[tcteachme]

sometime in 2022

it is officially platonic!! i met with him for the first time since march 2020 a few months ago, and it was really nice! i was flustered and blabbed like an idiot, but there were only appropriate feelings haha

i have finally moved on. thank god. i thought it would never end.

[tcteachme]

september 6, 2020

i’d like to thank my best friend’s hot brother for helping me get over K.. still wish i could talk to him/reach out, but i think it’d be more platonic

[tcteachme]

such an utter fool to think I could get over him... been over a year since I posted this and I still blush when I think about him

[tcteachme]

merry christmas, darling

we're apart that's true,

but I can dream, and in my dreams,

I'm christmasing with you.

the lights on my tree

I wish you could see.

I wish it every day.

the logs on the fire

fill me with desire

to see you and to say

that I wish you Merry Christmas.

Happy New Year too.

I've just one wish on this Christmas Eve.

I wish I were with you.

[tcteachme]

saw this on tiktok and it broke my heart

[tcteachme]

06/22/21

i really miss him.

last night, i was watching a movie with friends. i was telling them that the older male mentor, to the young girl, in it doesn’t seem hot at first, but to see how they feel about him at the end. i was so confident that they’d change their minds. they were asking me if i had a teacher fetish. my mind was blown. i do find protectors, mentors, etc attractive, but that was the nail in the coffin.

i wish he’d email me. i wish i wasn’t so afraid to reach out. he’d respond and be touched that i contacted him like usual, but idk i wanna be the one to receive the notification.

[tcteachme]

the anon who asked if i can message, i totally forgot to write down your username. so sorry about that, but message me if you would still like to talk :)

[tcteachme]

can u message

of course :)

[stirred-not-shaken]

at first i was like mmm my ✨teacher✨ as a joke ... but bro ... i don’t think it’s a joke anymore ...

[thoughtkick]

“Ever met someone who brought you comfort naturally? Like when you are with them, you forget about anything bad and instantly feel good.”

— (via perfectfeelings)

[hatin]

“Most days I wish I never met you because then I could sleep at night and I wouldn’t have to walk around with the knowledge there was someone like you out there.”

— Good Will Hunting (1997)

[sunflowerletters]

“Perhaps the saddest thing of all, Is that I think of you all the time, I think about your face, and your smile, I think about how your hair has gotten longer now, and how it would feel to run my fingers through it, I think about how nice it would have been, to meet your friends, and see your room, and what it would have been like to see you when you just woke up. I think about the future we could have had, and the dreams that never came to be, But most of all, I think about how you don’t think about me at all, not even a little.”

—

But that’s okay, I’m learning to be okay with it

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write, Perhaps the Saddest Thing

[tcteachme]

lately in my life i’ve been spending a lot of mental energy trying to move on from the man with a boyish smile who used to grade my homework

[twuwfm]

[hellaextraneous]

Little reminder

It’s not okay for your teacher to like you back. Teacher’s shouldn’t be attracted to their students. Even in college, that’s grounds for them to lose their job.

If your teacher shows signs of liking you, that’s genuinely messed up and not good. Most of y'all are children, anyway.

It’s okay to fantasize about them, but don’t put moves on them and you should absolutely report anything inappropriate. It’s not okay.

Yes, even if you guys are in the same age range. They have far too much power over you. Assume you guys break up? Suddenly, now you have to go to a class with someone you can’t get away from. This isn’t the same as liking another student in your class because you could always ignore them or sit away from them. Where are you gonna go when your ex is legit the entire foundation of your class? Your environment becomes stressful. What happens if you need extra help? You can’t go to your teacher (aka your ex) for that now since it’s too awkward. What if they don’t like the fact you guys broke up and are now docking your grades? Now you either have to go tell someone (and have it outed to the authority’s and speculated by the entire school) or suffer in silence.

If you guys don’t break up, you’re going to wonder if you’re actually getting good grades or if your boo is being nice. You’re going to double check every good score. Or at least, if the school board finds out, they definitely will. You guys will literally be walking on eggshells all the damn time. Imagine the stress? The secrets you keep from others and the lies you’ll have to tell? Relationships shouldn’t be like that, they should be fun. If you have to lie about seeing a movie with somebody, your relationship isn’t a relationship, it’s a game of jenga.

Please stay safe.

[tcteachme]

the entire tcc when their tc takes a day off:

[tcteachme]

march 14, 2021

last night i listened to the same song on repeat, while thinking about our time together. tears streaming down my face. it felt so eerie to be breaking down without you there to comfort me. or make me laugh by focusing on the one tear i didn’t wipe away. you weren’t there.

it’s 12:31 tonight. sunday. i’ve got a 9 am class. but i’m laying in my bed listening to the newest playlist i made about you. crying again. i turn to lay on my side. looking out my window curled inward. i imagine you holding me. you wrap your arm around and pull me close like all those hugs you were so keen on giving me two years ago. you pretend to choke on my hair. successful attempt at getting me to laugh. until i turn my head to share one of our typical glances. you weren’t there.

i wish you were here.

i need you here.

[tcteachme]

March 11, 2021

can someone please explain to me how I haven’t seen him in a year yet i’m still in the same fucking place...?

i still add songs to the playlist i made about him (which is now over 9 hours long)

oh my god what if this never ends