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P | 24 | Taurus | London

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im in such a fun mood :")

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This reality around us is designed to be akin to one beautifully orchestrated dance. As with all choreographies there's tempo, a rhythm that if done in correct counts can look nothing short from mesmerising and enchanting.

You flow through the rhythm, each step gaining pace and sometimes the choreography falls apart just when you think you got it. But you brush yourself off, restart your playlist and try again with a new found burning passion to succeed.

The choreography may look simple and elegant to the outside observer but it takes immense practise to get the counts just right, to allow your heart to beat in time and feel the music flowing through your blood; energising your soul.

Life is like a dance. And if you see it through, despite the difficulty to persevere, despite others telling you the dance is too complicated and to give up, despite what circumstances seem to cloud your path.. if you persist consistently, you will be taken aback by the immense progress you made.

You will be starstruck that you were able to get this far.

And you will have a passion burning deep within the depths of your core that you can do it again and again, building a portfolio of beautiful choreographies that you were able to master with nothing but yourself to thank for ❤️

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LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND MAGICAL I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT 😭

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aaaaAAAAAAA!!!! i always get so excited when i come to spiritual conclusions on life!!! i received another download just now and it's blowing my mind!! 🤯

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taking a self care day today me thinks 🥰🫶🏾 going to do the cozy comfortable things my body craved yesterday and then do my nails and ship an Etsy order tomorrow c:

i am grateful and happy hehehe x

edit: i ended up doing my nails today and i love them so much 🥹 theyre gorgeous 🥰

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sometimes we have to come out of alignment to go back into alignment- so never be harsh on yourself. you are a beautiful worthy being with infinite potential. you have the power to create and shift worlds and move mountains. you have a beautiful shiny soul and are precious and sacred. just because you have down days doesn't mean you should love and respect yourself any less. after all, without the bad, without the dissonance, you wouldn't be able to create and ease yourself into something ideal. you wouldn't be able to fully appreciate the work you put into yourself ❤️

life always has balance and i find that to be a beautiful beautiful thing. im very happy to be in this body with this mind and i am very very happy to be me ❤️

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ive been very disciplined on my journey back to centre. you could say ive been rigid. but it's extremely important for me to remain consistent and maintain a grounded healthy state of being so that i am able to bring about the realisation of things that are for me in this reality.

listening to my intuition has been a major lesson. last night my mind kept telling me not to go out and instead stay at home and be cozy and comfortable. i kept getting a download to just chill and stay put in a relaxed state. however i decided to do the opposite and test how trustworthy my intuition can be.

i didn't have the best time out. lost people multiple times and didn't vibe enough to be comfortable alone. i ended up spending money but not really enjoying myself. i lost my favourite vape. the Uber driver home kept coughing. i broke nails. and now my mental state is off slightly.

hahaha. now, im not upset nor mad that i went against myself. in fact, i am extremely grateful to have been very consciously aware of all my decisions, actions and choices throughout the night. after all, this was mainly an experiment to see how much my inner talk will effect my outta circumstances. but knowing how it went i believe that i want to stand firm in trusting myself whole heartedly and following my natural bodily rhythm

if i get a 'no, i should not do this thing' best believe i won't even touch it, yet alone go do it. if i hear a giant obvious NO, i am going to honour and respect that answer. as there is a reason why im getting it and if i don't trust myself, how am i supposed to live a happy and supportive lifestyle? how am i supposed to commit to my wellbeing if i purposefully ignore it?:")

anywho that was my little experiment. im glad i was able to document it so if i ever am in the same position again, rather than question myself, i have an immediate answer ((:

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thank god it's fridaaaaay!!! woop woop🎉🥳🥳

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i hope whoever this message reaches experiences a blessed year. it is my highest intent that love, blessings and pure unconditional happiness makes its way into your life with complete ease and effortlessness. may all your dreams and goals, desires and hopes come true 😊✨ and so it is and so it shall be 🙏🏾❤️

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i invite ease and joy 😊🤍✨

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you know what?

im honestly at my happiest when im spontaneously living a life that puts no boundaries on myself and allows me to live my most authentic self - exuberating pure confidence, joy and happiness in all that i do

im going to continue prioritising myself from now on cause shit, life is getting magical the more out of my comfort zone i get and the more i commit to just being me without a care of judgment :")

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i am so thankful for the way my life is currently unfolding??! ive internally shifted my energy and in turn the universe is blessing me with many beautiful things ;-;

yesterday i spontaneously decided to go out and i posted on socials if anyone has any plans - someone popped up to me and offered me a ticket for this queer rave in east so because it was something ive never been before i said hell yeee!!!

1. lucky thing numero uno - the ticket ended up being for FREEEEE. they didn't want nothing for it!!!

i was scared at first bc i didn't wanna get scammed but i carried on believing in my heart that i was gonna have a great time out

2. lucky thing is that i weent alone knowing no one and immediately in the line the person behind me asked me if i knew a mutual friend and then proceeded to tell me they met me last year at a queer friend's birthday party??? i didn't remember them but they deffo knew me and i immediately went from knowing no one to having a lovely few people to go back to if i wanted a base group! i also ended up meeting such beautiful people from mutuals of that group - extremely lovely energy through and through!!!

3. my first drink at the club was FREE. the bar tender did not charge me! i even told them that i didn't get charged the first time and then they went on to serve someone else even though it didn't work 😳

4. i got stopped SO MANY TIMES by people complimenting me, even when i was standing alone minding my business and taking everything in?? heck whilst i stood alone more than 7 people asked if they could take a photo of me .. That shit had never happened to me before . i felt so famous and loved and everyone was so kind and supportive 😭 it was so surreal

5. got free lets call it 'sweets' if you know what i mean 🤭

6. free shot

7. made so many friends, everyone was soo loving and welcoming bro - the nicest club ive ever went to

8. After the club ended I hung around as I was stuck in east and too far away to get home. Ended up making friends with random people yet again and tagging along with them to an after party. At this point I was honestly too tired to do this but I just continued cause I had a feeling it should be worthwhile. Turns out a lot of us weren't able to get into the party BUUUUUT one person lived 15 mins away from me and I jumped in an Uber with them. I think they liked me cause they were tryna touch up my thigh and move their leg so it was touching mine but bby I'm not on that I'm celibate and have self respect 🥴 I just closed my eyes and pretended to sleep and then he told me he was getting out and meeting a guy !!??? HUHHHHHH he legit jumped out the car half way told me to put my destination in and wished me a good night .. No altercation, no uncomfortable conversation, no drama, no hassle .. and an Uber directly to my house?? For free??? 😭

The thing that makes this last one ultra lucky is that you can never usually get a Uber from East east to south. Drivers simply never do that - it's too far. but the first cab he looked for he got and the driver was honestly lovely, we talked all the way home!

So that was my insanely lucky evening. I can't wait to see myself on the events page for that club 😂🤣 I trust that everything works out for me and .. it does. That's the power of manifesting and thats the reason I'll never give up on my dreams and desires hehe

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😭😭😭😭 I've been watching a romantic anime every evening and the one I watched today gut punched me in the feels!!!! what a beautiful movie 😭😭😭😭 y'all watch the studio Ghibli movie a whisper of the heart it's ace 😭❤️

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brb manifesting something big for my friends well being and something chaotic for this stupid foul man 😊😊😊😊

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sunshine 🥹🥹🥹 finally 🥹

[happyheidi]

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cute date idea!! you teach me how to ride a bike and help me practise rollerskating by holding my hand and gently guiding me 🥹

i got my first pair of roller skates today and im so excited!! can't use them just yet as i need to wait for the protective gear, toe guards and skate tool to arrive so i can loosen the bearings but im soooo excited to start and they look so pretty 😭

i tried to skate in my hallway and i couldn't make it beyond my door LMAOOOOOOO i need someone to hold my hand whilst i try and guide myself 💀