FAIR VERONA

fucking with my head

[tantrcm]

I'ᴍ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ, ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴄᴇ

" . . . please welcome to the stage front man, apollo deo"

independent antichrist rockstar muse ~ 21+ ~ semi selective ~ triggering content

returning rper from back in the day, be nice

apollo deo has lost his fire.

from his first move to los angeles from woking, england, apollo has seen his life flash by his own eyes; manipulated and ripped away by each person who is pulled in by his talent. it was almost like he was cursed.

as the lead singer of ‘TANTRUM’ and being extremely talented, apollo was born to be in the spotlight. of course, his fame comes with extreme darkness. from the moment he stepped on that stage and the lights burned his skin, he knew this was what he would do. he'd give anything to be loved as much as he loved the artists he looked up to. who molded him as a human being. though, it all came with a steep price.

his addiction to narcotics and alcohol is something well-known around the dark side of the music industry, but not openly discussed in the public eye. from cocaine to the lower downers, he's always taking and taking more to bring himself happiness. but is he happy? FUCK. he wishes he was.

after losing his balance and taking it too far, apollo finds himself with the horrors of what he’s done to his body as he stands over the crowd at a sold-out venue. staring down at the people who support and love him. all while he's overdosing on coke and alcohol. his nose bleeds, the room spins, and suddenly he's stumbling into his downward spiral. it’s in this wake that we meet apollo. who will he be now?

welcome to tantrum's tour. apollo deo and BAND are touring the world. from sold out show to sold out show. they are sent into a world of drugs, sex, and rock and roll. careful, apollo deo is known for his need to OVERINDULGE in what his manager GARRET HANSON leaves for him. though, rumors do spin, and word on the street is deo spends more than just a small deal of time with hanson. usually submitting to the label owner in EVERY WAY he can. anything for the drugs, right?

he's still hopeful his girlfriend, naomi may bailey, doesn't get up and leave him . . . AGAIN.

[laserbobcat]

I put it everywhere, no joke. Everywhere. It might be my fav trope. When it's in a media I kick my feet on my bed while hugging my pillow.

[lilymayflowers]

Lily let out a huff and pouted her lips in annoyance. She rolled off his lap and flopped on the bed. “Cut me on too!” She said. “I need it, the press has been on my back lately.”

[tantrcm]

he busies himself with pulling open his small black travel case. it's been his go to stash case since as long as he could remember. the baggy is opened and he's cutting them two lines before she can even ask. he's a gentleman.

"i bet they have? you seem to be more popular than me, love? and they love to pick at me? or at least they did until johnny popped up."

[tantrcm]

"sorry MUM?" apollo huffs as he finishs his beer and gives her a once over. he just shrugs his shoulders at his sister and laughs. "didn't mean to disappoint you."

@devlsbackbone for gretchen!

[tantrcm]

"if anyone understood," apollo took a deep breath. there was a glamour to being a famous rockstar. there were parties and adoring fans. but there was also the pain that came with it. he didn't complain about being famous. he didn't complain about being talented enough to perform music for a living. but he did want someone to feel his pain. and he thought she would get that. "i figured it'd be you."

@devilsympcthy

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐬 (𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬?) 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  various  dialogue  prompts  to  send  to  your  worst  enemy  (affectionate).  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ oh great, it's you again. ❜

❛ you? kill me? that's funny. ❜

❛ for being someone you hate, i'm sure on your mind a lot. ❜

❛ you're the last person i wanted to see, actually. ❜

❛ do us both a favor. stay away from me. ❜

❛ you really are an asshole, you know that? ❜

❛ i'm the asshole? what does that make you then? ❜

❛ sometimes i think you must hate me. ❜

❛ i thought you said you never wanted to see me again. ❜

❛ if you want me to go, then you have to tell me to leave. ❜

❛ well, someone's cranky today. ❜

❛ well, someone needs to shut the fuck up. ❜

❛ just stay out of my way. ❜

❛ of all the idiots in the world, i'm stuck with you. ❜

❛ what is it you want this time? ❜

❛ sometimes i wonder if you're in love with me. ❜

❛ do you honestly think this is easy for me? ❜

❛ why would i ever want to be friends with you? ❜

❛ can we please just talk? ❜

❛ there is nothing for us to talk about. ❜

❛ you can yell at me later. just let me help you. ❜

❛ touch me, and you're dead. ❜

❛ oh, so now you care? ❜

❛ there is something deeply wrong with you. ❜

❛ i know i'm the last person you probably want to see, but... ❜

❛ you don't think we could be friends, do you? ❜

❛ i'm tired of fighting against you. ❜

❛ don't pretend you give a shit about me. ❜

❛ you're an idiot, but... i trust you. ❜

❛ oh, don't be cute. ❜

❛ wait, did you just say that i'm cute? ❜

❛ we're not good for each other. ❜

❛ if i say yes, will you shut up? ❜

❛ don't you have to be stupid somewhere else? ❜

❛ maybe we should kiss just to break the tension. ❜

❛ i'm sorry i can't turn off my feelings as easily as you. ❜

❛ maybe there's a universe out there where we're friends. ❜

❛ how can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time? ❜

❛ don't think this changes anything between us. ❜

❛ you look ridiculous in that outfit, by the way. ❜

❛ if you die, i'll kill you. ❜

❛ is that a challenge? ❜

❛ ah, so you're not heartless after all. ❜

❛ i don't think i've ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ you never cared about me, so why now? ❜

❛ why didn't you kill me when you had the chance? ❜

❛ i don't even remember why we started fighting. ❜

❛ i don't have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you're not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  another collection of smutty dialogue for you heathens (affectionate). please do not interact if you are under eighteen. feel free to edit and change how you seem fit. )

❛ i know my worth. and if you want me, you'll do as i say. ❜

❛ you don't want me here? then why does your body say otherwise? ❜

❛ oh? does that turn you on? ❜

❛ you look good on your knees like this. ❜

❛ i'm not jealous. you're just mine. ❜

❛ i need you. please. i'll be quick. ❜

❛ you used to hate me, and now you can't take your eyes off me. ❜

❛ you want me quiet? make me. ❜

❛ i know you have one more for me. come on, i'm not done yet. ❜

❛ fuck, that was so hot. ❜

❛ such a good boy/girl. making me feel this good. ❜

❛ go on. fuck yourself on my cock. ❜

❛ you have no idea how long i've thought about having you like this. ❜

❛ keep the noise down, baby. you're too loud. ❜

❛ you taste so fucking good. ❜

❛ they can't fuck you like i can. ❜

❛ fuck, i've missed you. ❜

❛ keep going. just like that. ❜

❛ they don't get to have you like this, but i do. ❜

❛ pretty good, huh? i told you i'd make you feel good. ❜

❛ you're mine. and don't you forget it. ❜

❛ i'm not gonna last long if you tighten up like that, sweetheart. ❜

❛ what, got nothing to say? no matter, i'll have you screaming in no time. ❜

❛ just a little more. you can take a little more, can't you? ❜

❛ getting close? don't worry, i'll take care of you. ❜

❛ what would they think if they could see you now, huh? ❜

❛ maybe i should put my dick in your mouth so you'll shut up. ❜

❛ maybe if i sit on your face, that'll shut you up. ❜

❛ look at how well you take me. even though it's been so long. ❜

❛ it's apparent in your eyes — you desire me. ❜

❛ don't stop. please, don't stop. ❜

❛ fucking doesn't involve this much talking normally. ❜

❛ you want this, don't you? want me all over you? inside you? ❜

❛ don't forget who you belong to. ❜

❛ if you want something, then you ask for it. ❜

❛ when was the last time someone fucked you? ❜

❛ i'll make us feel good. you'll love this. ❜

❛ how was that? satisfying enough for you? ❜

❛ oh no, i'm not finished with you yet. ❜

❛ what, afraid i might break you? ❜

❛ what, afraid you'll break me? ❜

❛ stop teasing and just put it in already. ❜

❛ fuck me harder. don't you want to make me feel good? ❜

❛ that's it, babygirl. ❜

❛ you want me to sit on your face? ❜

❛ i want this. let me have you like this. ❜

❛ now that you've given me what i want, i can give you what you need. ❜

❛ don't just stand there, you tease. come here and let me taste. ❜

❛ i want you like you used to have me. like we had nothing else to live for. ❜

❛ how do you want me — spread out on the bed or up against the wall? take your pick. i don't mind. ❜

[devilsympcthy]

"you invited me here," she mutters as he pulls her closer. magda has to make a conscious effort not to meet his eyes, she knew she'd only get lost in them. she always fell harder, didn't she?

she keeps looking past him, talking more to the door than to him. the singer didn't want him to see how much this hurt her, to see how much she cared. "why wouldn't i worry? i--- that's not a good place for you to be. i---" love you. "like you. i thought we could... talk? or something? not that i'd be watching you make out with everyone but me."

[tantrcm]

he pushes back her hair behind her ears and sighs. there was so much she didn't know, and so much he was scared to tell her. he loves her. he knows he does. it's been so long since he's felt like this. he can't scare her away now.

"of course i invited you?" he smiles softly down at her as he holds her. "i know that. i mean, i know it isn't good. but i can't stop? if i stop then what? i lose everything i've worked for for so long? i want to talk? we can talk? let's go talk?"

[devilsympcthy]

"you're free real estate. right." FUCK HIM. fucking fine. her expression drops as her arms do. she flips her hair behind her shoulder and resettles herself into a bubbly sexpot. if that was what he wanted then she would show him? "fine, let's go back in then. i'll be free real estate too. i just thought that. whatever. it's fine. let's just go back in."

[tantrcm]

jesus, he's fucked up hasn't he. "i mean here." he states carefully. maybe she didn't get it. he didn't belong to himself here. he was a item. a TOY. but then he thinks of her. she was holy. she shouldn't be in that situation. "you're not going back in there." he reaches for her to pull her closer to him.

"you're misunderstanding me, magda, in there? i don't get a say in this. i have to be on at all times. that's what i am. to them i'm nothing? don't worry?"

[devilsympcthy]

magda rounds on him, her hands crossed tight over her chest. she was PISSED, for as long as that would last. "that guy was all over you!" she accuses, clearly upset. it--- she thought it was a date. "and then you kissed that girl back? everyone at this club is trying to get in your pants and it seems like you want them to!"

[tantrcm]

god she was pretty when she was angry at him? or maybe he was just a little too fucked up for this conversation. "it's a party!" he laughs out loud at her tantrum. maybe he was a little flippant with who was hitting on him. but then again, he was apollo deo. he was used to being the sluttiest one at the event. "everyone is all over me, baby? i'm free real estate down here? it's okay? it's just what happens?"

[tantrcm]

"oh c'mon, princess?" apollo laughed as they exit the club. he thought she would have a good time? it was just a party after all? it didn't matter if it was for hinge or not? "let's just have fun? okay? we don't need to get all up in arms about it, love?"

@devilsympcthy

[tantrcm]

work sucks. i know.

[nick-nellson]

[tantrcm]

I'ᴍ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜɪɢʜ, ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴄᴇ

" . . . please welcome to the stage, front man, APOLLO DEO."

antichrist rockstar ~ semi selective ~ triggering content

[devilsympcthy]

she mirrors his smile, despite the shiver that ran down her spine at the feeling of the ice against her cheek. she loves when he takes care of her, when she has his whole attention. "i always look badass," she hums back, batting big doe eyes up at him.

and then she sees the way hazel hues flicker. holly can't help the words that tumble out. "why do you always look so sad when i tell you how i feel, pollo?" she murmurs, reaching to hold his where its at her jaw. "i don't want you to lay down your life. i just want you to show me."

[tantrcm]

he gives her a tight smile and a little chuckle. “you do always look badass, princess.” he just brushes back the fallen hair in her face and nods. he could hear naomi in the background throwing a fit. glasses being broken as she storms out. but he didn’t care. maybe this was it? maybe it was the end?

“i fear for anyone who loves me, love.” he just holds her hands in his. but this could be good. couldn’t it? it could last? even if his drug use always came first. he wasn’t someone anyone should love. was he? “i won’t forgive her for hurting you. and i. after the tour. i mean, would you want to. just. can i take you out?”

[thirst-for-boys]

Samuel Larsen

[thirst-for-boys]