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me @ myself every damned day of my life
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these hit me hard
the things I’d do to just be naturally beautiful, not like “pretty with makeup” or “on a good day” I want to be pretty with wet hair , no makeup , pale and still look perfect .
cloudy w a chance of fishnets
2020 : 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑮𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝑼𝒑
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I’ve been a student in Paris since September, I wanted my arrival at the university as a new start. But I didn’t succeed, and the last two months have been particularly complicated for me, I’m ashamed of what I’ve become. I haven’t lost any weight, I even think I’ve put on weight, but I’m afraid to weigh myself. My apartment is disgusting, dirty, and messy. It’s at a level where even I find it hard to live there, and it’s a loss because the price of apartments in Paris is extremely expensive.
I want to change for 2020, for myself and to be a better version of myself.
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Goals for 2020:
- lose 35kg - have a BMI of 16.8 - play sports/ get toned/ 11 line abs - have a clear skin - have beautiful nails (possibly fake nails) - grow hair longer
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Big university things for 2020:
- to succeed in my first year at university - find an internship in archaeology for the summer - start the second year of university - go to more exhibitions/museums
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Aesthetics:
- Be the perfect cliché of the Parisian, thin, beautiful, intelligent, cultured, refined, discreet, delicate, … Cafés on terraces, walks in the Jardin des Tuileries, the Jardin du Luxembourg, in Montmartre, … Long hours studying in the libraries of the Latin Quarter, … I want to be the perfect student, the one with the best grades, who does all her homework early, who does a lot of research in her free time, who is always perfectly organized. The student who always asks for the courses that you have missed because her courses are always complete and well taken care of. The girl who is always sleep-deprived and always with a coffee in her hand. The cute little student that you sometimes notice in the corridors, in the cafeteria or in the lecture hall. The one who captures your attention in the middle of the class, either by her intelligent remarks or just by her presence, because there is something captivating and bewitching about her.
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Vision board:
my workout and diet journey from 28th June to 7th July I havent taken any recent photos cause my phone got taken away cause I got caught sneaking out </3 but im rly happy w my process so far wish u all luck on ur journey :)
ohhmy GOD i finally hit my gw3😭😭😭😭😭😭 there’s still pudginess to me and that god awful belly but i’m hoping i’ll finally be satisfied when i reach my final gw😀
The fat acceptance movement really pisses me off. Yes, love the body you are in. But for the love of god, do not idolize obesity. It’s not healthy, and health at every size doesn’t exist when you can’t fucking function right. And just because you’re not sick now, doesn’t mean you won’t be.
Costumes worn by Audrey Hepburn in Sabrina (1954) Costume Design by Edith Head & Hubert de Givenchy
Here’s to the next 10lbs
this weeks motivation
WANT>:)
the crushing guilt of being unproductive vs the exhaustion of being burned out. fight.
you‘ll always feel better after accomplishing what is so hard for you, because you did it, the one thing you was sure you couldn’t do and now you sit proudly after this task without any feeling of guilt 🤍🌿🌺
When I’m skinny I will...
- wear my partner’s clothes and absolutely drown in them - wear skinny jeans and not worry about the fat hanging over my knees - wear sweaters size medium and have them be big on me - see single digits on my jeans and double digits on the scale - walk down the street without worrying about looking like a sweaty pig - look cute with no makeup - not care about how short I am because I’ll finally fit into being petite - sit on the bus without worrying about spilling into two seats - attract attention from every guy and girl - finally feel human and alive, no longer a bloated corpse walking around - be proud of myself - be my own thinspo - finally be the “after” photo - look beautiful no matter what I’m doing - feel my bones and be filled with joy - impress my family because I’ve done what they couldn’t, control myself feel free to add to this
you already had me at the first point
When you resist buying trigger food all day just to get home and binge anyway with food you don't even really like
why does this happen so much to me omg i always end up eating 2 cucumbers and weird ass soup