1st is a drop Db RIFF from the guitar player guy-Jerry Cantrell that is one of THE BEST drop D,and half a step lower, which very simply makes it even cooler. It is the Opening tune on their 1st COLUMBIA release FACELIFT.
“Down Down Down Your Rollin" n Watch The Blood Float In The Muddy Sewer, And Take Another Ditch And Bury our Poor Mum, oh poor Mother Jean I got you to 82, Slower yet Faster We Run, And We Die So f'n Young Yet Old”.
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When he was 50 I should have known he'd NEVER talk, Never meet, but a song From Long Play *Van Halen 1984* “I'll Wait” Song 1 Side 2, (such a Great Drum Groove Alex!) really funnily Got My ★Hopes Going again, as Postie Scooter Boy at Australia Post. Also Formerly Telecom/ Post Master General. Listening to in the Tourstar at 19, 20 y.o.
I Had "I'LL WAIT” and rest of that LP + Diver Down, Fair Warning (Best Guitar Tone) Blasting wonderously (so I unfortunately paid the ultimate price after LOVING LOUD amps too) by using way way way too LOUD Music that I truly LOVE still, ALL OF YOU (please be smarter and way careful everyone) with ANY headphones.
Something I had been doing without ever realising how horrible the end result, since age 10/11 by eventually getting intolerably super LOUD permanent hissing (Tinnitus) and Clicks beggining November 1993 after a concert and playing for too long in one go occasionally as usual.
Thinking I was saving the immediate neighbours from my guitar (and no complaints was odd 🤔) I loving it Way Too Loud (not always but sometimes) stupid Loud in my .I do love My Brother whom Gave me that record cassette player, but that wasn't too loud, just Perfect set good, at Flat Out.
A 100w Stereo made even louder by using a parametric eq 4 track recorder even louder again, with Home Name brand hi fi headphones new anywhere from 1982 -1986 when new, that refused to Blow Up.
I was Legal and 16 (when he was 50) so totally inexplicably in Lust Then, I knew I wasn't the only one too.
Bloody Entertainment Industry : Mob of Total Nasty nasties abound, though WHEN you're so consumed by the Electric Only Instrument (even often acoustically) not ever bothering wasting time worrying about the Bullshit of THE very obvious and so incredibly extreme narrowness of not just AU.
Also SO VERY VERY OBVIOUSLY: Not just ANY of The Music SCENES Worldwide, but ALSO THE ENTIRETY, IE totally inclusive so VERY obviously of ANY and All of THE Whole Entire Entertainment Making Industries.
Personally SO MUCH I have thought about : “Why Are They All So Dumb in their reaction- About what people get up to for SEX" ?
Their Not, I was just too New and had rather extreme seeming to Heteronormative persons, my libidinous needs were normal for me (again very much Epiphany Likened Re-realisation that I had been VERY much this way since Preteen. Also I now at 61 almost 62 are so tired from the FAKE egoic masks we ALL wear that ARE same as any mask,that is what Any or An Eminence Front is.
“The WHO Its Hard” The 2nd VALE Kenny Jones of The Faces Drummers 2nd WHO LP. that is the one that has the Song “Eminence Front” that Pete Townshends Lyrics explain. Explain Oh So VERY CLEARLY what this subject is about.
Please Check it Out. Our Masks are very real yet: To be a unified humanity we need to adjust them. As obviously yes they are so very too much fake for 2026. They so obviously Are.
Thought about it for a bit, thought about it ALL, way pre Mid 1980s and on. What Is It?
If This Is Hell, oh well “Im Just Going To Play My Guitar" AS...★It Is What It Is★ former Colleagues (remixed in 1991: So way way way better overall sound) BRILLIANT 2nd EMI album title.
The Powers That Be Rules, even in 2014 were still seemingly if, or only if a Lead Vocalist or Only Guitar Players that are the Front Person singing, can actually be Bi or ? wt? or Huh?
So long ago now, though I was also a good Photographer, and yes I do wish on occasion NOW, that I had taken pictures of people on STAGE, instead of being on a Stage whilst when not working IE Playing Music Professionally with Others.
That other part of me has ALWAYS been into Connery alikes, I was inexplicably almost completely non understand able to particular Heteronormative Persons.
I was so amazed (which is so odd, as it is actually worse now 😢) at their staunch hatred of my personal life. It is ALL so long ago now, as I left PAID live work in the END of 1995, when I was still only 31, and gee I LOVED life in both Adelaide Perth Sydney and Melbourne.
So Very Much as even in 1986 the amazing diversity of People one like me could meet, without having to use very expensive text chat date, but “still nothing (super embarrassing) since 2004”.
I awaken Every morning NOW, and CANNOT believe it has been So Ludicrously Long A time, and therefore my standards, oddly (or NOT?) have Actually Become Even More out of Time. IE many of the Real Furry Bearded Daddies I would ONLY EVER go for, are so un Available. Seemingly very very obviously, a generation or 3 has become mid age 50s and they are not less libidinous.
NO they suffer from basic Fear, unlike the Way More adventurous 1930s 1940s born were. Simple and A FACT.
Even the Lovely Pictures Here and also at Pinterest ARE THE EXACT SAME 20 Years old Photographs of say a 55 years old (Absolute God Like Peak Age for Men) as well as being EASILY my MOST Cherished Memories of ACTUAL Lovemaking.
Those Men are minimum 75 now which CAN be fine. When Sean Connery in 1st half of 2006 Still looked Truly Amazing.
I saw a local Greek fellow in his 70s that last time in 2003, so he was in his 50s when we 1st met in 1983.
That person was this locations ANY where, ALWAYS ready to Give, no exceptions, such very fond Memories I so wish a Nephew or other Relative in their 50s had taken over, though as with everything else to do with this portable single screen, sneaky as SmartPhones. The texting chat is literally Lots of AUD now. Compared to ZERO cost, except for fuel and sundries FOR REAL from 1983 until about Early 2,000s.
What has/does/did my PRIVATE life or My Body Parts 👀 Got to do with my job choice of me playing Loud FUN Rock N Roll Music?
I operate VERY much with THE CONTEXT of Any Life Situation. I formerly thought: perhaps it is only for whom your working with?, Or their connections and also it does, but I was Super Lucky on one side of The same coin or Ornament. In that regard, really. I'am Absolutely Forever Grateful to ALL the People from New Year 196? to 1981, to 1992, then 1993 to 1996.
1. A Persons Life in This World of Our Mother Earth. Our Birth Starts encountering new strange things: Perhaps “even before” A Doctor at THE time of our Birth (Though I am Certainly Not Going to go There, subject wise NOW) as gee more oversharing Bob? NO but ANYONES exit UTERO determines wether, this in a basic regular birth as a mammalian, is it an F or an M? Or more precisional, or is it super dumb? IE is, or does it (yeah I'm including myself too) or have external BOY bits or GIRL Parts?
Then after/during 1ms (one one thousandth of a singular SECOND), is ANY and ALL Stimuli is reacted To. SO VERY much So, as I found out, it NOW too is actually not at all that uncommon, nope, just so many, especially particular Westeners (Some Within Rather particular locations) seem to feel it necessary to EXAGERATE not only The Vernacular of Their EN, but Totally Exaggerate the boundaries. IE I would also cop the “you are NOT CONFORMING” (to our EXTREMISM was how I read it) “What Is Wrong With You”?
From Funnily enough someone whom did NOT seem To Conform At all.🤔 So I just Used to just Go With a no Pretender, way of behaviour about my Feelings, again as I ALSO was so pissed off at people expecting me to BE WHAT THEY THOUGHT I should Be. Not WHAT MY TRUE FEELINGS ARE. So my only difference was by not being able to suppress NOT being Heteronormative. It was only with my supposed private life. THAT it so very OBVIOUS Then AND NOW was so unsurprisingly WAS TOTALLY NOT PRIVATE AT ALL. Also I was also seen to be exagerrating, also by just acting on or, Actually behaving in accordance with my True Feelings. 🫢
Yet as all is actually way more common than not was THAT I Would Be Wholly Misunderstood, and was So Stupidly. This is Also WAY more common, but people have so little understanding that All Words, written or said all are not lost, they ALL coalescence and create what our reality is. So my almost child like understanding is, all that hassle, it CAN or Eventually and in of differing ways: put More Stress, On our Rock called Earth perhaps. 🤔
Just a thought, not a question mark so much as this emoji is supposedly Only Meant to mean. 🤔For me that emoji it ALSO can mean Deep In Thought or Depth of Thought, from many perspectives. I just I try not to dwell forever. Perspectives, are so obviously always dependent on THE Subject, but THERE are Always Going To Be New or Previously Unknown Concepts Of That Subject.
To simplify another emoji Context again. Somewhat similar is the Love emoji, but the ONLY real similarity for me: is it is an emoji. ♥️LOVE has possibly the most variables as an actual subject for a discussion, hopefully with a person one can TRUST.
I do like Ernest Hemingway's quote of the only way to find if or IF YOU CAN TRUST IS TO TRUST SOMEONE and hopefully things can be Okay, all the way to Mega Wonderfull.
Though I trusted overtly recently and Lost quite a Lot of Money. So even near enough to 62, I am still ALWAYS Always LEARNING.
Music is exactly like this too.
That Word TRUST Now post 2002, when this INTERNET thing became way WAY way more accessible IE used.
Even though The Internet as not yet stated, was public in 1993.
but Personally 1999 was The Most Recent Year inclusive of also 1998, that I had the most phenomenal human interaction.
I've texted this in lots of posts, I was age 43 before I EVER got to use my own IBM an Intel™ Pentium III with 2001s WINDOWS 32bit XP Professional, given to me by a helpful Decent fella in 2009.
911, is not only the US Emergency telephone number ( here in AU it is triple ZERO GB or UK or ENGLAND it's 999 I think) So although I must check, as I have only been over the EQUATOR to the Northern Hemisphere twice,in both 1992 and 1978.
Again; post 2002, is when this INTERNET thing became WAY more used. The 11th DAY post 7am September 2001 was so awful, I cannot dwell on it at all. For me THAT is a Marker As To When THINGS became A Lot More Difficult.
Love, Trust, Fear, Fearlessness (very perilous, it hardly needs saying) though some even basic seeming Rollerskating I saw on a META short semi recently was cool, but ONLY firstly as it Looked Really Cool, but mainly as no INJURiES happened. Eventually so many seemingly simplistic emojis can totally have Multiple meanings or levels; both up and underground. Just Because something is underground, for me THAT Certainly DOES NOT immediately indicate it is nefarious or LESS in almost any way than the ABOVE ground levels or Floors.
Heres a Biggie, even at age 9, I was BOB not ROBERT. A decision I made around age 3 or 4 and YES I remember standing on The tiny houses inside stairs and declaring it .
The BIGGEST DEAL for a start, and even way more difficult TO DEAL WITH at ALL, was that I was CERTAINLY finding School mates DAD'S and Very Importantly ABSOLUTELY Only 1 at 1st.
Then Another, years later Whom I did NOT go to School with AT ALL.
They at times seemed way more interesting, than even the Daisy/HiTorque publications MXA- DIRT BIKE, as well as it being 1974, so Popular CYCLING, early DIRT Rider.
Our Dad went to the Adelaide Airport EVERY Sunday to BUY All The pertinent RACING Newspapers, and Li'l [youngest by near enough 7 years] brat me, was (when I went which was not very much) allowed one or two ALWAYS 3 months late, due to via Cargo by Sea Mail,any of the US magazines.
So today this VERY BASIC updated Tumblr of mine now 12:36pm 5/5/2026 it is ALL of Entertainment Anywhere. Not just Rock N Roll in AU in 1986 February when I decided to Move There.
We Lost Our Religion: REM: LP OUT OF TIME 1988 I bought on Cassette at 2am at a Roadside Bus Break CAFE Service Station on The Bus, on the way Back Here to Adelaide, in 1988, but 1990 was the nightmare of ignorant Heteronormative ones thinking Gay ONLY MEANT People In ON THE HUGE Gay Mardi Gras Parade Of Yore OXFORD ST Sydney.
I still CANNOT BELIEVE Their Incredible IGNORANCE that THAT was maybe 10% or Less of ANYONE whom WAY for WHATEVER Reason, like Me KNEW I ALWAYS have AND Like Mid late 30s very dependent on their assuredness IE vibrations, face it, LUST it is about looks very much, but ALSO an undefined feeling also 40s 50s 60s Blokes.
Younger Ones TOO, youngest ever was a very STOCKY BUILT Middle Eastern man 23 or so, very Polite SAFE and awesome. But One OF THE NICEST Furriest Cuddliest one's was A DOUBLE BAY JEWISH MAN thoroughly Trapped in his Very Restrictive Lifestyle. God He Was So BEAUTIFUL I ALWAYS do ever so wonder What Became Of, That Wonderous individual as We Just HAPPENED to Meet TWICE and I Have MANY Doubts and am also somewhat Sceptical of Coincidence.
If SPECIFICS of What One Likes were there THOSE 2 times there, whoa we clicked those two times. I am like Anybody, I NEED To Be With You.
1990 was the same year as “You Want It All But You Cant Have it”. EPIC by San Francisco group Faith No More in 1990. An incredible LP and Group. Stupid Lucky, I Got To See 3 times all in Sydney Thanx so MUCH to Suzette♥️AND♥️Cathwah.
Of Course My Vinyl it was Lost/Ripped Off. The Original Vinyl THE REAL THING along with all other vinyl, but mostly was THE LOSS of my 21 Years late October 1999 to 100% booted to car living August 2022 acquisition of A Room/House, Rental, Night and Day BAD Dreams of then.😥
In or around 2022, A Totally 100% maybe its a different percentage if Gasoline/Petrol here DID Just Go UPWARDS of $2:32¢ then back to $1:62¢ A LITRE last week So seems Still very much, As an Evil Evil Spooks from Gee I can or cannot say, as a very major Majority of a Very Obviously illegal Eviction in 1st days of August 2022.
Rent was cheap for Mum And Dad, but the place,was falling to pieces, no Insulation for the Large room for an Office For Dad, after Losing The Family Home in 1990.
Driving past The near enough 22 Years for me Rental : I was amazed for the AUD it sold for it is still using that ridiculous paperbark like Front Door.
Whole Street seemed at times as though it was different types of, all plain clothes ALL the possibilities of (Various types of Policemen And Women) “basically 100% Spooks”. All Except a nice happy 74 year old Bloke whose address was THAT Main Suburbs Border.
Died Exactly 2 years prior, Really Saddening Not Married, Had a Super Horrible Brother in Law from here, living in QLD Tells me “oh He Died at 72”. Me in my Mind At time of his spoken total Bullshit “AH NO DOUGIE He introduced Himself as 74". Soon, not instantly, A really Cool nice Affable Country Area- Second Valley near township of NORMANVILLE raised Bloke, Super Healthy. So I was Shocked, only a few years after our Mum Dead at 82.🥲
Humans of Certain Timelines of even the last bit to break off from The Supercontinent was “Pangaea” Supposedly, and some or all humans timeline dependent again: only had a 20 Year lifespan. A long time ago. Obviously that is a very very short LIFE of 5 WHOLE generations a Century.
Back to 21st Year in Year 22, of THAT Rental Horribly Evicted from, 4 Doors Down, (doubling I know but?) there WAS the Nice ole country Lad, but I was Still in shock over our Mum Dying.
He charmingly introduced himself at a healthy looking 74 Years Of age in mid 2016. Poor Guy. Had A Nice Sister, But scary Horrible Brother in Law.
That fella, he was living on his own, a HAPPY Lone Big Boned, HUGE Shoulders, a Second Valley South Australian raised Big Bloke, he did make it but I thought as so Strong and Tough he would make it way past 79, I was so sad.
So sad, as he was being spied on by A Completely totally Interfearing him, so obvious when they also by LOUDLY announcing to me They are a Mental Health System Worker (so intense at the time...made me laugh sorry) they were basically spying on us both, Us “Unmarried With No Pets Older Boys” a particular Mental Health System Worker, was there forever, lived directly opposite him.
Please...ANY Hassles with Me NOW. Do NOT Just Hint. Please ACTUALLY SPEAK, Calmly and Rationaly.
WAY too many, Sadly sorry it very Much seems Government System People, Do Have A Massive Quite Ludicrous, Pre Judged Stoic Opinion Of Me. Speak Do Not Believe Gossipy Tripe.
★Actually Ask and Speak To Me Please, or If Whatsoever?, Please actually Communicate. Directly Please, none of This “Oh I have Heard Whatever” about Me.★ Or Thumping on Car body or Firecrackers going off at 3am last night May 2nd 2026.
If You cannot speak and do not need to, that is Fine.
The Local Residents Here are Exemplary in Bridgewater SA AU.
If you have any grievance with me or just are intrigued just say hello, I'm totally harmless, about as problematic as a Roll Your Own Cigarette Paper... just a singular Rollie Paper.
If you really are close enough to be considered MY TYPE and really could be very interested and STIL Do NOT do Anything, or are someone whom can NOT communicate. Either one of us, or both could have chemistry of being near one another problems (it can happen), though Please let it be known to me, as I will talk calmly with ANYONE.
You do fit my type, but have no social maladies well you May Be? Due to The Very Understand able with current world on edge climate, may be at times we as regular humans, We Can All at times be Way Gutless.
One On One minimum shouldn't be such a hassle.
Crowds only after, me, has been on a fretboard playing[former trade] (not practicing, just playing) again minimum 3 months.
David Bowie was So Correct about Humans in 1999 to an Australian TV Journalist about World / General Society, we were Not Aware enough or Smart Enough for The Internet, We do at least occasionally really NEED to Calm Down.
Yeah I love certain Really almost but not quite flowery or maybe some could say it is,but I love certain dreamscape light Synth Pad sounds, VALE Lyle Mays with Pat Metheny Exqusite Grand Piano studio recordings and for me so luckily LIVE: Thebarton Theatre.
Sir Rick Wakeman as much as Patrick Moraz YES 1974 RELAYER Atlantic™ is Brilliant, as is VALE Tony Kaye to Geoffrey Downes Jan Hammer, Tony Hymas etcetera with VALE Jeff Beck [1980 THERE & BACK] my J.B. Favourite: So almost Meditation light music all the way to Punk / Heavy Blues to Progressive To and So Very Much VALE pre Genre of H.M. Jon Lord of both early Bluesy 1983 Whitesnake and DEEP PURPLE, to totally unashamedly Metal IE DIO Holy Diver,Last In Line, Sacred Heart: (Claude Schnell) Keyboards but one example. As for genres I suppose I do like most genres if forced to use genres,as Music is Music To Me Like People are People. So genrefied I guess I would include Blues Jazz METAL/ PUNK/ POP a lot Love it Like it, if I hear it and I like it.
So sometimes one just needs a few more listens and suddenly you find yourself Way into it.
Or Hmm nah or no (after listening intently), IE “Please Could Someone Get This Crap OFF immediately”. NEXT please, just not into this music (just for the opposite perspective), People and many other Life Situations can perhaps be sorted as easily too?
It again is always Context dependent.
I just wish some of the other Way More Difficult Aspects of particularly my life, as in MEETING a mid 50s 60s 70s Big (as in stocky- height is not at all that important to me) Bearded Man could really happen and it will. ♥️♥️
I am becoming eventually used to this massively annoying at times smartphone weirdness: An 8 Core CPU Computer (this particular 2020 realme5 is still Faster) than my NEW Oppo 5A and I guessed so, as it was less than Half the price, ( better visuals ) for JUST the DEVICE. where the Telephone is just another piece of software IE an APP. As I have for ages, bleeted on about how ★Skype Could have been done way way better initially★ Also try Not To Forget We ARE All Same Species No one is Special or Chosen, Sorry just what I really Do feel.
If we perhaps try to Just Stop as much Bull Shit, or So much of it, it really does matter and is Up To all People.
Some of us Seem To Need for Mammals, as in Yes us, or Our Species to have computer like compartmentalisation IE labels that go with other labels and on and on and gee on and on and on.
Try resting occasionally, it is my favourite Hobby. Though I do 99.9% DO SO VERY MUCH NEED need a Hubby or a friend Of eventually Much Love.
We ARE NOT Computers but Yeah we will have WAY more Cyber Human integration.
Just Try and Do Not Freak as Much, well I try not to.
But Punk Metal Jazz Blues Folk and So what that I Love Fleetwood Mac LP Rumours too, totally Great Songs.
That Rental was on A Very Short Road.
After Perth Apprenticeship I lived Walking Distance From the very Same house in 1985.
Old Front Door Virtually Made of Paperbark IS STILL being used. When I can Afford to see, maybe or why, all is in past, just goes by so quick when old.
You were not accepted as A True Rock N Roll Guitar hero,(?) or more accurately it would be other colleagues who would say "Oh mate Your a Rock God Now" for who I was playing for really. Some hinted at the other, as I was kinda considered as such, being an early adopter of being into Tapping and getting Edwards Earthy Tone, I was good though, and this was actually part of *the Put Down* but I feel I was strangely a bit overrated too, but for me it was horrendously complicated (stupidly as it should be no one's buissnes) very much so if you liked older Daddy Men for yeah.
No lie, that was the only difference. I wasn't much accepted as Gay, as That scene Too was /can be super Conformist as well, 100% EDM,with the Kick Drum always 1/8th notes then. Though maybe today I would be possibly accepted as being into Bears, But NOT THEN, certainly NOT in 1986.
No. I got very Stuffed about : So much gear stolen, you name it.
I'm still very Pissed off (Depending) how Stupidly And IGNORANTLY I was treated, but I had ZERO allies, and without (like now too funnily NOT much) without allies one does feel you are Absolutely Ruined Like I was.
Returning as Ball Lightning as myself hilarious to ME. Seems So Ridiculously also interesting as my own AD thing 🤔.
I thought some were ok, but all differing. A few hundred turned out to be just fake friends, especially a particular small to huge to small bunch?
So What. I We Need to Live in the Only Forward Present. Story telling Post Too So.
Back to 2002 to 2012: I spent a decade screaming (in the car after Layne Died) so not much until *The Decade losing my voice for days, but it worked, at least I can sing WAY louder* due to 3 to 7 days Screaming and (Soft too, slowly working my range Higher also) the Screaming did work for me,but even that 10 years was 2002 to 2012. IE Ages ago.
However (ATTENTION :Everone is different, so this is NOT a recommendation) to a tape of Alice MTV unplugged “The 1996 MTV Unplugged”. Songs= Nutshell and FROGS mostly, and also obviously the entirety of the whole NYC performance.
It hit me quite hard after *Kurt Cobain dead, in 1994*. I saw NIRVANA $30 on January 30th 1992, Ta Chris L. for a tiny compared to $200 for 2009 The WHO right in front of P.Townshend VERY Amazing Both. 30AUD, for Nirvana 50AUD for METALLICA May 1993, still 50 AUD for VAN HALEN in April 1998.
So Truly Awesome from my perspective that night, Eddie Alex Mike and Gary was really great, but especially Edward and the ORIGINAL 3; Their Musical interplay was phenomenal. Better than my imagination at the time.
So me,seeing a tiny by comparison of the US 2002 pic, Of the harrowing death announcement, *LAYNE STALEY*reduced to a small corner picture in the AU version of Rolling Stone, compared to Whole Cover of the exact same picture in the US cover, *I completely dropped Dirt Bikes again* and going to chemist + more I *Screamed for all of us, from 2002 to 2012*.*Layne and Demri* 7+ years before, *Mike Starr* I had a Very strong Feeling that guy didn't quit, such a nasty Fucking Quietly Hostile industry depending.
*B52s fantastic, I saw in 1980 also, THAT song *Rock Lobster is total Rock*, almost metal for me, *very cool 4 strings ★Ricky Wilson, so sad, how died very young. Same stage as Nirvana Jeff Beck, Black Crowes, Pat Metheny and VALE also Lyle Mays on Magestic sounding Piano. All THE very same stage that I early on, so luckily saw the *KINKS Dave Davies and Ray* on.
*Angus and Malcolm, Brian Cliff Phil*, So Obviously *AC⚡DC*,me still 16 years old, with *the ANGELS* Doc Neeson, Originally from here Adelaide SA Australia, Memorial Drive 1981, ★Doc Neeson★ (in a Suit and Tie, those eyes once up close) former Bass Guitar player And Lead vocals when as the Adelaide.
*Keystone Angels*, Doc in daylight 1981 slid from stage right, face to face to the 3 of Us punters, at the front, when I was still 16 until late 1981, what other Job or Buissnes/else should have I done?
Photographer Journalist for Music etc, would have been a Way safer Smarter decision in Hindsight.
I found Electric Guitar an actual Left Handed one. WAY better than a NYLON Stringed Classical TURNED so the NECK is pointing Stage Right. Though this Spanish OR classical (it was a cheapie so Im not sure which?) Yes.
Guess what STRINGS were on the usually nylon string acoustic? .010 to 0.46 Nickel Round Wound ELECTRIC Guitar Strings.
I wasted a fair portion of late 1981 to early 1982 JUST with dogged Perseverance to do an F Barre Chord.
The Pentatonic in around the 5th to 8th fret lowest nearest the ceiling thickest of the 6 strings usually an E. Next was the arguable 432 435 or usually ubiquitous 440Hertz A String.
Apparently Clasical Orchestras tuned below A-440Hz prior to 1939 or 1940. I've read a few internet statements about it as: Kenneth what is the Frequency? Being A-435Hz or one article even said A-432Hz.
Oddly Enough the tuning fork I'd aquired from somewhere was an E Note Tuning Fork. As it is now lost, I do NOT know what frquency it was?
Once I FINALLY had a proper LEFT HANDED copy of a Fender Stratocaster, a REGENT MUSIC on Regent Street Adelaide post code 5000 SA, here in South Australia seemed like a Dream after the steel strung a Acoustic.
A REMUS guitar. The name of the Regent Music Shops Inlay in the Larger Headstock of a Tobacco Sunburst Coloured 1957 colour it was very good for even $129 AU and no case.
It was not CHEAP way back in mid to late 1982.. It is going to be interesting and way more or less, but still difficult (Bob type of underestimation) trying to get back up to the 2018 ability. in my usually humble to a fault opinion. I say Usual as sometimes like ANYONE I get an “ego out synch” I call it. 2018 was Possibly the, or A life total peak of no amplifier playing. I had been doing for 97% of the time in the 21 nearly 22 years, in THAT HAWTHORNDENE rental. 2018 again, but just playing again will be good enough really.
I was odd I suppose in being into at certain degrees into of almost very flowery light music, all the way to Say Sevendusts incredible Chunka Chunka Heavy as in THAT SOUND of Good to me as an instant amazing sound within ANY heavy music.
Genres To Me Are Artists Name's. I abide by US Computer inspired Classification when Forced to, but it sometimes it all seems a bit dumb, sorry. I occasionally Likem it to children (Adult over 16/18 Children) Feeling like they are Having to be told what to like, to seem cool.
For me it was as simple as: I like This. What I happened to be hearing, a great example is “Fishbone SUNLESS SATURDAY” I so loved That Tune.♥️ Especially as National Radio Triple J in Australia Played THAT One Song quite a Bit, it just KICKS so awesomely,and the Keyboard player Guitar Player and Singer is Left Handed from memory of only seeing THE VIDEO in/on RAGE when the tune was around for a while perhaps,but definitely ABC 2Australia Free To Air Television prior to 2013.
That's when DIGITAL TV became mandatory here. My home Stereo is actually a CATHODE RAY Stereo TV from where I very briefly served customers at Big W on Goodwood Rd. CNR of CROSS Rd.other stuff, sometimes I almost had to learn to like it, Then BAM,I was way into it.
Influence is fine, but actually I REALLY dislike outright societal anarchy. SEROQUEL IE mad psychiatrists put me on A Horror for me So utterly Unsuitable is A very Commonly diapensed drug to make people Compliant Is Quetiapine. That horror happened in 2010, only at all positive experience was it was in a way teaching. In that it was like a ReBirth after Rebirth but HUNDREDS of times DURING DREAM SLEEP ALWAYS,EVERY EVERY DREAM SLEEP BEING MURDERED KILLED.
A Classic Case Of Psychiatry TOTALLY getting Any and Everything about Me WRONG.
It Happens A LOT I now am convinced.
It for me was almost inexplicably Horrible.
Being Murdered Over and Over and always starting again seemed to point to Buddhists Rebirth,but that was so overtly intense,and it took me 10 weeks to rid myself of it 100%.
What Really Worries me is the Damage some of these well intentioned prescription medications are doing even if only the 10 weeks.
Anarchy as Punk seemed to allude to a bit to a lot, was wahat entailed EVERY Bad Dream on That Short Hand is : SLEEPER Anti Psychotic. Our Metabolisation of these very often ONLY Petrochemical Drugs Can Be Hugely detrimental as well as Differentiating.
PUNK for me it is Music, if I need to always have a socio political stance attached it becomes, more, or OFTEN times I COULD often Not Cleanly makeout certain LYRICS,simply due to 1. Bad Sound Engineering 2. Live The Guitars and Keyboards often VERY often ARE in the SAME Midrange to Upper Midrange to High Frequencies,so these OTHER same range instruments can too often make actual EN lyrics somewhat, to totally unintelligable.
Regardless of Genre/ Artist Name/ Promotion / A & R/- those two English letters and what Job title they REALLY stood for, wether THAT has changed since then, many people still have differing opinions on just those 2.
For me it was 1965 to 1975. Then 1976 to 1995.
Anything after 1996 is hugely debatable, and we are still, or were before my personal use of THE WWW went strange after the Digital Audio Workstation; Cakewalk X3 Producer on Windows 7 64 bit ONLY, and VST2s being discriminated against, possibly or not a too harsh a word for this. However MANY FREE VST2 and VST3 (Steinberg DE®™) were again FREE on the internet, being super good Many of them.
For Cakewalk it is The 32bit Perfect Space Reverb Plugin,it is Still Great as are the Sonitus FX plugins within SONAR as far back as I Do Not Know, as I used Producer 7 from a Magazine DVD Rom, but SONAR X1 Producer on my parts picked desktop, and My also Sandy Bridge™ i7-2630M laptop with a cakewalk VS-100 (Ebay 165 AUD but no power supply) one dodgy one blew the vs up.
That was a total bummer, and my N. I. Komplete 6 USB 2 Audio Interface at 8.7ms RTL I still have the USB UA25-EX that ONLY worked, and REALLY well too, but ONLY with Oc'ed Desktop We Will Si Yes in Espanol, and Hear hopefully before I begin another paragraph.
The reason for my second period of a time of the international music/entetainment buissness being basically TWICE as long, is a few things, mainly digitisation.Pro Tools was new AND being BETA tested in 1993 or thereabouts. coinciding with 1983 introduction of Compact Discs along with gee The Internet, also was public in 1993.
Especially since the ROLLING STONES : Exile On Main St, recorded with ONE of a few or 2 Mobile Recording Studios at NELCOTE in France, amazing 2010 Documentry on the Making of That IS Great.
I was/am ALWAYS mainly into the overall SOUND.
It is important To know actual Facts though this zero privacy in 2026 is stressing. The 1950s Born 1960s born 1970s born hmm. Seemingly Too scared.
Good Reasons to be, but it was exchange phone numbers, cost of petrol and sundries, and THAT was it. No Extra Baloney on Rye Chat costs where every paragraph(as mine are always wordy) were costing 25AUD.
So my last taste of beat culture, Tea Houses, or the in between name winner from land of the language - Cottages, that was seemingly Totally Destroyed in Adelaide post 2004 personally.
If on Facebook and the response I get [if I get one is PLEASE If you can allow yourself to text IE (it is never talking for me,that involves using your larynx, microphones That (Can Also Be Headphones depending) and more than 3 words or a GIF if we actually have met even if it is 4 or 5 decades ago I will more than likely remember.
Only communicating with a GIF or emoji (if we have met again even 4 5 decades since That for ME is or seems a Bit Gutless though always using logic and reason, whilst also Depending On You Guessed it : CONTEXT.
Or You have issues with Very Straight Seeming Bloke still looking EXCLUSIVELY For a Daddy Bear Partner at 62 this Year. I could say more but NO today Thursday 7th May 12:58pm.
Look a teensy bit younger, young mind you possibly can seem also To Only Look Younger, though 100% feel old achingly though.
I Remember Every Detail Unfortunately For Them. The Esteemed person I played Anything I wanted Depending, When x4 Guitars[1 iS BASS Obviously] 3 Backing Vocals.
No SINGING for Me In That Group Thankfully, I Only Sang a bit with Hitmen dtk and that was pre LOUD as singing I can sort of do now. The Poor ole 25.5" Flat sorta Fretboard Guitar is a bit tired after being in a Car for a year that leaked, yes Car Home 1.
Car Home 2. is better for Powering teensy computer phones, but not Laptops yet, and is from a 2005 (possibly made in 2004) very OLD Forester range of skateboard (what I call any Cars as same no. of wheels) That IBANEZ RS135 LH was mega, x1 tilted JB-004 H. Bucker x2 Super Low Low output single coil sounding but Totally Noiseless and Super Clean Super Super LOW OUTPUT OBL bladed pickups, all 3 pickups-guitars microphones Thanks Chris for Education,everything KLONDIKE.
I never used distortion or overdrive,or fuzz) just 15db of clean signal, that made my JCM 2203 go off its face, with compressed musical feed back, Jimi used a Fuzz Face into an SPL1959 old Marshall, 4 input as their Clean.
Best Fun Ever. The Best Job if Payed Properly Just Good Decently Played Notes Wang Bar Feed Back Harmonising with itself absolute Ecstatic When Loud Going Through Ones Whole Being. Tapping somehow a bit earlier than others even in Sydney loved Expressive Bending, but locked Strings, I used TOO Heavy Gauge. Arthritis is a bugga, but groups ANY- Were Always Mega Tight. Best Australian Drummers Too I really was So Lucky to Play Mostly Live (Best) ALWAYS Super Powerful Tight any and All groups.
1st and 5th Note Major note within the distortion as Pete Townshend Explained once in a mag. “it is heard WITHOUT actually playing it" the Major 3rd...it is the brain, sometimes one hears it, even with just stacked 1st and 5th notes.
Occaisonally Any or mine too, the Brain can or imagines and can or does hear the Major 3rd or not.
WITHOUT completely playing it, Or Semi Damped,as our finger is on it anyway for an F 1st Fret position type Barre, so some is picked up. Though Mostly Again just 1st and 5th Notes So Nuts HEAVY Lows with 100w 2203 Marsha and Repaired with contact adhesive 25w Greenbacks not the better I have to assume 20w ones. It Was So much Fun,and Up Major Key Songs inspire Dancing more too.
But one Singer FREAKED (internally and externally) When heard Me Say- *Daddy Bear*, Geezze, Dear it was me, at age 25 still in 1990 by then ffs. 🤫😶⚡
Anyway, hitting reverse button Compact Cassette style and nothing much before 1983, 1 year of practice, or just Playing Constantly No Intoxicants, NO, Only EVER for Passive Listening for Me.
When They Singer and Partner, They Travelled A lot. So it was lovely to have their Accommodation all to myself,except when NZ boi nearly knocked the KISS mirror Off its Nail. I nearly Coronary expired watching it,and he knocked an Not Cheap One OFF Plate that Smashed on the Sanded Back Beautiful Wooden Floor They certainly Travelled EVERY Where, So Forever Grateful For That Accommodation Forever Erica♥️.
Never Before Work (Once Pro for one band Always Paid some okay money), other Beer and Accommodation.
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From age 9 to 15/16 I SO VERY VERY Much Needed A MENTOR: Our Dad was Possibly The Best Racing Journalist WORLDWIDE. It's just that my Brother and I needed his interaction, but Mum so very much took over, and He was always so Busy.
I DO NOT Know WHY I So Desperately Needed More Love, and certainly I obviously did.
Zero Family Relatives in South Australia is CERTAINLY a MAJOR reason.
Why I felt so Deprived, so early as a Boy is still a Mystery, as I know He and Mum certainly Loved us, All 3 children.
I was so in need I so very mixed my lust love lust for MORE than important REAL LIFE Decisions, and actually Thought... “Sir Sean Thomas Connery” would : JUST CALL ME UP or in November post 10th Month TEHRAN IRAN Community School 1978.
I actually thought after I had just turned age 14 HE WOULD BE in Hong Kong at The VERY SAME HOTEL.🤔🤣😭
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My gear was consistently Ripped off. My 3rd bought TU-12 Tuner WITH No Glasses, thought the Sharp/Flat Blinking light MEANT iT is A440... No It means It the Rectangular Guitar Is One Semitone OUT. So our illustrious Singer Star Boy Tunes 1 Fret Out= Freaking Horrible. If it had been a Whole Tone IE x2Frets.
THAT Might Have Been Fun,Perhaps some Bizzare Harmonies?
However Only A Semitone, the dissonance could have Been 30 King Brown Snakes biting both the Audience and Band...Ah No no and No Thanks.
So Dissonant with x1Bass x1 Guitar, *but 3 Guitars*, And x1 is A SiNGLE SEMITONE OUT!
Anyway When still Posty Boy, and only 6 hour days, often a Different Post Office, a Stupid Way Tiny Amount of Money in 1983/4.
So All 5 of us were then in 1983 Southern Adelaide suburban area: Electric Guitar aficionados. All aged between 18 to 24 went to and saw in *1983: “GILLAN” @Thebarton Theatre.*.
Still to this day quite obviously THE Loudest, of an utterly insane db level concert. In of my entire life EVER.
Mostly vacant seating or maybe a hundred spread around venue premises? The Promoter if there even was one? They did either zero, or just really unequivocally bad promotion? I only knew as a former neighbour (K. No other human boy child in 1976), of BOTH our same age PRIMARY school year, knew of a GB group named JUDAS PRIEST, absolutely NO OTHER school friend.
K told us all of the almost seemingly unknown about Ian GILLAN concert. Not RAINBOW (I wish it had been as well as) Dio, Cozy, Ritchie Blackmore Jimmy Bain or AU Bob Daisley, as “After The War” is one of my fave GARY MOORE LPS. Yeah it was GILLAN, they played GREAT, just 120db perhaps is very much sound pressure level for anyone's tympanic membrane aside, Ones whole Skeletal bones are also getting that volume, and there is More to you and me than just bones. My point here is all that heavy vibration.
So On Stratocaster/Marshalls that night dressed in glowing [from the lighting] Red- likened to the Bill Ward from the Black Sabbath SABOTAGE cover- aerobics tights, was either: Bernie Torme or They whomever which, played really IMPRESSED me, very GOOD.
Unfortunately The F.O.H. Sound Engineer, could have had Contact Adhesive Glues and a gaffer tape combination stuck in Eustachian tube.(I hope NOT),as the volume was truly truly 120db+ absurd.
Even Ian Gillan politely at 1st said “Turn the f'n P.A Down!”
Just the Hammond preceding Smoke On the Water On It's Own, was Teeth rattlingly Loud.
Luckily for Ian, All of The Original Members from the *Machine Head* LP recorded in Switzerland that Album, 10 or so years prior to 1983 Thebarton Theatre. All Had reconvened for the in 1984 *Deep Purple* AU near start * The Perfect Strangers Tour*. Great, really very great Concert.
At The same “Memorial Drive” outdoor “perfection venue”- not too big, my so Lucky Sister Saw ★Led Zeppelin★ at *Memorial Drive* next night after the booked show was rained out in Summer *I was only told of that part recently,though my Dear Sister does not remember the double Necked EDS 1275. That is fairly reasonable, singing and singers are their interests.
Anyway it was Such a Great Outdoor Venue, especially could be, but I was only 7 years of age February 1972.
All my own Doing, I so needed Tommy's body fluids (oops sorry)🤐, aroma of sweat (by *1981) that* ★AU only★ : ★New Films and Videos Magazine★ (Cheeky bugga publishers) though mostly his evidenced by when Tommy at age 35/36 in a 1966 YouTube INTERVIEW from Perhaps only US television. A x2 take interview while also playing pool. That interview it so Obviously Great: but me and that magazine in 1981. A touch too much.
Coulda, Should HAVE Been HiS was Super Smart Guidance I Very So much needed.
I spent every ms playing only electric, and thought I'll just shut up about it.
However it seems, (not completely apart yet👀), people VERY MUCH can really expect personally impossible things if or when you look a certain way Absolutely. Yeah I think that coulda been a major issue?
★Spelling / Grammar Mistakes with this Text (Which iS NOT talking for me, or perhaps Never Will be, it is Text.) Sure even 32 bit XP Professional from 2001 was able to do this. Personally I HAD NOT EVER PREVIOUSLY used any computer before February 2009 (age 43, 1st Computer of ANY brand, or ANY use.
So ANY TEXT even in 2001 Microsoft Windows 32 bit XP Professional could have text be read as speech.
These SMARTPHONESP 1+ more screens are ALWAYS hidden from sight.★
All I can say is . . . nothing, possibly and conceivably that would be much better huh. 🤔
I always knew, know there were other Bobbys (So obviously), and Tommys that must have had to deal with a similar stupid, so daft, instead I copped mega narrowness so early. I KNEW even if I'm owned and I'm a Whore Whinging Whining. But as I ain't moaning, yet better be soon though. © Control 2025 R. Sattler Borrowed from We Die Young Alice In Chains Columbia Records®™ 1990 with Zero Permission.
So Sorry Jerry Cantrell, You do Know Sean Kinney is the next drummer after J. H. Bonham to have a unique thoroughly Human Feel with massive success.
Music for me is a Job Deal thing, or it was as there is also a HUGE amount of very tedious knowledge I'm NOT revealing.
Anyway I love Music with especially the lighter than light, or dare I say flowery, all the way to the Heavier than Heavy Sounding Sounds.
When the TINNITUS ramps up to include clicks, all became permanent from November 1993 on. As long as they rarely, but can become continuous, IE making it TOTALLY intolerable. The only external similar example, is perhaps Heliarc Welding. The battery in the hearing aid totally exacerbated the click accompanying the super loud cyclone/hurricane gas escaping type noise.
This is for me certainly or very possibly is due to being electrocuted multiple times in my life from age 17. Also from playing Live from a badly or zero earthed Venue/Pub Mains Electricity to my Mouth from the Microphone. Very nasty, and quite a few other incidents from Televisions, to also Guitar Amplifiers.
More later or hopefully I Will just Shut the hell u🤔p.
★ONE MAJOR THING IS I will be So Very Appreciative, by being HELPED to being Relocated to The Middle East For Work Etcetera ♥️
NO ONE seemingly HAS real REAL COMPASSION, OR ACTUALLY WANTS TO even let me use their shower ffs.
It is not HELP to just text. Worse is the absolutely NO SEX, only the 1940s and elder born Australian men were willing (outside of their Conformist Marriages) to play with me. It Really seems the 1950s and Younger, especially here in Adelaide think there is no such thing as Men on Men sexuality. I Know they Know there is, they are just So Gutless to give me a go.
And I Know I look Ok too, so I do not get what their problem is?
PLUS this sheep like trend of IDIOT HAIRY masculine MEN ALL of them ruining their masculinity by CLEAN SHAVING THEIR FACES! It IS ALL not fun TORTURE.
THANKS. but check the mirror, some get away with it. Most DO NOT.
If you actually would FOR REAL like to be a real Friend and Help Me I'm : [email protected]
I can be quite talented and calm as well as rational too.
I have been since age 1999 been looking for You as a SUGAR DADDY also obviously as a sex partner, maybe your a A REAL MENTOR and a good Friend, you will not be disappointed.
I can certainly be a great loyal mate, really enjoy wanting to please you, and so much more.
if the carrier will actually allow this phone to ring. Anything youyou at all will be Most Appreciated.












