My mom has an addiction to cigarettes.I've been asking her for years to stop smoking.A pack usually last her 22-35 hours.When she doesn't smoke,she's so damn mean to me and that's 85-95% of the time.I take care of her a lot because she's 69 and doesn't work but gets ssi.I pay the bills,buy food,get her medications because she's a type 2 diabetic,has hbp etc.She's very hateful when she doesn't have anything to smoke and will treat me like crap so we're always getting into it over it.I only help her because she's my mom but she's done the bare minimum for me all of my life.I'm saving up to move because it's so frustrating and the home we have I got.She just asked if I have some change for cigarettes while I'm typing this.It's so sad and she doesn't want to change.She also calls out everybody else's shortcomings but act like she can't see hers.When I got in from work she was mad because I wouldn't stop and get her some.As soon as I came in she started calling me bitches and hoes.She just says dumb shit to be hurtful.I think about suicide sometimes but it is what it is.I'm just exhausted and tired.I have a much older brother but he only uses her for money and to cook,clean and wash his clothes.He's 36 and she breaks her neck to do for him while I struggle to take care of us.I don't know I guess I'm just venting.It's been a long ass day.
You don’t deserve that at all. I know exactly what type of mom you have ... the fact that she isn’t in a joke somewhere goes to show how PURE your heart and soul is. I’m too wicked to put up with somebody like her.
I wonder if she knows that if you ever decide to pack your shit and leave that she will be shit out of luck, considering that her son is useless?
I am praying for a miracle for your freedom, babes 😞
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