I really didn't get to like acosaf, in fact, what I liked most about the book was the political part and how these things can evolve in the next volumes. Az's pov was brilliant to make us look forward to the continuation. I don't like Nesta, and maybe that has conditioned the way I looked at this book. She particularly irritates me, so I considered her healing process necessary, but not enough to make me like her. I stared at this book expecting a conversation between her and Feyre, a verbal apology for the years of abuse she offered her sister, unfortunately it didn't.
No, and don't take it the wrong way, but I found the whole scene that she saves Feyre lazy from a writing standpoint. How many more times will we need to see Feyre or Rhysand having to face death in order to have a plot? Why can't sjm think of other alternatives for writing the climaxes of her books? The whole pregnancy plot was unnecessary and didn't need to be here. I didn't feel that Nesta loved Feyre until the last pages of the book.
She just didn't care and went to have sex with Cassian after finding out that her sister could die if a cure was not found. She spent most of her time in a library and never tried to look for or ask anyone who she could help. She never thought about how her sister was or how she could be feeling. She just remembered that Feyre could die in childbirth to injure Feyre and the IC. What the fuck is this writing when we know she would have set the world on fire and acted differently if she went to Elain or any of her friends in Feyre's place? So in the end Feyre needs to DIE for Nesta to finally understand how she feels? This is ridiculous.
Ridiculous because we don't see Nesta's love for Feyre emerging in her thoughts. There is no progression and real concern about this until the end. Also, if I'm going to take into account everything that was written before, why should I be thrilled with Nesta saving Feyre when Feyre has done this for her all her life? Feyre always did his best to save his family, including his childhood, body, life and sanity! I know she reflects on Tamlin, but seriously did you need five books to realize that Tamlin is unforgivable for hurting Feyre?
Nesta gave incredible powers, all right, but they were so poorly developed that the character just didn't care if she had them or not. Why should I see something like that as a sacrifice? We sacrifice things that are valuable to us and that we will be sad to lose, but worthwhile to save someone we love. A real sacrifice: Rhys giving his all, giving up Feyre and her powers to fix the cauldron.
And yes, it shows that she was more interested in saving Feyre than in maintaining those powers, that she is not an ambitious person, but no one was saying that she was either. No one was saying that she prioritized her powers more than anything or that they were an important part of her trajectory. We know Nesta without these powers. They arouse our curiosity, but I believe that nothing more
Although I don't like Nesta, this is not a comment to hate her, but to express my total disappointment with sjm.
This solution seemed much more like a lazy alternative that sjm found to make Nesta lose some of his powers. Powers that the author did not seem willing to develop or simply did not know what to do with them. At the same time she took away from us the possibility of seeing a real conversation between Feyre and Nesta that many of us have been waiting for years. This is very disappointing and that's what made me dislike this book. Feel how Sarah was manipulating this book to deliver a lazy (and repeated) solution to one of the biggest conflicts of overcoming. So suddenly we have to be grateful to Nesta and acknowledge her arc of redemption just because she saved Feyre? Is that what redeems it? Please...
If there are errors in understanding my writing, I beg your pardon, English is not my mother tongue.























