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pro recovery just not for me sw: 210 cw: not low enough gw: 115 ugw: 105 h: 5'6" vegan // main acc: lowkeyhatescoffee

[tastelessblue]

i love how everytime rossi says something smart everyone just looks at him like "u sound like spencer" and he's just like "that's cause i'm quoting what he told me" lol

[catchymemes]

[formaldehyde-and-guavajuis]

Every time I scroll through Tumblr I struggle between wanting to reblog everything I relate to and being terrified to reblog it because everything on this godforsaken site romanticizes ED and suicide and I don’t want to help a little girl/boy slowly kill themselves and their happiness.

[dainty-dainty-bones]

Found some thinspo with strech marks if anyone else is freaking out about yours like I am🌟

[tastelessblue]

i only had two cheat days in two months and they were barely 1200kcal and all the other days i've kept in under 800kcal (around 650kcal most days) i'm so proud of myself

[tastelessblue]

‪one of the most satisfying scenes in criminal minds is when they are shutting down the conversion camp and arresting all of the staff ‬

‪and no one can tell me otherwise‬

[tastelessblue]

my bday is in two months (more or less) and i rlly want to be under 60kgs by then, the best would be to pass my lw but i think that's not gonna happen cuz my metabolism and hormones are a mess so... but i did lose 3.5kgs in a month last time and i'm around 65 so i think i can do it

[tastelessblue]

i lost weight. idk how much cuz when i weighed myself i already had lunch and dinner which was actually a lot that day, but i was still weighing less than before. if i had to guess i'd say i lost around 3-4kgs this past month which way less than i wanted to but it's better than nothing

[tastelessblue]

i'm prob also very bloated and shit cuz i'm getting my period in a few days too and ugh

[tastelessblue]

i lost weight. idk how much cuz when i weighed myself i already had lunch and dinner which was actually a lot that day, but i was still weighing less than before. if i had to guess i'd say i lost around 3-4kgs this past month which way less than i wanted to but it's better than nothing

[whole-foods-whore]

When you’re losing weight and no one is noticing and you’re relieved because you don’t want them to know you have an eating disorder but also upset because  you’re working so hard and they don’t even notice

[skny-mnny]

TELL ME I’M SKINNIER but don’t be concerned

[tastelessblue]

perks of being a vegan with and ed: pretend you're reading the ingredients when you're actually reading the nutrition label

[tastelessblue]

this one fools my parents everytime oops

[tastelessblue]

perks of being a vegan with an ed: pretend you're reading the ingredients when you're actually reading the nutrition label

[eat-your-ice]

Me, at the grocery store: Yeah lady I’m seriously standing here comparing nutrition facts pls stop staring

[tastelessblue]

i've been so good at managing my intake i was literally able to have ice cream and not go over limit. i actually didn't even get close to it. i feel full so much faster i don't even feel like eating that much. i'm so fucking happy and proud of myself

[antigreentea]

I dont even think of food in quantity anymore. It's never like " i ate 5 cracker that's so little" it's "i ate 130 calories too much too much"

[tastelessblue]

is it just me or it's easier to eat less when i'm restricting so much ??? like, if i tell myself i can only eat 500kcal i'll end uo binging but if i tell myself i can eat 800kcal i barely reach 600kcal. so weird

[bob-belcher]

[endmyreign]

[sapphleaf]