Sherlock Inertia

[dopy]

[ifiweremykid]

People always give up after three …

I’m as unsure as anyone now, but I still think there might be a fourth episode. Nothing else makes sense. So much was utter nonsense.

And this ending kind of “killed off” the story. Just like ACD’s The Final Problem did. Only in canon it wasn’t the end after all.

I’m wondering if the first TFP in series 2 dealt with the “Sherlock’s death” aspect and this TFP deals with “the death of the story” aspect. Thus it’s part of the game that we rage and despair like they did in the original fandom (hopefully not for eleven years tho).

[a-song-a-day-by-marge]

Okay so what I’m going to do next is:

- forget The Final Problem

- rewatch series 1, 2, 3 and The Lying Detective, reassuring myself how I love Sherlock

- watch some better moments of The Six Thatchers,

- hope series 5 will happen and wil be back to crime solving

- count days till it hapens

[takentoofaragain]

Mrs Hudson: Would you like a cup of tea?

Mycroft: Thank you!

Mrs Hudson: The kettle's right over there!

[w0rds-ar3-my-c0urag3]

So many words on this earth, But none of them are the right ones to say.

Maybe if I string them together? No wait, they’re still not good enough.

What if I shout them out? Still nobody will hear me.

How do I get them to listen? How do I get them to understand?

I’m dying on the inside, But they wouldn’t know.

They don’t care, So why should I?

I can’t find the words, So maybe my problems don’t exist.

Just like they said, “No one cares about your petty little worries”.

They must be right, Everything about me now is wrong.

[w0rds-ar3-my-c0urag3]

The Porcelain Doll

When I was a little girl, I used to go to my Grandmother’s house and sit on the living room floor, Staring up at the porcelain doll on the highest shelf, With its long blonde hair, And its sparkly blue eyes.

I used to sit and stare at that porcelain doll, For hours and hours on end, Admiring her innocent beauty, Until one day I noticed a crack in her pretty little face, And that her once blue eyes had begun fading to grey.

As I got older, I stared at the crack in the porcelain doll, It ran from the corner of her eye, Across her cheek and down to her chin. Like a tear, Permanently present on her once pretty, little face, Worn into her skin from years of the same hurt. Her once blue eyes, Shallow and grey from years of disappointment, Stare endlessly back at me now, Screaming for help.

It is only now, Being the age that I am, That I realised that there was never a porcelain doll. But a mirror. Reflecting my life and the constant waves of hurt, Pushing me to the breaking point, Until the hurt cannot be reversed or undone, It can no longer go unnoticed.

[w0rds-ar3-my-c0urag3]

Tonight I sat and watched the sky

I watched the stars as they made their way across the sky. Every hope and wish I’ve ever made.

I hope that one is a shooting star. That way, it might come true.

But I’m not that lucky, you see. That’s why I sit and watch. Wishing I could be up there too.

[w0rds-ar3-my-c0urag3]

Entrapment

I’m sick of this feeling. It’s like my heart keeps skipping beats, faltering, breaking its rhythm.

I’m lost. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn to.

Everything’s a blur now. I can’t seem to focus on anyone or anything.

I can’t see a way out. What even is the future?

[w0rds-ar3-my-c0urag3]

Nature is my only escape.

[w0rds-ar3-my-c0urag3]

Self-destruction

My fears are eating away at my soul, gradually eroding the goodness inside, replacing what once was happiness.

I don’t know what that is anymore. Happiness. It’s an alien concept now, one I’ll never know. Not now, not ever.

I thought I had happiness once. But I was wrong. The illusion was there but never the feeling.

What is happiness?

[introverts-hideaway]

[w0rds-ar3-my-c0urag3]

My home

[w0rds-ar3-my-c0urag3]

Control is an Illusion.

You think you’ve got the hang of this thing called life, don’t you?

Wrong.
No one ever has a firm grip.

That’s why we need another to guide us along the way.

But be careful who you choose.
There are many who will hurt you and lead you astray.

Stay in control.

Find the one who guides you from their heart, not from their head.
One who is in it for you and not just themselves.

Stay in control.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

10 Things that can Wreck your Life

1. Not living in the moment. Always wishing you were somewhere else, doing something different with other people.

2. Blaming your problems on your past. Although the past affects us, it need not define us. We can choose, decide and act – and take control of our lives. Don’t let the heartache from the past define who you become.

3. Running away from problems. It’s crazy just to bury your head in the sand and act like are fine when you’re dealing with a mess. Face reality, take action and work to turn life round.

4. Being ungrateful. Being thankful sets you free in your heart and mind. It inspires all that’s good - and, also, oils relationships. But an ungrateful person will wear others down. It destroys your spirit, so you feel down and depressed.

5. Being angry and bitter. Refusing to forgive, and bearing grudges against others, will slowly poison your life and your personality. It’s much better to release them and to focus, instead, on living a happy and fulfilling life.

6. Letting your expectations rule your life. Life rarely goes smoothly and according to plan – and people disappoint us and let us down. Accepting this is normal takes some tension out of life.

7. Disrespecting yourself and others. Every single person deserves respect, and every single person is fighting their own battle. So focus on being kind, understanding and forgiving.

8. Neglecting important relationship. A relationship that’s built on unconditional love – where a person accepts us for who and what we are

– is truly a gift and is worth fighting for. Don’t take it for granted

– recognise that it’s a gift.

9. Loving people who are bad for us. Not every person will build into your life. Be aware of those who who’ll use you, or who want to bring you down, or who want to hurt you, or destroy your confidence.

10. Never taking risks. If you always play it safe, you’ll find you end up going nowhere. You must be ready to take risks - or you will miss so much in life.

[w0rds-ar3-my-c0urag3]

Love

Love is a confusing game. Ever growing in its complexity. A flicker of a flame, developing into a fire.

“If you play with fire you’ll get burnt”. That’s what they say. But what if you help the fire grow?

It keeps you warm, keeps you alive. Rosy cheeks and warm toes.

There’s fire in our hearts. Please don’t let it go out.

[w0rds-ar3-my-c0urag3]

One of the wonderful things about where I work; so many quotes to live by.

[w0rds-ar3-my-c0urag3]

I love the sound and smell of the rain.