Blue and Grey @tearym00n - Tumblr Blog

Deam logging here again after a long time and.... Why I do still relate to my old posts about mental illness?? O_o

hel7l7

part of me still feels like I deserve this pain

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Sorry, you don’t deserve this

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I’m never going to be enough for any of them

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I am so stupid, why can’t I just do this? so damn afraid

Having an abandonmet issue is not always about "not trusting people"

Most of the time is about not trusting yourself, waiting for them to get tired of u and then saying "I deserved this, I deserve to be alone because I'm annoying, I'm terrible at keeping nice people with me, they need someone better than me" and that sucks.

#abandonment issue #fear of abandonment

beyondthequotes

"So please don’t look at me As if I’m someone you don’t know Because it’s reminding me of the days When I meant nothing to you"

-방탄소년단 (BTS) - Intro: What Am I To You

93daegu

People

they'll all live,

they'll all love,

they'll all fade away and be forgotten

people change, just as i've changed too.

- yoongi / AgustD

hel7l7

I just want to disappear

The real question is: is my crush dumb or it's me not good enough at teasing?

stoplookingupforheaven

can we talk about “where do you begin and where does the fantasy end” versus “call it faith call it fate the fantasy’s the same” and “if this is life i’m choosing fiction” versus “you can fill my mind and move my body with the fiction fantasies” and “the future’s easy” versus “look out to the future but it tells you nothing” and “when i’m dreaming tonight i can go anywhere” versus “drive around, nighttime nowhere to go” and how this one song has layers of every single previous bastille era and how the discography just snaps into place like puzzle pieces and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh