh… how is France?

Fantastic, as usual. But I miss Arcadia.. lol jk I really don’t. In fact I kinda want to move here.. one day though. When I’m old and have nothing better to do. 

[taissaferren]

Oh I bet, I wish I was there too... when I'm old, haha

[taissaferren]

[farrah-mcdaniel]

Well I only told him a couple of days ago, I mean, I didn’t want to freak him out. Things are messed up, with my body. He’s kind of the only thing keeping me from jumping out a window.

I hope not, I can’t screw up his life.

Alright, first I highly…

[taissaferren]

It might sound dumb, but I really care about him.

[farrah-mcdaniel]

It doesn’t, and I’m sorry I even brought it up. You love him, and it’s amazing how much you care, really. 

[taissaferren]

So uh... how is France?

[taissaferren]

[farrah-mcdaniel]

Well I only told him a couple of days ago, I mean, I didn’t want to freak him out. Things are messed up, with my body. He’s kind of the only thing keeping me from jumping out a window.

I hope not, I can’t screw up his life.

Alright, first I highly...

[taissaferren]

It might sound dumb, but I really care about him.

[farrah-mcdaniel]

Well I only told him a couple of days ago, I mean, I didn’t want to freak him out. Things are messed up, with my body. He’s kind of the only thing keeping me from jumping out a window.

I hope not, I can’t screw up his life.

Alright, first I highly doubt you’re pregnant. Second, why are you so concerned with ruining his life? Put yourself first, especially in this situation. You better hope you’re not pregnant because you can’t screw up your life. 

[taissaferren]

Because, it's his life too... I can't just worry about myself

[taissaferren]

[taissaferren]

Fuck. I wish I was home, I really want to be there for you. Just try to think positive, oh god.. wait.. bad advice. Or rather bad wording.

Um, just chill? You guys used protection, right? And aren’t you on the pill?

I won’t be thinking positive. It’s shit here. All Connor does is...

Well I only told him a couple of days ago, I mean, I didn't want to freak him out. Things are messed up, with my body. He's kind of the only thing keeping me from jumping out a window.

I hope not, I can't screw up his life.

[farrah-mcdaniel]

How long do you need to wait until your results “come in” You peed on that stick thingy right? 

Because one was positive one was negative. I went to the doctors, they test blood… waiting on that.

Fuck. I wish I was home, I really want to be there for you. Just try to think positive, oh god.. wait.. bad advice. Or rather bad wording. 

Um, just chill? You guys used protection, right? And aren’t you on the pill?

[taissaferren]

I won't be thinking positive. It's shit here. All Connor does is apologize; tell me it's not my fault, tell me that everything will be fine no matter what, tell me he loves me.

Uh... yes and no. Yes to the pill...