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[aestheticslyrics]

the good, the bad and the dirty // panic! at the disco

[howlsnteeth]

commission for @nothatisnotme!

[rpstarterandaskmemes]

Muns, put the url of your personal blog in the tags so your RP partners can follow you!

[lyricsbot]

billie eilish - everything i wanted

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

🌧

🌧- For a heavy, emotional secret

“My life is an endless circle of fighting away from death. I’m not ready to go, but the glorification of it all makes it seem so appealing.”

-The Poet

[gvgvdans]

- ; phrases that really hit you where it hurts

“ did you really have to be that honest? ” “ every time i see you i just feel more alone. ” “ you changed me. ” “ was this all just a joke to you? ” “ i don’t want to know. ” “ can we start over? ” “ you make me feel so insecure. ” “ i don’t know if i can love you. ” “ every time i wake up i’m reaching for you … but you’re never there. ” “ of course it meant something! ” “ stop yelling! ” “ i gave up on you a long time ago. ” “ you think i care about you? cute. ” “ did you just forget about me or something? ” “ i still need you. ” “ i wanna say that there’s still hope but sometimes things just don’t go your way. ” “ you said you would keep trying! ” “ no, you ARE strong. ” “ you promised me! ” “ fine. you’ll never see me again, okay? ” “ i gave you everything i had. ” “ your eyes can be so cruel … ” “ i can never do anything right can i !? ” “ i want my life back. ” “ stop crying. ” “ you should go. ” “ don’t come back. ” “ does hurting me make you feel good or something? ” “ just stop it. ” “ i was never in love with you now leave me alone! ”

[rp-meme-glaceon]

Force my Muse to Spill their Secrets

🌧- For a heavy, emotional secret

🙃- For a lighter, slightly embarrassing secret

🌟- For a secret wish or desire of theirs

🍏- For something they secretly wish didn’t exist

🍎- For something they secretly wish did exist

❤️- For a secret crush

📲- Talk about someone/something you dislike, but only pretend to like

👁‍🗨- Talk about someone/something you like, but pretend to dislike

🍻- For something bad/mischievous you did as a child or teen that your parents don’t know about

🌜- For a ‘weird’ habit or tic that no one knows about

💃- For a talent that they like to keep hidden from others

🏹- For a talent they wish they had

👻- For something that scares or disturbs them, but they refuse to tell anyone

☢️- For a controversy or scandal they have been able to keep mostly under wraps

🐇- For a secret item they keep (stuffed animal, comfort object, etc)

📒- For a secret journal/diary they keep (Bonus: Share an entry from it!)

📔- For a secret sketchbook they keep (Bonus: Share a sketch or doodle within it!)

🖤- For something they secretly wish they could do with your muse

❓- Free Space! Ask them about a specific secret!

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

There is very little left of me and it's never coming back

[miserableasshole-deactivated202]

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

How are you this morning, Patty? -Scarecrow

...Pl-Please, leave me alone.

-Patty

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

Patty, that's no way to behave. Come on now.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

Please, I'll be good, just leave me be.

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

You're not being good now. You know how.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

I just- I just wanna be alone with Mika...

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

Mikaela is with me right now, I was planning on getting them something from the city. Like the candies I used to get you.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

I--

Please be careful.

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

We will be. You can come too if you'd like?

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

I can..?

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

How are you this morning, Patty? -Scarecrow

...Pl-Please, leave me alone.

-Patty

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

Patty, that's no way to behave. Come on now.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

Please, I'll be good, just leave me be.

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

You're not being good now. You know how.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

I just- I just wanna be alone with Mika...

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

Mikaela is with me right now, I was planning on getting them something from the city. Like the candies I used to get you.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

I--

Please be careful.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

How are you this morning, Patty? -Scarecrow

...Pl-Please, leave me alone.

-Patty

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

Patty, that's no way to behave. Come on now.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

Please, I'll be good, just leave me be.

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

You're not being good now. You know how.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

I just- I just wanna be alone with Mika...

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

How are you this morning, Patty? -Scarecrow

...Pl-Please, leave me alone.

-Patty

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

Patty, that's no way to behave. Come on now.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

Please, I'll be good, just leave me be.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

How are you this morning, Patty? -Scarecrow

...Pl-Please, leave me alone.

-Patty

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

SO AS YOU MIGHT’VE READ, SCARECROW HAS BAPY. BUT WITH PATTY. 

His blog is @deadends-and-glowingstarts

-SF

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

...Are you in the zones yet? ;xoSalvation

Yeah, we’ve been looking for you! Where are you?

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

…Somewhere near zone 3. Where are you? I’ll meet you guys.

xoSalvation

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

I DON’T KNOW BUT WE’RE ON THE WAY- JOSH MOVE FASTER

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

I’m just off the main route, uh– Walking. You’ll see me.

xoS

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

After not too long, Josh and Tyler show up. Tyler basically opens the door while the car is still moving.

“Patty? That you?”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“–You fucking idiot, stop doing that!” Josh’s voice rang. The car coming to a stop makes the small blonde jump. He cuts the men a look, shoulders shaking. 

“I’m Patty, yeah–” 

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

He jumps out properly once the car stops.

“Hey- Wassup? What’d you call us out here for…?”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“Scarecrow is going to let Quinton go.”

Patty tries not to make eye contact, rubbing his neck.

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

“He is? Holy shit-”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“…In exchange for me going back, yeah.”

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

“Look- You don’t have to go back if you don’t want to- Quin could get out… we’ll get him out…”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“It’s for Quinton. He has family, I don’t.” 

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

He looks to Josh, a worried look on his face.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

Josh furrows his eyebrows, frowning. “Patty uh– Seriously, are you sure?”

“Yes.”

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

“… We can take you home- Try to stay safe?”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“I don’t know how safe I’m going to be, but I’ll try. Maybe I’ll have a chance next time he dies.” 

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

“… We’ll take you back, kid.”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“Oh–?”

“Hop into the back! Jim doesn’t bite.” Josh glances to the dog that was calmly sleeping behind Josh’s seat.

Patty hesitates before climbing in, sighing.

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

He makes Josh bring them to Scarecrows factory and again leaves the car while its still moving, jumping out and rolling.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“TYLER-” Josh’s loud words make Jim and Patty jump awake. The blonde whimpers quietly, and climbs out the car as it stops. 

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

“What? I’m fine!”

He waves a hand and heads to the doors, pushing them open. He suddenly pauses and backs up a bit, the muzzle of a makeshift rifle pressed against his forehead.

“… Uhhh- I take that back!”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

Josh jumps out the car once it’s stopped, Jim jumping out his window with him. The Golden Retriever starting growling at the man pointing the rifle at Tyler, his fur standing up. Patty stays behind Tyler, his head lowered so all that could be seen is his bleach blonde hair.

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

Tyler slowly steps back, Scarecrow forcing him out. His face is covered with that gas mask of his.

“You all had better have a good explanation for this,” Scarecrow growls.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“I stayed with Alexander for a few days after I ran.” Patty doesn’t look up. “Josh and Tyler had nothing to deal with it. They’re just here for Quinton.” 

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

He’s quiet for a moment, then lowers the gun.

“I’ll get him. Tyler, Josh, stay out here. Patty… Inside. Now.”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“I’m not going in until Quinton’s out here.” Patty stands his ground, looking up at Scarecrow. “I don’t trust you.”

Jim starts to lurch towards Scarecrow, but Josh kneels down and grabs his collar. “No–”

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

He points the gun at the dog, readying the weapon.

“Patty. Now. Before I decide to get rid of you instead. And the damn mutt.”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

Patty looks towards Josh and Tyler, his blue eyes silently pleading for help before he approached the man. 

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

...Are you in the zones yet? ;xoSalvation

Yeah, we’ve been looking for you! Where are you?

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

…Somewhere near zone 3. Where are you? I’ll meet you guys.

xoSalvation

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

I DON’T KNOW BUT WE’RE ON THE WAY- JOSH MOVE FASTER

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

I’m just off the main route, uh– Walking. You’ll see me.

xoS

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

After not too long, Josh and Tyler show up. Tyler basically opens the door while the car is still moving.

“Patty? That you?”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“–You fucking idiot, stop doing that!” Josh’s voice rang. The car coming to a stop makes the small blonde jump. He cuts the men a look, shoulders shaking. 

“I’m Patty, yeah–” 

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

He jumps out properly once the car stops.

“Hey- Wassup? What’d you call us out here for…?”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“Scarecrow is going to let Quinton go.”

Patty tries not to make eye contact, rubbing his neck.

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

“He is? Holy shit-”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“…In exchange for me going back, yeah.”

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

“Look- You don’t have to go back if you don’t want to- Quin could get out… we’ll get him out…”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“It’s for Quinton. He has family, I don’t.” 

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

He looks to Josh, a worried look on his face.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

Josh furrows his eyebrows, frowning. “Patty uh– Seriously, are you sure?”

“Yes.”

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

“… We can take you home- Try to stay safe?”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“I don’t know how safe I’m going to be, but I’ll try. Maybe I’ll have a chance next time he dies.” 

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

“… We’ll take you back, kid.”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“Oh–?”

“Hop into the back! Jim doesn’t bite.” Josh glances to the dog that was calmly sleeping behind Josh’s seat.

Patty hesitates before climbing in, sighing.

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

He makes Josh bring them to Scarecrows factory and again leaves the car while its still moving, jumping out and rolling.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“TYLER-” Josh’s loud words make Jim and Patty jump awake. The blonde whimpers quietly, and climbs out the car as it stops. 

[vulturesoverthecity-archive]

“What? I’m fine!”

He waves a hand and heads to the doors, pushing them open. He suddenly pauses and backs up a bit, the muzzle of a makeshift rifle pressed against his forehead.

“… Uhhh- I take that back!”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

Josh jumps out the car once it’s stopped, Jim jumping out his window with him. The Golden Retriever starting growling at the man pointing the rifle at Tyler, his fur standing up. Patty stays behind Tyler, his head lowered so all that could be seen is his bleach blonde hair.

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

Tyler slowly steps back, Scarecrow forcing him out. His face is covered with that gas mask of his.

“You all had better have a good explanation for this,” Scarecrow growls.

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“I stayed with Alexander for a few days after I ran.” Patty doesn’t look up. “Josh and Tyler had nothing to deal with it. They’re just here for Quinton.” 

[gasmaskedstranger-archive]

He’s quiet for a moment, then lowers the gun.

“I’ll get him. Tyler, Josh, stay out here. Patty… Inside. Now.”

[tangledinyourmindunwoven]

“I’m not going in until Quinton’s out here.” Patty stands his ground, looking up at Scarecrow. “I don’t trust you.”

Jim starts to lurch towards Scarecrow, but Josh kneels down and grabs his collar. “No--”