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@taylor--swiftss
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
Sam laughs and nods, “I guess in a way is better than nothing.” He nods, “I am, too. Cause I had kind of accepted that I might just be nervous the whole time. I’m glad I’ve got my glimmer of hope now.”
“I’ll be fine. After I get home tomorrow, I’ll take a nap right away. With you.” She smiles softly.
// exhaustion
taylor–swiftss:
“Honestly, I hope that you aren’t a good faker. I mean, you’re a great actor, so you could potentially be lying about your love for me.” Taylor teases, knowing that he really does love her a lot. “I will, I promise.”
“You are such a dork. I’m an actor, but I’m not good at acting when I’m not working. If that even makes sense. I have to really build myself up and get in the zone before I can act well. I wouldn’t be able to keep it turned on all the time,” Sam laughs. “Okay, good. I do feel a bit better now.”
“I get what your saying...in a way,” Taylor laughs and covers her mouth as she does. “Good, I’m glad that you feel better!”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“That’s true. And you know I’m not the greatest faker. Unforuntalely I’m just too friendly for my own good,” Sam laughs with a shrug. “Thank you. Just rest and sleep in a bit and then you can come home to me.”
“Honestly, I hope that you aren’t a good faker. I mean, you’re a great actor, so you could potentially be lying about your love for me.” Taylor teases, knowing that he really does love her a lot. “I will, I promise.”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“Crap, have you? That’s a lot of pressure for me. Having to pretend that I like a whole load of people,” Sam teases with a wink. “Just sleep in until your body actually wakes up. You never really wake up too late and at least you’ll sleep until you’re ready to be up.”
“I have, but I don’t think you have to pretend. You know most of the people there and the people that you don’t know are very sweet.” She shrugs innocently and squeezes her eyes shut for a moment, “I’ll do my best.”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“You definitely need a good full night of sleep. I’m glad that they wouldn’t let you do that. It means that you’re working with people that I like,” Sam chuckles. “There’s no rush in you getting up super early and getting here. It’s not like we’ve got anything planned. Sleep in a bit so that you actually feel rested.
“I sure you hope that you like them because I’ve told them all that you do,” Taylor’s eyes widen jokingly as she tells him. “I won’t get up super early, but I’m not going to sleep super late either. I want to be home soon.”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“We can definitely wait a few more hours. As much as I’m giving in on the traveling thing, there’s no way you’re dealing with all of the travel kind of stuff now when you’ve had such a long day.” Sam says, knowing he wouldn’t budge that time. Even though he had been protective, he really was going to be happy when he finally got to see her.
“No, I don’t even want to do anything right now. I want to sleep for a little while at least.” Taylor tells him honestly, knowing full well that she was not going to get up and go anywhere in that moment. “They wouldn’t even let me do it, honestly. Just after a get a few hours of sleep, it’ll be good.”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
Sam realizes that he’s officially lost for real and so he just nods with a little sigh but an equally small smile. “Okay. I guess I’ll see you tomorrow now, then.” He chuckles softly. “And even though you’re depriving me of getting to take a little trip, I’m still happy to get to see you,” he teases.
“I’ll see you by noon, I bet. I’ll get to hug you and fall asleep in your arms again. It’s what I need tonight, but I guess we I can wait a few more hours.” Taylor shrugs. She sighs softly when he says that and waits for a moment before speaking again, “you can come visit whenever. I just want to go home.”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“Alright, alright. I guess you are going to be stuck on the plane and there’s no way for you to really be on a plane and not relax.” Sam agrees softly. “And I really will be happy to see you. I mean, I was willing to figure out how to get a flight and do that, wanting to do whatever I can to come see you and spend whatever time I can possible with you.”
“I can’t do anything, but sit there. It’ll be fine. I’ll be fine. I’ll sleep on the plane and sleep when I get home, it won’t be hard.” She sighs and rubs her eyes gently. “I know you were willing, but it will be so much easier for me to fly to you.”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“You’re not going to make me unhappy. It’s not that big of a deal. I don’t think it’s a bad idea. I just wanted you to get to relax, but if you want to come and be home for a few days, that’s fine. Just come home and rest at home while you have your days off.”
“I’ll still relax. I’ll be stuck on a plane for a few hours doing nothing, it’ll be hard not to relax,” Taylor tells him honestly and then sits up a bit so she can get more comfortable. “That’s what I was planning on doing, anyway. I was going to come home and rest with you. I wasn’t going to do anything crazy.”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“Taylor…” Sam starts, tilting his head to show her that that’s not at all what he meant. He sighs softly and runs his fingers roughly through his hair for a few seconds while he thinks about what he should even say. “There’s no way that I’m going to be annoyed if you’re here. So, if you really feel up to traveling and want to come home for a few days, you should.”
“No, but you want to come to me and I want to come to you. You seem to be convinced that it isn’t a good idea, when it’s just fine. I don’t want to make you unhappy, but I also would much rather be home then in some random ass city.”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“I know that you’re safe to travel, but you’re also exhausted. Is flying here just for a few days and then back out to wherever you need to go really the greatest idea?” Sam asks, shaking his head a few times. “Fine. Whatever you’re going to do, I’m not going to try to stop you. There’s no point in arguing, I guess.” He tells her, knowing that there really was no point in trying to go back and forth with her on it.
“So, I’m just going to sit here in this city and wait in my hotel room until we have to go to the next city?” Taylor asks, raising her eyebrows. “Well, we’re both going to be annoyed either way. Maybe there’s no point,” she shrugs innocently. This is definitely just her tired mind talking.
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“Stop. You know I didn’t mean it like that. Did you not notice that I said you and the baby? Or are you just going to point out the one part of it to make it seem like I’m accusing you of not knowing what’s right?” Sam asks her, not wanting her to think he thinks she’d put their baby in danger.
“I know that’s not what you meant, but Sam I’m not going to put myself or our baby in danger. You know I won’t ever do that so it’s not something you have to worry about. I’m safe to travel, hello, I’m on tour.” Taylor says and brushes her fingers through her hair. “I’d rather get to you by morning than you having to spend a day working on plans to get someone to care for Lennon, get her things together, book your flight, pack your stuff, and everything else.”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
Sam gives her a look when she says that he doesn’t have to worry about her. “Do you really think I’m not going to worry about you? It’s you and our unborn baby’s safety. I take that very seriously and I can’t help but worry. You know I can’t just shut it off.”
“I take it seriously too, Sam. I’m not going to put our baby at risk just because I want to fly to you. I know what I can and can’t do,” Taylor knows that he didn’t mean it in a bad way, but can’t help feeling a little hurt by what he’s said.
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“Late night snuggles and kisses sound amazing. And it’s not like I don’t want that. I know that you know that.” Sam bites his bottom lip. “I just worry. I worry about you doing any more than you absolutely have to do since even the stuff you have to do is making you tired.”
“I know you know, but still...” she sighs softly and bites her lip as well. Taylor knows that she shouldn’t travel more than she already does, simply because she’s already so tired and needs a lot of rest. “You don’t have to worry about me, babe. It’ll be okay.”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“Oh my gosh! You sneaky little minx!” Sam laughs, shaking his head a few times. “I guess if you really want to fly home, you can,” he says with a shrug. “It’s not my first choice of situations, but you’re just going to end up making me feel guilty or something so I might as well just agree and let you win this once.”
“I just want to see you, that’s all. It’s been too long and I really could go for some late night snuggles and kisses right now, but I don’t have anyone.” Taylor pouts immediately and curls up a bit more under the covers.
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“Well, you know we’ll make sure that whatever makes you feel better is what we do,” Sam smiles, her smile making it impossible for him not to smile. “It’s definitely hard to get to see you over the phone and not get to see you in real life. I want to kiss your face and hold you. This is such a tease,” Sam pouts before he laughs softly. “I’m sure we will be able to get it done and if there’s anything that isn’t finished, it’ll be super minor things that I’ll do. Don’t you worry. It really is going to be fiiiine.”
“So, does mean you’ll let me fly home to you tomorrow? Because that’ll make me feel better,” she pushes her bottom lip out, taking advantage of what he just said. “I want to kiss your face and your lips and sooo many other places,” she teases, followed by a quiet giggle. “I’m going to worry, it’s who I am.”
// exhaustion
sam--clafl1n:
“You know I’d be at all of your appointments, babe. No matter where they are,” Sam insists with a little wink. He couldn’t help but be a bit protective and overcautious with her since she’s been pregnant and he definitely wouldn’t miss out on any of the doctor’s appointments. “There’s plenty of time, baby. Don’t worry. We’ve got this. It’s not like the room will have to be done by the time the baby comes since they third wheel in ours for what feels like an eternity.”
“I’d rather do them at home. It’ll feel better for me.” Taylor tells him honestly and moves to lay on her side, the camera still facing her. She looks at him with so much love and gives another soft smile, “I really want to be home right now. Seeing you makes me miss you even more.” Taylor laughs quietly and reaches down to pull the covers over her legs. “I know but I’d really like for it to all be done. I mean, once the baby gets here it’s going to be so hard to find time for that.”
