I am Janeth. A kind soul roaming around for almost 17 years now. I believe I am more than just the face and body everybody can simply see by a glance. I am from Mexico but belong to nowhere, trying to find my destiny enjoying the beautiful moments life gives me in the way, and learning from the bad ones becoming a better person for the world, for me. I am shy and can get really nervous meeting new people and sometimes I can have trust issues but at the same time I can get attached to somebody really fast and be really loud. I never give someone the chance to truly know me and I don't know why. I am one of those persons who always try to make everyone happy even though I can not be fine or you treat me like crap, is something I don't like to say because I tend to think it sounds cocky or selfish but is a big part of how I am and why. I have so many thoughts about life, people, me, the meaning of..., but never say anything thinking are not good enough to be heard or that people will judge me. I like to write every thought I have in a notebook nobody has seen, waiting for the day I am ready to share everything with the world, not sure if I'll be truly ready someday... I like to be by myself and I love chocolate, but I don't like to feel lonely and sometimes prefer coffee or something spicy. I think everybody needs some time to just be with themselves and do everything they want, or just think and caught up with themselves. I think people call it being alone. Death is a very sensitive topic for me, but not just death, not me dying but losing the people I love. At the same time is interesting thinking if there's really something after that. Just something I don't know how to explain. I have a hero I like to call mommy. An angel I like to write that happens to be my daddy. A special person that cares about me and teaches me about life, I call him dumb or sometimes brother. And one of my favorite persons in the world for a lot of reasons, my granny. Like a tree, I have my roots, my family. They keep me down to earth and without my roots I am nothing, they are the most important thing in the world for me. I believe I have a purpose, big or small, here on earth. That's why I have this big opportunity to be in this amazing adventure called life, just like everybody in this beautiful world. Note for the reader: You are beautiful and just like me you are more than just the physical things people can see in you. You have a purpose here either big or small, a change to make, maybe for the world or maybe just for you, but you will only discover it alive. Life can seems hard sometimes but is more simple than you think, no pain stay forever. Be thankful for what you have, some people don't have the same luck as you. Always remember you are a beautiful soul. Thanks for read everything. A pathetic and helpless romantic January/07/2014 2:36 a.m -C.J.C.A