tate

tate — the wheels just keep on turning and the drummer begins to drum

[terrilrs-deactivated20150503]

"Sorry, I really didn’t mean to break that… or touch that, actually. It was in my way and I wanted to move it- yeah, okay, that probably doesn’t help my case here."

[tateskxnder-blog]

It's fine, T, all good.

[hastingsjosh]

“‘Wear winter garments’, they said. ‘They’ll keep you warm’… Do I look fucking warm? I’m pretty sure my lungs are almost frozen, and I look like Olaf thanks to the snow.”

[tateskxnder-blog]

"Wanna go back inside?"

[thatsebastianpitt-blog]

"But I’m a creep,

I’m a weirdo,

What the hell am I doing here?,

I don’t belong here.”

[notsoravenclaw-hailey]

Is there a particular reason you’re staring or…?

[tateskxnder-blog]

Sorry, I was daydreaming.

[dommiethewallflower-blog]

Melin. I thought I locked that door. 

[tateskxnder-blog]

I can leave if you want.

[terrilrs-deactivated20150503]

[tateskxnder-blog]

You're the best, Terri.

[emsulliva-n]

I don’t know, haven’t seen her since this morning. She might be in the library?

[tateskxnder-blog]

Right, I'll go and check there. Thanks, Emily. How've you been?

[emsulliva-n]

If you want to talk, walk and talk. I’m busy. 

[emsulliva-n]

[tateskxnder-blog]

I just wanted to ask where Terri was. I haven't seen her in a while.

[terrilrs-deactivated20150503]

"Then it’s down to him, whatever happens… No, impossible. You’re my best friend, Tate, I could never hate you."

[tateskxnder-blog]

[wasted-elliot-blog]

"So you were talking to me."

[tateskxnder-blog]

"...I guess I was, yeah."

[jemskeeters-blog]

"Why the fuck not? I really don’t think you fucking understand the magnitude of how badly I have fucked up. And I will do anything to avoid the shit storm that’s coming my way,"

"Don’t you dare tell him. Or fucking anyone, for that matter,”

[tateskxnder-blog]

"Don't you dare tell me what to do, we both fucked up and I will not keep a secret this big from you're boyfriend, you got that? Either you tell him or I will."

[hastingsjosh]

"Okay, take a moment to breathe, yeah?" he said reassuringly, levelling eye contact with Tate. "So you’re confused, I get it and sooner or later you’ll figure things out with given time, and I’ll be there every step of the way trying to help. First of all, it’s not your fault that the guy practically cheated on whoever he was dating but if he was drunk, that might be one variable to let him off the hook.. maybe. Second, as awesome as it is to have sex with girls – please know it’s completely fine with guys. There’s nothing wrong with that.”

[tateskxnder-blog]

Nodding, Tate took another deep breath. "You don't think I did the wrong thing, right?"

[terrilrs-deactivated20150503]

"Right," she nodded apprehensively, "okay, confused. I understand. Lots of people would be confused about this stuff and it’s fine, but you can’t get the answers to your questions in the short space of twenty four hours, Tate." Terri leaned in closer, narrowing her eyes at her friend. "Wait    he was dating someone already? Um, yeah… That’s when it might be a bit of a problem. Have you spoken to this guy yet? Shall we go find him?”

[tateskxnder-blog]

"I've- I've tried to talk to him about it but he's just refusing to admit that it happened. He won't even tell the person he's dating about it and fair enough too but I just feel really bad. Terri...you don't hate me, do you?"

[wasted-elliot-blog]

"I’m sorry were you talking to me?"

[tateskxnder-blog]

"What? No, well, I was just saying you're not supposed to smoke here."

[tateskxnder-blog]

terrilrs:

"Okay, so you like sleeping with guys as well as girls. Nothing wrong with that. Was last night the first time you experienced something for a guy, or?"

"First time with a guy," he nodded, "but I was drunk and I don't even know right now. Terri, this guy he was already dating someone."

[tateskxnder-blog]

hastingsjosh:

"Because I’m in a fully committed relationship where I— wait, you had sex with a guy?" He repeated, sitting up on his bed. "…I’m going to take a wild guess and say that last night was your first experience with a guy?"

Tate nodded in reply, feeling confused and anxious. "Yeah it - it was but I just, dude I don't even know right now. I was drunk and they're in a relationship and then there's Terri and gah I don't even fucking know."

[tateskxnder-blog]

emsulliva-n:

You look like you just shit yourself.

What? No, just a hangover. Yep, that's all.