So guys I’ve been keeping a secret for like 2 weeks and it was the hardest to keep but I can finally say that I got invited to London Lover Secret Sessions but I couldn’t make it and here is the whole story
Hi guys I’m writing this on July 21th cause I wanna remember what I was feeling while all of this things happening
So first of all TN messaged me with Twitter on July 17th at 2:41 am in the middle of the night for my timezone and I never had a TN notice before so pretty much they entered my tumblr page and stalked me anyway when I woke up I was looking at my notifications and then I saw a noticification saying TAYLOR NATION
CONFIDENTIAL MESSAGE and I was like shocked and got so excited and told my dad and sis that TAY WANTS TO MEET WITH ME HER TEAM MESSAGED ME and my dad was like where do you know that it’s them and he didn’t believe me but I didn’t care and told TN my informations and waited for like 2 days and those days my dad was like laughing at me and saying didn’t they still call you and it was the most stressful 2 days I started to feel like that they’ve forgotten me but on July 20th I got a call from NYC and I was literally try my best not to cry while talking with a sweet girl who called me named Alice(i don’t know if I did write her name right) she was so sweet and I forgot to tell her that cause of excitement she asked me if I’m Dilara and pronounced my name so sweetly and asked if I’m spelling your name right and I was like actually it was Dilara(in my Turkish pronounce) and now I’m thinking why did you say that why didn’t you say that it’s Dilara but you spelled that soo awesomely anyway and she asked me if I was recording or doing something like that than I told her no it’s just you and me and then we talked about if I can go to London and I told her I didn’t have my visa but I’ll try my best to get that and she told me even if I can’t make it they wanna send me a gift cause I’m a supportive swiftie and I said I really wanna come I mean I’ve been waiting for this moment for like 8 years and she was like we want this to happen,too honey and there were lots of things that I didn’t understand and she told me that’s okay I’ll dm you the details and lastly I asked her name and she told me Alice and then I said it was nice to meet you and she said it was nice to meet you,too and then said bye and I said bye
It was a lovely 7 minutes long talk with the sweetest woman
Now it’s July 21th and I’m at home and thinking what if I can’t make it and I’m so stressful like I can’t even sleep for like 4 days peacefully I never thought that she would invite me to a Secret Session so I never think about getting my visa now all I’m thinking is I wish I had a visa I mean I feel like there isn’t enough time for me to make it
And now it’s August 5th I finally put myself together to write the rest so when I was talking with Alice I thought she told me the date was 8th and I told my dad about that and he told me it takes 3 or 15 days to get our visa but we have time so we can go and I was the happiest but I needed them to confirm me If I got literally invited cause I messaged them unstoppably I waited them to call me again for like week
So a week later they called me again to learn if I can go or can’t and told me the date was earlier than I heard so I needed to pay more to get my visa but my dad said we can’t do that cause if we pay 125$ our visa comes in our hand in 15 days and if we pay 410$ it comes in 5 days and all of this were so expensive so I messaged TN that I’m not gonna make it
And they said they wanna send me a gift so I’m waiting for my gift and I had the most hurtful days I don’t remember if I had such more paintful days before but I don’t wanna talk about that I still am trying my best to feel better
Lastly even knowing that she stalked me and wanted to meet with me,wanted to make me one of the first persons who’s gonna listen to Lover before it comes,trusted me for all of those things is the BEST FEELING in the world.These days I’ve been the most stressful but the HAPPIEST,too.So NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IN MY LIFE I’M GLAD THAT SHE’S INTO MY LIFE 💕
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