People.
See, I choose my friends. It’s not that I have a high standard, but it’s because I don’t really need a lot. Just a few genuine people. Who are true and will be there for you even during the bad days.
Coming to Japan not knowing anyone, being away from my closest friends back at home, I had to start all over again.
I was clashed with a group of people when I came here, however I was too shy to initiate a conversation.
In the end, when we all had to go our separate ways, I couldnt really connect to any of them. Except for one whom I really considered as my closest and only friend.
But unfortunately, One who I had given so much care for, ended up leaving me hanging when I needed a friend the most.
Leaving me alone when I needed a shoulder to cry on, or listen to my problems.
For some unknown reason, she’s cutting me off just like how she disregarded people whom she used and dont need anymore.
I felt betrayed and lonelier than ever.
But there’s nothing I can do, who am I to tell her to stay friends with me? I was just one of her dolls that she no longer have any use for.
She kept saying things like “We’ll still meet even after I move. We’re still friends.”
But I know that’s a lie.
People come and go. Real Friends are so hard to find. At the end of the day, we are only left with ourselves.
- TAME