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@tarangela-exif
March-ing on
A lot has happened in March that temporarily changed my routine. It has left me thinking quite a lot about my priorities, why I am here in London and what I am set out to achieve. Being more clearer and articulate to myself and through others to understand what my priorities are. What I need to do to achieve this and what I need to sacrifice for it. So not so much content has been consumed this month and more pondering. Balancing between allowing thoughts to ferment and distracting myself when the clouds get dark inside.
Music:
Freddy K - Stone Techno set, saw him live this month and loved it.
Lucha by Y La Bamba, Hues and Damned on repeat
Erased Tapes 2.0 - discovered it by accident but it has helped as I try and push through this month.
Exhibitions:
When Form Comes Alive - really funky, testured sculptures, I enjoyed about 50% of them, the others made me feel very uncomfortable. But I guess that isn't a necessarily a bad thing.
Hope March was kind to you and April becomes kinder.
Much love, Angela
Things that have preoccupied my mind in February
Always a big special month for me, new beginnings and celebrations.
Happy Chinese New Year, the year of the dragon! Not that I am believer but I love reading it anyways. As a rooster, it will be a calmer year as last year was turbulent (accurate). “Use your sharp mind and laser-like focus to design the life you envision.” how exciting, 2024 I have big plans for you.
Music:
Courtesy, saw her at Fold and she did not disappoint. My favourite set is either her HOR or her Dekmantel set.
Olivia Dean, specifically the Hardest Part and Password Change. Sonically soothing my soul.
Yazmin Lacey, Voice Notes, really easy album to listen to. Throughly enjoyed Late Night People.
Film:
American Fiction, loved it. Cord Jefferson, directed this film wonderful. Excellent casting, Percival Everett readapting his novel into screenplay, excellent lines and word play. Was a really enjoyable film and left so much to think about representation, and responsibility. Side note, I hope Cord gets his flowers soon, his worked on Master of None, Watchman, Station Eleven. So I am excited to see what project he works on next.
The Colour Purple, it is a musical and will leave it at that. Not my cup of tea.
Galleries:
Julianknxx: Chorus in Rememory of Flight, any artists work that explores third culture I am 100% backing it. There is something so rich, difficult and exploratory on navigating through mainstream culture. My favourite line in the 45 minute film is: "If you do not unlearn racism, you might miss the love of your life"
Thoughts:
I’ve long admired Margret Zhang - her career epitomizes what so many bloggers/influencers dream of. But I was disappointed when she assumed the role of Editor in Chief for China. Not at her for seizing such a rare opportunity. But, my disappointment lies in the perpetuation of a system (Anna Wintour *cough*) that failed to appoint a native Chinese individual for this rare position. Unsurprisingly, after three years, she steps down, rumours suggesting she wasn’t the preferred taste for Mainland China.
Overall thought, it continues to underscores the need for increased media representation and platforms that empower the Asian diaspora in the west, rather than appropriating spaces in the east. I hope her next role is equal or better but within the diaspora.
Love in abundance, Angela
Pass the Baton
A Poem by Jaymen Chang
Just because we didn't work out doesn't mean it's your loss or my loss either.
Our chapter is over and I want you to win as bad as I want to win too.
I'm not gonna try and make you regret it or make you jealous because there's enough room for all of us to win.
I'm not gonna find someone better than you, but i'll find someone better for me.
Just as you have.
We were on the same team then and we're on the same team now.
Just headed For different directions.
Things that have preoccupied my mind in January 2024
Starting off strong, here is a podcast by Ezra talking about How to discover your own taste, below a screenshot on a point they talk about:
And with that, here are some things that have preoccupied my mind either I liked, or didn't like.
Movies:
May December - I am not sure how I feel about this movie. The acting was superb from all three stars - Natalie Portman, Julianne Moore and Charles Melton. It is a film inspired on the real life relationship of Mary Kay Letourneau and her former student Vili Fualaau. I found the film uncomfortable to watch, Elizabeth (played by Natalie) uncomfortable. But perhaps I feel uncomfortable because the real and fake situation is uncomfortable. The film throughout had a really annoying piano riff as well.
Saltburn - I joined the hype train like everyone else. I felt like design, production, cast and costume was executed really well. I mean Rosamund Pike executed that aloof, condescending upper class woman so perfectly. The complex family dynamic and grief was interesting to observe. However, I felt like the shocking scenes lacked substance? As though it gave the film the PR it needed. Did we need them in order for the film to progress?
Music:
LSDXOXO because I loved his set when I saw Jeff Mills live. It always brings a huge smile to my face every time he spins the decks back during his set.
Alcatraz - Accidentally found them when I mistakened my friend telling me a tennis player vs. DJ. YouTube autocorrected me to these German boys. And well, they are a vibe, got me head bopping all across the central line.
I revisited Mos Def and MF Doom simultaneously, because I was sad I missed out on Mos Def tribute to MF Doom in Paris ❤️🩹
Hiatus Kaiyote Everything is Beautiful - my favourite neo-soul Australian band released their new single. Not my newest favourite but looking forward to listening to the whole album.
Jamie XX - It's so good and KILL DEM, He just produces really addictive beats. It won't surprise me if my Spotify 2024 wrapped has him as the number 1 & 2 songs I have listened on repeat.
Exhibitions:
Synchronicity, Solo Show, at 180 Studios - I have always enjoyed what the UVA team brought. To be honest I think more than anything I loved technology dystopian vibes and being in dark environments so you can concentrate on the art itself, not worry about how you are being perceived but perceiving the art in front of you. Perhaps sensory issues from my end.
Daido Moriyama, at Photographers Gallery. Explored over 60 years of his work at this exhibition. I left with more motivation to branch back into street photography. Not everything needs to have meaning or be unique/special. It can just be capturing ‘life’, who had photos of just a cat or a hat.
Skateboard Exhibition at the Design Museum - read through the history and cultural impact of skateboard culture from the inception in the 1950s to now. Enjoyed reading the descriptions, especially this last paragraph below. But man, Design Museum where is the flow? Why couldn’t they curate the experience better. Ugh.
Articles/thought pieces:
The case for mediocrity, an interesting read especially as someone who is still working on being less ambitious with their career. I appreciated that this article did acknowledge that being white and mediocre is easier to adopt this mantra than those who are not.
Friend or specifically third wheel sleepovers are really healing. Especially as I readjust to being by myself again.
Conclusions:
I recently performed a three minute speech at an industry event. I am so proud of myself in what I was able to accomplish by putting my mind to it. Refining, practising and accepting the range of emotions in the experience. (lol I am still experiencing stomach pains from the adrenaline from presenting).
My brother actually encouraged me to post the speech onto the internet. More so that he could read it, but he encouraged me to share it with the world. I love him, always encouraging me to express myself.
I love revisiting my old collection of work, it expresses times and places in my life so deeply. I try not to be too hard on myself for not always expressing or creating work consistently throughout the years. Or that my work isn't good enough for the world to see. Sometimes it feels like expressing is cringe. That perhaps I am too much.
But TikTok (from my bedrotting haha), has reminded me to embrace the cringe, embrace the progress, embrace the drafts. Only truly great work comes through grit. I do miss how blindly expressive I was as a teenager with blogging & Tumblr before Instagram and its performative aesthetics took over. (Does capitalism ruin all great things?).
COVID exposed a hole in my heart that I covered my ambitions with work because it was easier. However, it is only now that I am realising that perhaps my ambition, my thoughts, my ideas, can be expressed through the multiple mediums of art.
Express Deeply, Angela
#BedRotting
The most influential thing today is bed rotting. It's a phenomenon that's silently affecting our young consumers, talent, industry and creativity.
What is it?
it's when you retreat in bed all day, binge watching online content. You experience this awful feeling inside you. Relieved to have time to yourself but feeling crap from spending all day in bed.
It’s an escapist behaviour accelerated by our smartphones, the shift in social media from connection to endless content (whether it’s good or bad) at our fingertips.
We escape because we are burnt out. COVID may have been the final straw in the rat race. But ultimately the pressure has been building for years.
lets think about here- ridiculous university repayments, unaffordable housing market, the decline of third spaces, job instability and stagnant wages and to TOP it all off - we are on our way to recession
I mean we’re basically wondering “What's the point?”
And so we rot in bed.
Why should you care about it? Why am I on this stage talking to you about Bed Rotting?
Bedrotting isn't just a personal struggle; it's a symptom of burnout, and it's eroding the lifeblood of our industry – our talent. They are the driving force behind work that cuts through the noise and connects with the same young consumers experiencing bedrotting too.
Burnout is the enemy of creativity. Our ability to produce compelling work hinges on the well-being of the creative minds shaping our industry. And I know creativity is important to you or else you wouldn’t be here at Most Contagious right now.
To fix this we need to address the root causes. As an industry, we must implement two fundamental changes:
Mental Health Leave Allowances: separate from sick leave
And Fair Compensation Practices: match salary to inflation. We should be thriving, not surviving.
And I know some people in this room, like myself, are powerless to make those changes. So I will share this with you instead. Especially as someone who admittedly also bed rots.
As a leader. Try harder.
I’m talking about: Celebrating the small wins. Give credit, where credit is due. Prioritise cultivating culture. Get comfortable with talking about mental health. Be an active ally. Push the DE&I efforts forward.
And remember that although you won’t know everything but you’ve gotta try.
Our young talent and consumers are the future of our businesses. Our young talent understands young consumers more than any tool can. When given the support they need, They will be able to create marketing campaigns that drive a genuine connection.
And Connection is key to bringing our audiences out of bed rot and into establishing meaningful relationships and patterns of behaviour. So when our talent creates impactful storytelling, or community building initiatives that bring people together. That is what will cut through to someone's bed rotting. It could change their life. For the better.
Take this away from today: combating bed rotting is battling burnout, not just for our industry and its talent but for the well-being of the communities we serve. It's a fight for the very people we aim to impact. Because what we create is not just advertising, it’s culture and we need to stop.the.rot.
Sampha and excerpts from iD
So much to say, yet not much.
A24 backs Celine Song on her first debut director on her autobiographical film - Past Lives. Translation of language, culture, but more importantly translating two parts of your life.
What a film. Probably my favourite for 2023, not that I saw a lot of films this year.
My 30th birthday eulogy
Ladies and Gentlemen, it is my honour to stand before you today to pay homage to my youth, a time that was marked by a mix of selfish pursuits, self-doubt, and limitless love and energy.
As I looked out of many windows, be it my bedroom, on the bus, or on a plane, I was yearning for something bigger for my life. There were moments when I felt like I was stuck, making the same mistakes repeatedly and feeling as though I was too open and gave my love too easily and without caution.
However, I am proud to say that those lingering uncertainties continue to quieten as I live my dream. I am stronger, more attuned, trying to be more resilient, and confident but happier, surrounded by you who inspire, care, and love me deeply. I hope everyone present here today understands how much I cherish and appreciate them.
So, let us raise a glass to my youth, a time that has helped shape me into the person I am today.
Film experimentation giving ace results
F2W hehe
I will 100% milk that profile picture till the ends of the earth hehe.
Got a text from dad 'proud of you, always been proud of you' his always been my no. 1 supporter. Always taking time out of work to come to my multiple school award ceremonies because one award wasn't enough for me you know? Jokes.
Angela Lee 2022 - Face to Watch <3
It is the red hour when the sun sets in my bedroom It feels like I'm inside a flower
May we continue to grow into the people we want to be. Nervous to celebrate prematurely but I am proud of the growth I feel.
Parental love
Found this quote that I felt strongly about:
"Blessed are old people who plant trees knowing that they shall never sit in the shade of their foliage."
As a first generation it sometimes feels a mixture of guilt, and loneliness. To continually move upward in a positive trajectory, knowing your parents may not experience the fortunes of their hard work...
And a poem.
Falling over, running home to you,
You had both fingers and toes turning blue,
So afraid of cutting me loose,
You're holding onto me
You're holding on
Whenever I get homesick this song brings comfort. Sometimes I have to listen to it on repeat to help process my feelings of longing.
Pondering
Been thinking quite a lot of the cyclical nature of high and low culture. How the rich tend to take and run away with it. Times Magazine wrote a great article on food - “Poverty becomes wealth, despair becomes fun,” the M&S chip shop scraps is a great example of this. I also think about croc shoes or the homeless trend in 2017. Does everyone remember Lana Del Ray's and how we felt misled? Talking about conning people, I am looking forward to Netflix adaptation on how Anna Delvey conned NYC socialites.
Lately I have been enjoying K-Drama's a lot, while talking to my friend it occurred to us that perhaps we enjoy it so much because it is created for the female gaze. Turns out 90% of Korean screenwriters are women and Korea is being rewarded for it with its international popularity. Anyone else tired of the white male gaze in Hollywood? I wonder if men realise they have been subjected to this gaze and in some ways it is more homoerotic than they think? And can we continue to hold men accountable for their actions? Chris Noth - society can we believe Black women the first time please.
Keep Fighting, Angela
Thank you Lucas Sin for contributing to the culture. My new obsession researching about food history.