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this is probably just me but

does anyone else just constantly feel embarrassed? like i literally have come to a point where i always feel so fucking embarrassed just for existing because i keep fucking up and making bad decisions and i’m overweight and have no friends and just wanna die and i feel like such a failure to the point that i’m embarrassed about my own existence

th0rns-n0t-r0ses-blog

Not mine

embracingwild

friendly reminder that just because your body isn’t as thin as it used to be doesn’t mean your body is wrong

coral

I have been crying since you left me, and I am afraid… I do not know how to stop.

ryoga-deactivated20231223

Five years ago today I was given a collar, I was someone’s kitten. I was loved. I was thought about. It was consistent. Now, I’m left here with it above my bed and I’m floating in space with things to tether to, that I keep just pushing away out of fear that it won’t compare or that I’ll get hurt again. So I’ll go to our spot tonight and look out, without any solid intentions even though I’ve always had one in mind for there.

godlydesperateforskinny

me blaming my loneliness , depression , laziness on being fat and waiting to became thin with magical hope that i will automatically become my fantasized self

the-new-teen-idol

I wanna do drugs. I wanna feel numb. I’m sorry.

dankmemesreasonforliving

unsuresuggestion

use me, i wanna feel hurt

blackandgreen-scarecrow-blog

do you ever sit on your bed thinking why you are still alive? after all the overdoses, the cigarettes you smoke, the new drugs you tried? you’re still alive after all the alcohol, the accidents, the drawbacks. you live even if you destroy yourself every day, despite you are conscious of you actions. you are still fucking alive and you don’t even know why

rory-has-bpd

so i was laying in my bed feeling pretty good and then i suddenly felt pretty bad and that’s all there is to this story, kiddos, that’s just how it all went