still absolutely incomprehensible to me that langdon managed to dilute lorazepam during his shifts. i need y'all to know how many things he needed to get and do to (safely) dilute lorazepam
two blunt needles, one to draw up lorazepam for himself and one for the saline to thin it out
two syringes. one for his lorazepam and one for the saline
another needle for injecting himself
glue to get the thing shut again
alcohol 70% and gauze to keep it all sterile
a little basin to carry it. or he did several rounds by putting things in his pocket.
imagine taking all of that into bathroom or on-call room. he had to have done that in the hospital. like dana explained santos, the pyxis system is secure but it will accept a vial if it wasn't used. we don't have a pyxis at my hospital here but i'm assuming he can't take it home and then bring the 'unused' vial back a few days later. it probably has to be within a set amount of time. this guy stole a lot more shit than just lorazepam with this process, unless he did it unsafely, which would be even more worrying.
i need you guys to know how fucking crazy that is. that is WORK for stealing meds, to commit those crimes. he had to have a very secure system of doing it so he wouldn't have been caught. he took the TIME for this. like i said i doubt he took stuff home, but there are enough little corners in a hospital where he could have hidden 'his' supplies. he had a plan and he did it over and over again and then glued the lid shut with like some arts and crafts bullshit.
and on top of that, adding the risks of patients not getting enough lorazepam(which is a long list, but can include trauma from being extremely stressed during procedures, intubations, small surgeries, brain damage from prolonged seizures which almost happened to his patient in s1, and far more) and re-using a vial; this is such a well thought out and extremely dangerous crime, it's insane. i'm not gonna call him crazy because addiction can make you do a lot of bad stuff but wow, that is a lot