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imsoshive

Someone said DaBaby make Scooby Doo chase music

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blueberryborderline

tbh the worst thing about being a self aware mentally ill person is that people assume that because you understand your illness you’re automatically able to actually apply your knowledge to your life and cure yourself

mossdftba

Do I know my brain isn’t making the most sense right now? Yes. Can I stop it? No.

jumpingjacktrash

this has bothered me less since i realized that when my illness inconveniences other people, it’s inconveniencing me even more, so they can just fuckin deal

people are like “you need to go be presentable in a social context at such and such a time” and i’m like “mm no i’m off down my rabbit hole again i’ll be lucky if i hydrate” and they’re like “that is bad because you really need to do this” and i’m like “i really need to not stop functioning for a week at a time every few months but such is life” and they’re like “but” and i’m like “go get me an ice cream sandwich mon ami” and they’re like “but you need” and i’m like “i need an ice cream sandwich do not come back without one”

i mean seriously if you think it’s upsetting to you when i drop the ball on some obligation, we could switch places, how about that

i could be figuring out how to explain your absence to a gathering, and you could be sitting on the edge of the bathtub holding one sock for an hour and a half trying to remember whether you’ve eaten this week

we could do that it’d be fun

midnight-revolucion

EXACTLY and this goes damn near triple if you’ve majored in Psychology. I know a lot of people who study Psychology and even some who already got their degree in it who are expected to be “less mentally ill than they are because they studied Psychology,” because they’re “practically a therapist.” Like, I understand the biopsychological underpinnings of my mental illness, so I know which medications are theoretically more effectual at treating it and why, I’ve studied the psychopathology of my mental illness, and I’ve even taken a clinical medical psychology course where I’ve gained access through my school’s library to the DSM-5 and have learned how to recognize mental illnesses and learned the best therapies for treating them, from Cognitive Behavioural Therapies (CBT) to Dialectical Behavioural Therapy (DBT). Almost having a bachelor’s of science in psychology, in the eyes of certain people, invalidates my mental illness because “shouldn’t you know better?” and “you know that what you’re doing (re: your coping mechanisms) aren’t healthy” and my personal favourite, “with as much as you know about Psychology, shouldn’t you be able to, you know, stop feeling depressed? I know you’re smart enough to get it! (re: get over it!)” I personally know a psychiatrist (currently practicing clinical psychology) who sees a psychologist for his problems, so if a grown, psychiatric therapist needs a separate therapist to help him deal with his problems, what do you think I can do to “fix myself”? Because you can’t treat yourself when you are the problem. You can’t fix something broken with the very object that’s broken. No amount of knowledge or self-awareness about my mental illness can simply override how it affects my brain to let me see clearly enough to do anything myself. And that’s just a Snapple Fact.

#mental health #mental illness

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http://leahjavon.org

#BlackUnite

tevincampbellmusic-blog

Real black men singers back then

Tevin Campbell , usher , stokley , Brian McKnight , Gerald levert , Keith sweat , joe , etc

ultralight-sunbeam

WHAT YEAR WAS THIS OMG IM SO MAD I’VE NEVER SEEN THIS IM CRYING 😭😭😭😭😭😭

hotephoetips-deactivated2018123

Bruh… So many legends in this video

freshest-tittymilk

This is peak 90s and I am LIVING FOR IT!!!

((also I’m embarrassed that I didn’t know Stokely has been around for so long))

dynastylnoire

Childhood

reverseracism

themaiajae

room-archive

black-culture

Yeah sex is cool but have you ever been on tumblr before December 17 2018?

emtmercy

So wild that instead of guidelines online moving towards no kind of body being considered inherently sexual and inappropriate we’ve gone onto like explicitly admitting that it’s the association of a body w womanhood that makes it inappropriate and dirty

dankmemeuniversity

slimetony

Every person who likes and reblogs this post will be enrolled in witness protection

slimetony

silkandcinnamon

what a mess…

themasterpupil

It really does all fall down

noirkashiii-deactivated20190223

Plot twist: Both of them fell down.

aintnosuchthingastoothick

Tell me that ain’t insecurrrrr

adeles

This is not who you are. You know who you are. Who you truly are.

theunmarkedjournal

Start reblogging the money blessings post…

If you haven’t already done it…. Go hit that reblog button. Do what you have to, just do that too.

Like seriously. Just find one and reblog it real quick. I post a couple yesterday and put into the universe that I actually wanted it

Only been at work for a couple and I get this at as a tip! (tips ain’t normal at ALL in here)

Come on now!!

Let it work for y’all too

theunmarkedjournal

YALL!! THERE HAS BEEN AN INCREASE!! (I don’t know how your bank account is set up, but $55 dollars in tips counts as a blessing over here!)

*sending out money blessing vibes to y’all*

theunmarkedjournal

Counting my blessing and they total up to $60 today. (Got another $5 tip not too long ago)

Today was good. Im trying to maintain this same energy all this week to see what will come of it

majaminxx22

I don’t care, I ain’t playin. Imma need one of these damn thangs to work, now.

glitterboywednesday

I might as well not reblogging aint gone put money in my pocket

theunmarkedjournal

Let the universe know what you want

poisonedblacklotus

Cash app $drinabee if you tryna bless me

theunmarkedjournal

That works too I guess 😂😂 #BeTheBlessing

liferuining-soulsnatcher

I mean if someone would like to bless a struggling college student, mine $neshao and I have Venmo 👀

partyandrepeat

Same if somebody wanna help me out $camjam21 😌

56blogsstillcrazy

cash app me my birthday next year january $EzekielCrawford

gone be thirty and im scared help every dollar helps

poisonedblacklotus

Somebody sent $20 for my graduation 🎓 Saturday, cash app $drinabee if you want to donate too

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Yo I reblogged that goat one and I ended up getting 27 dollars in my back account cause I got a refund on a sex toy that didnt work the day after i reblogged that shit

theunmarkedjournal

😂💀 blessings come in every shape and form

go-h0e-or-go-h0me-deactivated20

Exactly mine was just unconventional 😂