bro. im lost

hana•24•??? they/them/ or it/its

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anywho ive remade my blog. its like... what, the 3rd? 4th? time

i dunno if its a permanent move or if im gonna hop back and forth but Now You Know

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thinkin about remaking because frankly there are entirely too many people aware of my miserable existence

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lovin this downward spiral

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i was doing so good at staying consistent re: eating every day but now its been like 2-3 days in a row where all ive eaten is something like a single sandwich or half a slice of cake and a bag of chips

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WOW IM GETTING WORKED UP AGAIN BYE!!

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tfw u cant tell if something is legitimately bad or if youre just overreacting and being upset over nothing and lookin like a damn fool

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so like when do i get the ability to clip through the floor and fall into the center of the earth and die

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cake time

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i made a post saying im cool with people tagging my art as “kin” and immediately lost followers

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*lying on the floor with one leg sticking up in the air* i havent eaten at all today. in fact its been over 24 hours since ive last eaten. im a functioning adult

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things that make me feel guilty:

everything. i am a giant ball of anxiety and depression

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thinkin about getting a haircut soon because 1) its getting hot outside consistently enough that having long(er) hair is becoming uncomfortable and 2) i want to ban myself from putting my hair up in a ponytail like i already do literally 99% of the the time

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oh my god i have so many WIPs please end me

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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ive seen at least a dozen people tag my pic as “dirkroxy” and i am *this* close to fucking losing it

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whys my art featuring girls only get like 200 notes jw

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iiii keep thinking about it so im gonna just... get off the computer for a while

maybe watch some tv

i hope ‘how its made’ is playing