ligaya

manlilikha, manunulat, mambabasa

[takipsilip-blog]

I know quitting is not an option but God damn it you are making this way too hard for someone, still a child and barely an adult, to bear.

[praying]

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When I count my blessings, I count you twice, thrice, a million times

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You Deserve To Be Happy

I'm afraid of the day where you'll wake up and realized you're way too good for me I'm scared that one day you'll think I don't deserve you, because I know that's true. I'm terrified of the prospect of losing you because you realized that you deserve to be happy... but not with me.

[pogocore]

[killthefire]

same

[takipsilip-blog]

Babagsakin talaga ako.

[takipsilip-blog]

I'm trying to forget the past in which I was alone, utterly so.

I'm trying to forget the past without you by my side, where I sought comfort and solace in other people's touch and in between the shadows of passing drinks. I'm trying to forget the past, alluringly buried beneath the locked doors and stained sheets, hidden amongst the whispered conversations and fragments of a distant time-worn memory.

I'm trying to forget the past, one which I am not proud of, one where I was hurt and in turn hurt other people because it was one of the things I was good at. It was the only thing I ever knew.

I'm trying to forget the past webbed with lies and hazy fantasies blurring into the lines of reality. It was not easy, trying to distinguish what was real and what was made up when your own lies become your potion to escape, when it seeped into your own mind that it was real because you were that good.

I'm trying to forget all of it, all of the pain and all of the secrets hidden underneath cracked soles and broken souls. I'm trying to forget the story between every broken fragment of my heart and every scar, every re-opened wound and wounds that simply won't close.

I'm trying to forget the past. Don't remember it for me.

[takipsilip-blog]

My food-powered portable charger 💖

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a prayer to the heavens

please let me end up with the one i'm in love with right now, i promise i'll love him still even after a lifetime

[animals-lovers]

(Source)

[takipsilip-blog]

Hanggang kailan ba titiisin ang kaonting kaligayahan kung ang kalakip nito ay mga luha paglipas ng sandaling kasiyahan?

[takipsilip-blog]

Unti-unti ko nang sinasanay ang sarili ko na wala ka. Sana alam mo yon. May parte pa din ng puso ko na naghahangad na mapansin mo, na suyuin mo ako kahit sinasabi ko na ayaw ko. Pero mukhang malabo. Kaya naman sasanayin ko nalang ang sarili ko na wala ka. At kapag nasanay ako, siguro maaari na kitang bitawan.

[takipsilip-blog]

There is no need for tears, my little one. With me there is no need.

[clouted]

[takipsilip-blog]

Nakakaasar. Alam ko naman na wala nang pag-asa, na may mga bagay na higit na mas mahalaga pero 'di ko mapigilan na maramdaman 'to. Nagpakatanga lang ako kahit alam kong wala na, kahit dapat sumuko na. Naiinis na ako sa sarili ko. Hindi ko na maintindihan.

[nevver]

[saying]